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I Don’t Know What This Means

by 13vida 7/14/2014

written by 13vida

You know what? I’m not feeling suicidal, I don’t feel like cutting. I just feel empty. There’s just a huge empty hole that’s inside me and it’s leaving me very uncertain. My parents want me to think about life, especially since this is my senior year, but they don’t understand that I don’t see myself living after I turn 18. Let me explain: I don’t mean that I’m gonna commit suicide, or anything like that, it’s just I can’t see myself in the future after 18. I can’t imagine going to college, traveling the world, having kids, getting married. I know that normal people can […]

7/14/2014 2 comments

I did everything i was supposed to

by paingoaway 7/14/2014

written by paingoaway

I went to college and did well despite being bipolar. I studied hard. Just to find out i cant get a decent job, or hold it down. Im now a loser. im going to die soon. no help is coming. suicide is my only option. my only option. my only option. i cant live with this shame anymore.

7/14/2014 7 comments

Alone

by Broken_Soul 7/14/2014

written by Broken_Soul

Long ago there was a little boy (he was six years old at the time)who played all alone by himself everyday.the little boy never had any friends.the reason for this was that his mother kept having to move them from place to place for new jobs.they werent stable.because of this the boy fell behind in school and felt stupider than the rest of the kids in his grade.he also didnt know what the new trends were and what was ”cool” to the other kids.the boy tried so very very hard to fit in.he just couldnt do it.he tried and tried and tried but no luck. […]

7/14/2014 5 comments

I hate being transgender

by Rachel29 7/14/2014

written by Rachel29

I hate it so much. There is simply no space in the world for a giant man in a dress. That’s what I am. A giant man in a dress. I am tired of feeling jealous of women, tired of feeling like I can’t catch my breath. Anxiety constantly. It feels like there is no hope, nowhere for me to go. I feel like such a freak. I’m tired of hating the way I look, tired of hating that there’s nothing I can do about it, just tired. I’m exhausted from self loathing. I don’t know how much more pain I can take. There is […]

7/14/2014 5 comments

What’s the point?

by addicted 7/14/2014

written by addicted

OK, I understand you all guys are screwed-up in life and wanted to suicide.

so what? after all you are one in millions who want to die.

is there any post on sp which really making a point about new perspective of life OR death ?

7/14/2014 10 comments

Experiment

by marine105 7/14/2014

written by marine105

I have epilepsy, and have had feelings of cognitive fuzziness and generally psychological and psychosomatic discomfort for some time now.

I am now going to try to mitigate, if not eliminate, these effects brought about by both my condition and the medication I use to treat said condition with marijuana.

I’m hoping the effects yielded by the THC will put a stop to the discomfort, and I hope that just maybe it will improve my cognitive clarity.

Do I have case studies or any scientific research to support my experiment? No.

That’s what makes it fun I suppose, among other things.

Wish me luck, I’m off to conduct phase 1.

7/14/2014 6 comments

My pervy , abused , drink and drugged life leading to my suicide attempts.

by NoSelfRespect 7/13/2014

written by NoSelfRespect

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Well my first memories where of nursery school my babysitter use to take us.I was a boy with big teeth and a speech […]

7/13/2014 6 comments

My story

by katelyn3662 7/13/2014

written by katelyn3662

Hi. My name is Katelyn Hill. I’m now 16 years old and attending high school in York region.

Id like to share my Suicide story with you,

Since I was little my dad was abusive (Verbally, Physically and emotionally)he was/is a alcoholic and a drug user. when I was growing up he lost his job. and he was home all the time. my mom was scared to come home most of the time so it was just me and him at home often. in 2010 me and him got into a large fight and no one else was home. about 40 minutes later i heard him yelling […]

7/13/2014 5 comments

Fuck-Up

by SuicidalProcess 7/13/2014

written by SuicidalProcess

It’s always nice to know that my family unanimously agrees that I’m a world class fuck-up. They expected me to completely and utterly ruin anything and everything for everyone at a wedding, and was completely baffled that everything turned out fine. But they are still dissapointed for a reason they refuse to enlighten me about. What in the holy hell have I ever done wrong? Whatever, it doesn’t matter what I did they’re still going to hate me for who I am regardless of what I do.

7/13/2014 5 comments

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by booisux 7/13/2014

written by booisux

I’m gunna be straight forward and say I’ve never attempted suicide. I’ve thought about it many times, but never tried. The main reason I haven’t is because I’m scared. Everything in my life has been determined through safety. I’m scared of almost everything. I scared to let people in, to talk to people, to do something wrong, to look stupid, or to let people down (just to name a few). My parents constantly fight and I go most days without having a real conversation with anyone. My friends and family all have this expectation of how they feel I should be. Which is smiling, happy, quiet, […]

7/13/2014 11 comments

Just Tired

by Spitfyre 7/13/2014

written by Spitfyre

I wish I had a reason, but after everything I’m just tired. I don’t want to keep doing any of this. I’m just too tired.

