First thing I want to say is I’m glad I found this website. I don’t come here often. Usually only when things get really bad do I check in and read the posts or post something of my own. I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve been prepared to die. I know that this time is different, though. Usually there’s this feeling in my stomach and I know I won’t really go through with it. Something always stops me. I’m always determined to try again. But not this time.
I have nowhere left to go. I’ve cornered myself and ruined myself. I’ve messed everything up […]