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The Wee Free Men

by renegadeRaenbow 6/12/2013

written by renegadeRaenbow

If anyone has ever read this amazing book (my boyfriend got me to read it and it was absolutely fantastic; I find reading takes my mind off the wear and tears of reality) then I have a question for you: What is your opinion of the Nac Mac Feegles’ view and optimism of death?

Taken straight from Wikipedia (it was the best way to summarize it.):

“The fearlessness of Nac Mac Feegle warriors in combat is derived from their religious belief that they cannot be killed, because they are already dead; they believe that they are in the afterlife, and that any Feegle who is […]

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Poison and bridge

by Aleda 6/12/2013

written by Aleda

I’m suicidal for three years straight. I’m a victim off bullying, I cut, I have no friends, I love the wrong person and I have no perspectives in life. I tried to kill myself by overdosing and cutting veins but it didn’t work.
I want to combine jumping, drowning and poison in my last seconds of life. I want to do all of this at night. Here the European Yew grows wild in the parks. My aim is to collect several hundreds of seeds and about 200 grams of fresh leaves, mash it and ingest it. It will make me die of cardiac arrest. […]

6/12/2013 11 comments

colourless

by XXSADXX 6/12/2013

written by XXSADXX

if all the colours of the rainbow

could make my day less grey.

make it filled with sunshine

and more than just a boring day.

My day used to be exciting

with things to do andÂ time to play.

but now its just colourless,

with depression my only friend.

always making it self aware,

and there is no end……………………………………

6/12/2013 0 comment

Death calls me again and again.

by shruti2910 6/12/2013

written by shruti2910

am 19 year old, a second year student of Psychology from St. Xavier’s College.
I do not exactly remember how long it has exactly been but I have never had a good relationship with my parents since I was some 16 year old after I had my first relationship with a guy.
Though they let me go out to college, but my life is equivalent to hell. I do not say I am the only suffering person in the world, but for me, at this moment, only my pain matters.
Day before yesterday when city enjoyed one of the loveliest weather, I asked my mother […]

6/12/2013 3 comments

New discovery

by StorybookSuicide 6/12/2013

written by StorybookSuicide

I got to me great aunt’s house yesterday, the same time that a guy who looked like he was in college was there. Apparently, he was Katelynn’s boss and best friend. He was giving Katelynn’s violin to my aunt, obviously, I was confused since Katelynn didn’t play violin. At least I didn’t think she did. She played violin. She was in 4 recitals. She had a job. And I never had any idea. I didn’t know that every time she came home late was because she’d been working part-time to buy a violin. I didn’t know she was actually a junk artist, and I don’t […]

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Getting Excited

by forsaken1 6/12/2013

written by forsaken1

So it’s officially the 12th, which still leaves me four more long days (sigh) but I’m rather excited the end is coming, slowly but surely. It’s a fitting end tho, or at least in my case the old saying stands true (live by the gun you’ll die by the gun) an I’m fine with that. As my hours count down I swear I can hear death calling my name, but y’all probably wouldn’t understand. It sounds so sweet, I get to shed all my struggles an sin I’ve been living in

Death = freedom
And that brings a true smile to my face

6/12/2013 21 comments

Life Just Sucks

by Mr.Unknown 6/12/2013

written by Mr.Unknown

So before I start talking, I guess I’ll say a small bit about my self. I’m 15, a freshman in high school, going toward sophomore after the summer goes by like always. I’ll keep my name anon. though.

But anyways, I’ve been depressed. As a child I had a abusive father, my mother could never do anything about him hitting me or my siblings. He used to come home drunk, pretty much rape my mother and rampage when thing didn’t go his way. My brother used to touch me as a child, him being gay. I’ve never told my mother, I just forgotten about it and […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

Sometimes I Feel Like…

by renegadeRaenbow 6/12/2013

written by renegadeRaenbow

A kitten trapped in a fucking bathtub.
I think I cried for a solid 20 minutes.
I wasn’t prepared for the adorableness.

6/12/2013 0 comment

So, Uhm, Hi…

by JustKeepDreaming 6/12/2013

written by JustKeepDreaming

Well, I guess hello.
I don’t exactly know what I am doing here..
About ten minutes ago I was ready to end my life, but a person I know recommended I check out this one website awhile back and I figured it couldn’t hurt. That’s how I ended up here.
I don’t really know what I am suppose to say, or do. But I just really need to tell someone what is on my mind.
If you are also on this site reading my words, it is safe to assume that you’re dealing with something around the topic of suicide so you know the amount […]

6/12/2013 12 comments

Gandalf on Death

by EndOfInnocence 6/12/2013

written by EndOfInnocence

One of the best scenes from LoTR.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRqqpCT2R3c

6/12/2013 1 comment

Lucy Blue

by renegadeRaenbow 6/12/2013

written by renegadeRaenbow

How long has it been, dear Lucy Blue?
Since the world gave up on you?
When there was nothing else to do
But toss and turn and ‘ventually fall through?

