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by keckis 7/19/2014

written by keckis

I can only tell you what is working for me at this moment in time. I am taking a multitude of meds at the max doses and my mind is clear. I still have suicidal ideations and nightmares but I’m a single mom and have chosen for today at least to write this post and give another option. I believe in mood stabilizers and other meds when combined with counseling. You have to put in the effort and tell your drs what is and isn’t working. I know my meds and have tried every combination and strength. Some didn’t work at all. Some made me […]

7/19/2014 5 comments

Today…

by CrimsonDream 7/19/2014

written by CrimsonDream

I would like to inform every lost soul on this website that there is hope. I haven’t concord my depression or anything, I know it’ll be back sooner or later but right now in this very moment I can say I’m glad I didn’t kill myself. The scars are there but you know what? I like my scars , they show me that in a point and time of my existence I didn’t want to live and it makes me feel a hell of a lot better that I could figure that out. I am aware that I’ll be on here in like a month […]

7/19/2014 2 comments

Its all just a messed up joke

by Procel 7/19/2014

written by Procel

Life is nothing but a series of comic fuck ups and disappointments, its like its just waiting for you to want something before it screws you over, u make every step forward that you can, you get everything under controll and one thing just comes along and puts you back to square one. The one thing u want more than anything else is dangled infront of you but u don’t get it. U get to be close enough to breath in its scent but u cant touch it. U get to be right beside it but u might as well be a million miles away […]

7/19/2014 4 comments

Pyromaniac

by DeathDreamer 7/19/2014

written by DeathDreamer

FUCK THE WORLD AND LET’S GET DRUNK.

7/19/2014 17 comments

Fading away into darkness…!

by KinGinYelloW 7/19/2014

written by KinGinYelloW

First of all – I’m no native speaker, so bare with me plz! I am male and recently turned 23. I am physically fit, finished business school with good grades and due to a profitable hobby of mine, I got no real money problems either. So why can’t I be happy? Let me tell you of the dark side of my life…

My mother suffered from severe depression after my birth AND when i turned 12 (right after my dad left us for some stupid slut). Coming back from school hoping my mother hasn’t killed herself today, having nobody to talk to, while dealing with my […]

7/19/2014 23 comments

Death by shark

by New Shoes 7/19/2014

written by New Shoes

Highly unlikely…… I know. But I am getting creative at this point. I have heard their teeth are so sharp you only feel pressure and I would hope adrenaline would take care of the rest. I could swim alone at the beach at night and temp fate lol. Shark week is coming up afterall.

7/19/2014 6 comments

Survival one night at a time

by Dollycutter 7/19/2014

written by Dollycutter

I made it through the night,

Even though my ghosts were screaming at me and so was the baby.

Even though I listened to the voice inside rant and rave about all my flaws until sleep surrounded me.

Even though I cried until there was nothing left.

Even though my dreams brought misery instead of release.

Even though that knife sang to me a song of salvation.

Even though there was no one here to stop me if I’d tried.

7/19/2014 2 comments

What’s the point???!!!!

by SickandTired86 7/19/2014

written by SickandTired86

I’ve had depression for 12 years now and when I was 20 I made a suicide pact with myself that if I wasn’t happy by 30 it was time to end it all.

Well my Bf dumped me last night and I don’t see the point anymore. I’ve got a year and a half till d-day but I don’t think I’ll make it to then. These past 10 years have been so hard the thought of another 50 like this make me feel sick!

I’ve tried suicide before but I was found, so this time will be different. I just want to make sure all my finances […]

7/19/2014 4 comments

******** tank

by mojorules 7/19/2014

written by mojorules

Where can I get online–Ebay? Less than $100? I can’t purchase locally so need online. What all do I need for the ******** tank method? Thanks

7/19/2014 2 comments

by addicted 7/19/2014

written by addicted

animals think ” when i grow i become like human”

humans become animal when they grow up without consciousness

7/19/2014 4 comments

Exhausted…

by forevrbrokn 7/19/2014

written by forevrbrokn

I feel like I am at the end of my rope….like there is no point trying anymore. I used to cut. Not really for the trying to kill myself but just to make all the pain stop. I have a chronic condition which leaves me in a lot of pain. I am only 23, but I have to face this the rest of my life which I hope will end sooner rather than later. I am so tired of everyone saying I am not sick and that I feel no pain just cause I am young and pretty. I am just so exhausted. I got […]

7/19/2014 1 comment

Why should I?