7/13/2014 2 comments

I want to kill myself….

by leo 7/13/2014

written by leo

I am dying without her…. She is is going far far away from me …… i cant live without her …..i just want to die.. i tried to kill myself… but something was stopping and that her love…

Is there anybody who can give me some suggestion…

7/13/2014 8 comments

Well, this is me

by Hannah 7/13/2014

written by Hannah

Okay, let’s see.. my story sucks a lot.. my name is Hannah and I’m 14, but it all started when I was 6.. when I was 6 my mom got married to my step dad, he had 2 sons, one was 13, when they moved in the one who was 13 started doing things with me.. I didn’t understand it then.. but he was sexually harassing me.. he was touching me in places and getting me to take my clothes off for him.. when I turned 8 we moved and it stopped.. but I felt odd around him.. I just didn’t feel safe.. when I […]

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7/13/2014 7 comments

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I know I am the problem

by cilantrojones 7/13/2014

written by cilantrojones

I know I am the problem, so fixing the problem means fixing me. I have tried fixing me many times and in many ways, but it never works, because I am the problem. I am so tired. I just want to die and end this joke of a life. I am 57, and I keep trying, but I get worse instead of better with every cycle.

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7/13/2014 6 comments

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To prolong my life

by Pathetic 7/13/2014

written by Pathetic

I was in a relationship with a manipulative ***** that was also in love with someone else.

She toyed with my feelings and I felt like she was just using me so I broke up with that ***** even

though I fucking loved that stupid fucking whore, and I can’t stop thinking about the time

I shared with her. I had myself isolated from the world for several years and the only real memories

I have are with her, and I have nobody and nothing else to help me get rid of these haunting, tormenting

memories. Before I got in this relationship I was already thinking about fucking ending my […]

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7/13/2014 3 comments

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i hate it here.

by demi 7/13/2014

written by demi

well i’m 14 and don’t really talk to people about stuff like this but.. i dont want to be like this anymore, i dont really want to live at all anymore.

summer break started 3 weeks ago and just before it i lost my friends, they started talking about me and all that stuff but i started hanging with new people and it only made me realise that i hate myself even more. i’m a typical teenager, i dont stand out like the rest of them.

i have a lot of family problems- my mum and dad argue a lot, i argue with them a lot and […]

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Final song

by Alexther 7/13/2014

written by Alexther

Hey…I don’t think I ever mentioned this on this website,so here we go: I have a band.I am a musician.Yep,yep,I know that I am a schizoid idiot with anger management issues,but hey,that doesn’t stop me from singing,right?

Anyway,we’re approaching the completion of our last song and the release of our first album.Working on this album was the only thing keeping me motivated to hold on a little longer for the last 3 months.So yeah,after the album is released,I think I’ll just hang myself.

I only posted this so I could say goodbye to anyone…You see,I got no one.No (caring) family,no friends…no one…So I thought I might say […]

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7/13/2014 7 comments

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Today (An Update for Everyone)

by SeasOfBlue 7/13/2014

written by SeasOfBlue

Two days ago, I was in the worst spot of my life. I tried to kill myself. Today, I’m in a hospital and being called a hero, strong, and inspiring. I don’t deserve it and I don’t know why. But I guess it feels nice to be loved for once.

Well, I saw a psychiatrist today. It was pretty much useless. I went in for an hour and a half, and in the end he diagnosed me with depression. Thanks, totally didn’t know that already. Glad it’s costing a couple hundred dollars to see someone who’s telling me shit I already know.

The depression’s starting to come […]

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Clock is ticking

by mills 7/13/2014

written by mills

I’ve always wanted to kill myself, ever since I was like 14. I never really got to try till I was 18. I was never happy with myself. I always failed at everything and I was sick of it. I’m tired of being treated like nothing, feeling worthless, feeling like I do not matter. My ex girlfriend made me feel so much better about myself till she cheated on me in the worst way possible and only made everything worse. I found myself back where I was. Surrounded by 4 walls, looking for anything to hurt myself with but pills wont work anymore. I don’t […]

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Wrote this for a friend; Thought it may also belong here, for anyone in the same position as her…

by OursIsTheFury 7/13/2014

written by OursIsTheFury

… And the fact that you’re still alive after 9 years of depression and 8 years of suicidal thoughts proves to me that you’re strong. Strong enough to keep going, and strong enough to kick depression’s ass.

Depression makes people wage wars against themselves between the happy and the sad, and sometimes the sad wins, but not always. Often times, people can overcome the sadness and the depression. Sometimes it’s a short war, but most of the time it’s not.

Not your’s. Your’s has lasted nearly a decade, and it may last a whole ‘nother, but in the end, I know you’ll win, and I know it’ll […]

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