Lucy Blue, I see the glass.
“Did you break this mirror?” I ask.
Sadness follows the shadows cast
Along the wall and in your past.

Lucy Blue, how hard was it,
When they saw your wrist was bit?
A little mark, a tiny slit,
Your precious eyes have lost their glit’.

My Lucy Blue, why do you weep?
I know how hard it is to keep
On walking in the ocean deep
But soon I’ll lay you down […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

Everyone’s leaving me. How can I trust people?

by dbg 6/12/2013

written by dbg

Three years ago this summer I lost my father. He managed to make it to my graduation and my first summer semester in college. However, towards the end of that summer my father decided to take his own life. To be a victim of SUICIDE.

During that summer, I lost three of my best friends. Not cause of death, no. But because we split up and went to different universities around the state. We do still talk to each other from time to time, its just hard to find another group of people that you share some of the same interests in, the same personalities, and […]

6/12/2013 4 comments

[Behind the Smile]

by DreamingOfDeath 6/12/2013

written by DreamingOfDeath

[Is that famous frown]…

Same old thing, it’s just a different day.
No words come out, nothing to say.
Do they know, can they care?
Is this a dream, or nightmare?
No, it can’t be a dream.
I’m alive, get what I mean?
I beg and, and pray again.
But it never changed, and I all when..?
Can this end? What if it does?

6/12/2013 0 comment

Have you guys ever considered the method of jumping off a huge ass building?

by tupacorbiggie 6/11/2013

written by tupacorbiggie

I think that’s the way to go. Â I’m talking 600+ feet from the ground onto pavement. Â It’d be scary as fuck but you’d probably die before you even hit the ground. Â Much better than hanging in your garage or becoming a vegetable from a bullet to the head. Â It’d be gory as hell but who gives a fuck. Â Thoughts?

6/11/2013 9 comments

Unwanted Children – another thing I wrote

by humansdestroyhumanity 6/11/2013

written by humansdestroyhumanity

Letâ€™s just honestly say, that many childrenâ€™s creation upon this Earth was a mistake. Â In several ways. People tend to deny these things, this entire post perhaps, but they avert their eyes when they do. Â Then they rapidly change topic, start accusations of something you yourself have done, but they twist it around and make it sound as if they had no part in itâ€¦.had no part in being the very reason why you did that (whatever it may be). And when you deny it, of being the sole factor in a certain exchanging of words, in a response, or an action, they lose what […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

1 year

by Dawnvaine25 6/11/2013

written by Dawnvaine25

1 year ago I was in this same house sleeping on the same floor with my brother
1 year ago I sat up all night listening to the same songs
1 year ago I met my 2 best friends
1 year ago I was still addicted to cutting
1 year ago I didn’t know the pain of losing people I could give my life to to suicide
Or staying up all night with them to keep them talking so I know they aren’t gone
1 year ago all I cared about was being home with my mom
1 year ago I thought […]

6/11/2013 0 comment

last time ever

by hereWithoutme10 6/11/2013

written by hereWithoutme10

This is it im done just bumped oxy for the last time I wanna be the person I could always be. But in the back of my mind I know the next weeks will be hell. I just hope I can make it through before I die of overdoes ive gone through about 70 pills in 6 days and I cant continue to live like this.

6/11/2013 2 comments

The First Set Of My Saved Writings

by IWriteAboutSadness 6/11/2013

written by IWriteAboutSadness

Sometimes when I feel the sadness coming on I try to fight it, I do everything…no anything I can to keep it at bay hoping to god it will leave me alone. But sometimes I let it take control and reach into the bottom of me my very existence and dredge up the fear the insecurities and feelings I banished in a stronger moment and let it wash over me the self-loathing the depression the hatred the thing I wish werenâ€™t there or never existed, because happiness bring denial and strength, the strength to lock those feelings away forever but sadnessâ€¦ sadness bring weakness, vulnerability […]

6/11/2013 1 comment

I overstay my welcome quite a lot

by sophie 6/11/2013

written by sophie

and I can tell you right now. if I’m alive a few years from now, expect me to be ripped.. I workout when i’m upset but i dont think thats a good thing.

6/11/2013 0 comment

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by forsaken1 6/11/2013

written by forsaken1

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