by TheUnkown93 7/19/2014

written by TheUnkown93

I haven’t been the same person I have been. I use to be a happy confident person. Now I just feel worthless and a waste of a person. I was a US soldier until I gave up on that because of my ex wife not wanting me anymore. She has been the main reason why I have been in this rut. I thought she really loved me and ending up leaving me while I was in service. If she didn’t want to be with me why would anyone else want to? I gave up my dream and passion to peruse our love and try to […]

7/19/2014 5 comments

inhumane

by mortuarychic 7/19/2014

written by mortuarychic

Honestly I’m wishing I didn’t have a reason to be on here… but I do. Im a 20 year old college graduate, but I can’t get a job in my field to save my life…. you’d think it wouldn’t be so hard. I work at a grocery store stocking shelves…. I didn’t go into debt for this. Not to mention these people make me question the ounce of sanity that I have left. I haven’t touched a blade to my skin in 9 months. That’s saying something. Of course I get my share of bruises and burns from work but its not the same. I […]

7/19/2014 0 comment

This is TIND closing out for the last and final time.

by ThisIsNoDemocracy 7/19/2014

written by ThisIsNoDemocracy

As I read the stories about all the horrible things some of you have experienced, it makes me think about why those things have happened. It is NOT because you are ugly. It is NOT because you arent worth it. It is NOT because you aren’t kind, or smart, etc. There are people out there who are just bad people. They see your sadness as a vulnerability and take advantage of that to poison you with hatred. Do not let them win, do not let them turn your sadness into bitterness. Love always stands strongest in the end. This will be the last time that […]

7/19/2014 12 comments

The Same story

by son14 7/19/2014

written by son14

It’s been almost 7 years dealing with the same routine. Dealing with these thoughts, emotions, and temptations. I’m just so tired.

And the thing that brought be to the edge, once again, is completely ridiculous!

My father and sister think I’m gay. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to bash on those who are homosexual or bisexual, but I know that I’m heterosexual.

It’s just that recently I’ve been staring at girls for a while. Not with romantic purpose, but instead I’ve been constantly comparing myself to every single girl I see. I see all of them and they are all much prettier than I am, […]

7/19/2014 5 comments

having a tough day

by paingoaway 7/18/2014

written by paingoaway

thinking of ending it. i hope this passes

7/18/2014 5 comments

I want to die because I’m lost

by depressed girl 7/18/2014

written by depressed girl

Everything just seems to be going wrong. I don’t know who I am and am not even really sure who I want to be. I guess you could just say that’s my age I’m 19 going on 20. So that’s reasonable. I feel down. I feel like no one understands me . I feel like am becoming distant from those I love. I can’t enjoy life. It sucks right know. It really has since I turned 12 and just got progressively worse. I feel better about myself personally as time has gone on. Its just I feel inexperienced and less mature in the ways of […]

7/18/2014 2 comments

Memo

by RealTalk30 7/18/2014

written by RealTalk30

I want to welcome you to your life. I’ve seen and filled it with my eyes, and it is pure. When you believe in something strong, you can be too sure. And if it’s safe to sleep at night…
I will walk you through your home and set your place. I’m still attracted by your smile, that rests upon your face. You don’t want to rest your lips.. So lets keep them speaking. I hear her speak to me..love
Oh she told me things I’ve set in stone, drove my heart steaks through the ground. I’ve up rooted..all I’ve known.
I know a world […]

7/18/2014 0 comment

Why am I not happy?

by Fadeto_black 7/18/2014

written by Fadeto_black

I don’t understand myself. I am truly privileged; I have a family that puts me in their best interests, friends who care about me, I’m not poor, not sick, I live an average middle class life and I have no hope for it.

A future that would satisfy me is not realistic. In order to anticipate the future I would have to be a different person and be extremely lucky. I dread the future and feel haunted by the past. A friend told me to focus on the present but I struggle to find pure happiness in my present life.

I know what should make me happy […]

7/18/2014 5 comments

26,000+ in debt plus 28,000 thousand more

by alum 7/18/2014

written by alum

So this man posted his hospital bill on Reddit as an example of our flawed healthcare system and apparently, his situation is not completely unheard of. As a 20 year old who is contemplating bankruptcy because I owe 26,000 to a hospital when I was made to retract my 72hr notice several times and kept in conditions that violated my patient rights but was explained to me that I was basically less then human and had no rights several times so apparently that made the treatment ok. It’s funny because the first time I tried to off myself I was just sick of living in this […]

7/18/2014 41 comments

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