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Sorry for posting yet another rant, but I’ve been feeling this way for a while now. I truly despise being a kid, under 18 to be more specific. Everyone tries to tell me that it’s “the best time of your life” to be this age since you don’t have any really big responsibilities, but I think those people must have pretty bad lives if they think that way. I guess I should just list off everything I specifically hate:

1. Under constant responsibility of an adult – If you’re not with your parents, then the staff at school,or the parents of a friend, or a therapist […]

The energy it takes to play pretend. So draining to play the part. You know you should smile but you do not feel it. You fake your reaction. You show them the face they expect to see. You act the emotion they want to feel. You tell them what they want to hear. Yet you know you are playing a part. You do not feel and do not understand why. You know some see through the charade but do nothing. You know they do not have the energy because of  their own masquerade.

My son Robert 25 years commit suicide 30 days ago on his birthday 30 April 2013, he was on this site i know, i think he use the name `shelleycakes` does anyone knows him, my son did not think or know about the hundreds of people that love him miss him and the family he left behind that is grieving for him every day, he was such a handsome brilliant healthy young man, he was depress but thats no reason to kill yourself we all get depress sometime it does last forever it will go away don`t about it find some friends and talk to […]

I am broken in every way, physically and mentally.  My life sucks.  I want to be free from my anguish and torment, although this might mean death.  In life, I have had nothing but pain and suffering.  I am annoyed I didn’t end it all when I was 7.   Now, I’m middle-aged (ugh).  All that suffering, torment and pain could have been avoided had I disappeared from the world.  Now is too late since I can’t seem to be able to go through with it anymore.   All I’ve ever wanted was to have peace and happiness.  Why is that something I cannot have?

Why […]

You are Gill’s left nipple.

i want you to do something for me, stranger of the internet, fellow wraith. and what i want you to do is this…. try being dead.

i’m serious. dead serious. it’s like guided meditation, but what’s different about this is you are not trying to find your peace, your chakra, or spirit animal… but settle in among your unrest, bed down there like a naked mole rat. you are already dead. you have picked up that gun, those pills, and put them to their final purpose; tied that light fitting round your neck and wobbled off the stepladder into oblivion. your bowels are […]

Do you really think that music can be a trigger to suicide?

Does a certain song have that impact?

– Thnx for your time!

Hello all of those who are currently on or have ever been on anti-depressants.

I was wondering if you have seen a change in your sex drive? I have been considering going on them (I just have to fill in the script) and read up about how you can lose your libido completely even after you stop taking them.

This sounds stupid, but I want a normal sex life, it’s something that I really enjoy so I want to know more about this before I take them.

Thanks so much to anyone who replies to me. I really appreciate it!

Hey, I’m a 16 year old girl, and I hate my life. Why did I have to be put in this world.
So I’m just so fustrated. I want to die. I’m ready to leave but then I keep thinking about my future.
I want to grow up, graduate and be successful, but I can’t live 2 more years of pain
I’m tired of living , I’m tired of living. I feel like if I die all the pain will go away. I won’t have this
Fustration. I don’t have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things so I came here. I just […]

Hi everyone, I’m a 29 years old girl from France and I want to end my life.

I read a lot about the exit bag with helium method, I think it’s the best way for me to do it. No pain, quick, your body remains clean…

But I have one problem with this method. I can’t find a flow gas regulator ! I’m too young to order it from exit international. I looked everywhere online but everyone seems to have the same problem.

So I though about a plastic emergency tent instead of a bag. Here, you don’t need any flow regulator, since you inflate the tent then […]

here is something beauteful about stating somehting…. that is blatanly cleer
waking up next to some one
in the erly houres
… feeling and lisoning to there slow deep breths
feling the wormth of there body next to you
the fresh smell of a new some how alean day
or waking up on your own
in a dark room l
it by the gray chinks of light from the fadid un seen sun
with the smell is tea and air asole
over powerd by the eye wortaring smell of stale cigaret smoke
its like its formd a skin arownd it a thin vale so thin […]

I don’t know if many people on here read my posts. I don’t have a lot anyway, but I still keep posting in the hope that maybe someone will be able to help me in the comments. I don’t need help preserving my life. I need help ending it. My life is definitely not worth preserving. I’m so sick of all the sadness I feel each day. Every day I’m sad, lonely, miserable, disconnected from they few people that I know sort of well. Their not even real friends. I’ve thought very long and hard about this and I’ve decided that death is the only […]

“When did you start feeling this way?” she asked.
I had to think a bit. When did it start? At what point did I say ‘Fuck it! I want to die.’? At what point did I give up…
“Well?” She said eagerly. She seemed to have fun, asking me questions. Hearing the deadly truth. Hearing what life annd reality was like behind dark and empty eyes.
“Answer me. When?”

(Reply in comments.)

my name is Daniel im 23 years old ive been depressed for along time I think im a nobody always been told by my family ide never become anyone and I cant control the anger I have aginst everyone society family everything only thing I have left is my cat I love …….. its either im going to snap one day and do something I regret or I should just end my pain and anger im going to use cyanide pills within the next 3 months im just done

………I mean people doit everyday…… why not just get it over with im nothing no one cares […]

Give me an easy way out of this torturous hellish existence or I feel the need to take out the mother fuckers who deny me this basic right.  Fucking idiots stopping me from killing myself peacefully deserve a long slow torturous death.  They won’t even allow me a gun.  Fuck everything about this existence.  Fuck you modern society.  FUCK YOU!!!!

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