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No one cares enough to know when you aren’t okay. Nobody looks past the fake smile. No one looks you in your eyes and sees pain. I’m not that great of an actor, I can’t always be happy, but everyone always think I am. They don’t see the pain in my eyes or hear the hurt in my voice. I’m not okay, I never will be.
Hello. I’m 15 going on 16 and I have been cutting for about a year. All my friends know and they didnt help besides making me promise to stop, but they didnt know that all their drama and treating me like crap was the reason. I broke every promise and i stopped over the summer and then started right back up when school started again. I have been able to hide it from my family, but my boyfriend does it too and every one of my friends did it in the past. I dont know how to stay away from all the drama at school […]
Do not use life force to destroy life force. Of course, as in all things, there are exceptional cases–how do you know if you are an exception to a sound principle?
I’m very depress , I’ve been trying to find the true meaning of life, the reason why I’m here , I love money but then I hate it … I been trying to change my thinking but I have failed while trying, so I give up , yes, all I can think about is death , why is money so important? , why does every situation have to  to involve money , why is not having a job a bad thing , yo really feel like this world isn’t for me , I need help!
So, here I am, back in the place that only people who have been here before know about. I hate it when people say suicide is a selfish act. Of course it is, but I have lived a selfish life. Being called selfish after death is the least of my worries. I could repeat all the cliches “why aren’t my prayers for death answered?” Why haven’t I done it yet? It has been a consuming thought for most of my 55 years. “it will get better” “It’s only temporary” Do you think there’s anything a shrink or well wisher can tell me that I […]
I want out, I want out, I WANT OUT! I’m so tired. I can hardly breathe it hurts so much. I don’t want to die, but I can’t live in this fucked up world and I’m so alone! If there is no God then it’s all meaningless, if there is a God I HATE HIM because he is so cruel. I just don’t want to exist. I want out. I can’t kill myself now, it’s too hard. Fuck i just don’t know what to do, I just write to make myself feel better maybe.
I want out.
Self Harm Assessment
Age: 14
Sex: Female
Label yourself: Emo, Goth, Prep, Etc.: Prep, Emo, Hurt, Ignored
How long have you been cutting? About 3 years.
Favorite tool? Razor Blade.
Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.) : Bedroom.
Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time: When I cut in visible places.
Do you cut on your stomach, or chest: Stomach.
 Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars? Wrists and Arms, and Stomach.
What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut? Cat scratched me, but I have them hidden most of the time
Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting? Nope.
when […]
I hate it when guys ask for nudes or want to fuck?? Seriously I just want the right one .<3 but idk of he will appear. Every guy I've dated / talk to hurt me . Can I just get a caring guy???? Im tierd of hurting maybe if I go away it will stop. 🙁
i wish i could stop caring about love….
i wish i never wanted it, i wish i wasnt obsessed with it as far back as i could remember…
i mean… Â will i ever be loved?
will i ever feel as happy in love as i do in my ruminations?
i cant help but feel that i wont…
i cant help but feel like the guy who isnt good enough…
honestly, i havent been coming on and talking much, cuz im pretty sure things wont get better, and that i will eventually kill myself sometime soon… Â i get anxious when my dad leaves me home alone, cuz my first thought is always, […]
I am a girl with a problem omg parental killing me from drama parents and entire familey egnores me ever time they come over to house for visit just cause I am the youngest one in the familey rude or what. And the all adore my older sister just probably cause she can babysit and can pick up stuff for my mom and dad.
NUMBER
1.) I clean the house every day not my sis
2.) she always steals money from my mom and dad
3.) she complains all the time
4.) she is never nice to my parents
5.) she always hurts me
My dad is more proud of her than […]
Long story, so apologies, but I’m at the point where I’d rather rant to faceless people on the internet than admit to anybody around me that I worry. This year has been horrendous, and I just don’t know how to keep hope anymore. This time last year, my Great-Grandmother died. We were really close and she helped me grow up, so it was a huge loss. Unfortunately, I decided to bury my head in the sand and concentrate on my exams, ignoring the fact that she ever died and I still haven’t accepted it really to this day. Although my school-work is of a good […]
He hit me. Just once he hit me. I cant forget it and I cant stop myself from flinching everytime a man/boy gets near me to fast. My life has been hell for the last 3 days and I feel so scared all of the time. I’m scared to leave my bed, I’m scared to argue with him, scared that if he gets angry I am going to get hurt…
should I report him?
*I once tried to cut myself out of my life ,, so..
yeah…. IÂ went there- & tried that..
December 11th, 2009,,,
2 weeks be4 Christmas..
yuck.. an awful mess
I made of all..
but?
I’m posting this 3 years after-the-fact..
There’s much to learn about Love..
& there’s much to love about life!
..it’s profound *& beautiful..
I know you’ll see Clearly..
*just stick around!
Posting for you all
Please share this.
Enjoy..
Peace!
~v~
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Past three years of my life was a constant struggle with self-hate and  eating disorder. I can see no future  at this point and I want to end this pain but I don’t really want to kill myself. I still have some hope left, but I can’t take it anymore. I was crying today for like an hour and I was almost screaming and my parents didn’t notice. I have scars on my hands, even on my face and no one sees it. I hate it. I’m done here. I want someone to help me. I’m all alone with my problems, I am all alone […]
Ive never posted on a blog before but here it goes, im 17 going on 18 in january, ive never had  a boyfriend or had someone love me, ive never been kissed and its getting to the point deep down i never will, ive been suicidal for the past 3-4 months recently but the past year all together. Ive got high anxiety as well as being heavly depressed.Every day for me is a struggle to find a reason to keep waking up in the morning, ive attempted twice. Im a tom boy i love video games, sports, cars, im into pretty much every type of […]
You know when you’re tired of being who you are? Of being an idiot? I just wish I could care less and do whatever I wanted to, even if it hurt people’s feelings. After all, they don’t seem to care about mine.
It’s almost a year now after my graduation. I really don’t know what to say, but a short sentence just pops up in my head: I’m getting tired of my life.
Lately, I’ve only been staying at home and doing absolutely nothing useful. It’s been the same routine everyday. It goes on and on and on, and nothing is done. I know I need to start moving and find a suitable job, I am, after all, and adult now. I mean, I guess it’s that I’m just having a hard time adjusting to a different environment that maybe, just maybe, it scares me what I might […]
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they give good advise and help out very well
check out there blog to
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Fuck, my life is one big joke