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Where to begin, so im not bring god into this, but he has fucked me good, ok so i wasnt even looking for love and this person comes into my life, we both fall for eacho ther and now
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Damn you my sharp and shiney razor.
Why do you always make me feel so good??
I don’t understand why some ex’s gives you closure and some do not. Why is that?
by sleepxdeath
written by sleepxdeath
Like with my ex boyfriend, I broke up with him a few years ago, from a 2 year long distance relationship and we decided to stay as friends. When I moved back to the same area I realized that he would always ignore me when I really wanted to at least see him… but I realized, after a few months, it was already too late. Nothing, no more hopes and no more dreams. And worse of all his parents told me to just move on. His friends, whom used to be mine, they just told me to move on as well.
Not him though. He just […]
im going to make another atemp tonight, i want to see if i can black out
by Atlanta
written by Atlanta
Im done here
i am so tired of being depressed and not being happy. i can’t sit here everyday and pretend i’m okay because i know i’m not… i really can’t take anymore of this pain and i am considering permenantly being rid of it.
This is confusing me like really…
Last night I decided to end it all… I cant get hold of anything but those virlix cetirizine  is there so I drank all twenty of them… thats like 200 mg… twenty times the dosage amount (you simply have to drink it one in a day)… I remembered last night that I felt my heartbeat go fast… but just fast not like really fast… it just felt i ran a mile, the usual in the past…
but, wow… i woke up feeling rested? wait, Im dead arent I or something?
man this is scary… im suppose to be like dead or something…
or what I drank is just weak stuff? but I drank […]
I lost myself in his eyes, I even told him I would marry him and have his baby. It wasnt good enough for him. He found love somewhere else, yet im the *****, im the WHORE, crying alone in the corner. Ive been a shattered jar for years and its never enough to have me apparently, I agree with his malice. Ive taken 27 pills and im really hoping that it works this time, I want to make him happy by saying goodbye. Im no longer a barbie doll, im no longer the apple of his eye. I love you Dean, see you again someday […]
A few days ago I lost my head again. It really gets more frequent. It always starts with the truth. The truth about who I am inside and out. It’s why I cry. Because I’ve worked so hard to try and fix myself. Then I realize I’m unfixable. I’m hard-corded. For the first time in quite awhile I want to know why my bio mother did not abort me instead of abandoning me. They really are quite the same. She doesn’t get to see me. And never will. If she saw the person I am and m becoming each year. She may realize the truth […]
It`s kind of funny, really. I guess the universe really does want me to die. I didn’t really think it could get any worse, but I should have learned by now not to say that.
School was lonely enough with friends, but now even they have been taken. If there ever was something to live for, it would be for my friends.Oh well I suppose it`s for the best. I was ptobably going to off myself anyway, and now they won`t have to feel bad about it.
I guess I really am meant to die. Well, as soon as I have my room cleared out, good byes […]
I was the only child,who wasnt a only child who felt lonely wow youtube-JOELL ORTIZ “125 PART (FINALE)”
I just made this so I really don’t have anyone to get
Things off my  chest. Im just confused . I’m  13. I guess you could say I have a pretty good life or as people could see it . Nice house , family, boyfriend , all the friends . But nothing is never good enough. Me and my boyfriend are going through a rough stage and I’m really afraid of loosing him. I have to go and act like everything is find because I’m too embarrassed to tell my parents what’s going on. So I just have to suffer . I have big trust issues […]
I don’t understand how if we want to talk on the phone with someone we can privately message them to see if they are available.
Words on a screen are one thing but it would be nice to talk to someone.
I have other suicidal friends and I talk with them sometimes, but for me, scheduling of need is always an issue. Â When they call me I am not available, and when I call them, vice versa. Â I have found that I go out of my way and then have no one when I am in need.
I am so tired of being tired.
Things are hard for me […]
I’m not sure how this works but I feel like venting. I’m 25 years old. People say I’m pretty but most of the time I can’t stand who I see in the mirror. I’ve been reading posts on this website over the last few days and I was surprised to see my thoughts and feelings expressed so accurately by random people all over. You know when people say oh everyone’s felt like  that, like that’s suppose to help but this actually is kind of comforting. Anyway back to venting. I had a car accident this mornin and physically I’m fine but in every other way I’m […]
No one has noticed.
No one has noticed I spend all my time and money now getting drunk these days.
That’s all I want to do.
I just want everything to go away, And to be able to enjoy things and have fun and laugh.
Alcohol helps. But at the end of the day I still end up in my bedroom, Taking pills or drinking or just curled up in bed crying and listening to Radiohead and REM.
I’m such a waste of life.
Seriously, I am actually not good for anything.
I’v abandoned myself really. I just can’t do anything alone or without some […]
26 y/o gay male atl ga
I’m so sick of trying. I’ve had it. Just had it. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Heh. But I guess so is everybody else.