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I am planning on ending it in a couple of days i already have the way im going to do it im writing my letter to my family my family has always been so mean and cruel to me i am a 29 yr old woman who dropped every thing to take care of my elderly mother who has treated me like shit my sister who was suposed to love me chose to keep me involved with a man who abused me for 10 yrs she gave me no other choice i begged her to let me move in with her my other sister was to busy […]

How much does therapy help?Can you get rid of depression or you have to live with it for the rest of your life?

Hello. I am 11, which is odd to be having these thoughts at this age. There is no age requirement for suicide. Anyway, I don’t even know why I came on here, somebody from school or my parents will find out and confront me. I’ve been suicidal for a few months now, and it’s because of school. I used to be a genius. I made everyone wow, and now I’m just a dumbass, as my parents would say. I’m in danger of failing the grade, and if I do, it’s all over. Report cards come out on Thursday. That day is judgement day. Problem is, […]

Well I am a 15 year old freshman girl. My last day of school is tomorrow and its also the day I plan on killing myself.  I feel like I’ve already waited too long, thought about it too much, but I can no longer take it or wait anymore.  Since I could remember I have always been extremely insecure and it worsens every day. I almost feel bad for doing this but it feels like my last option. I stopped talking to all my friends, stopped going anywhere, and all I do is sleep all day. My mom doesnt love me, my “friends” talk about […]

Death, i wish for every day… to take me away take from this place that has so haunted and tortured me, to get away from this world to what we call this miserable span of exsistance that is life, free me so that i can finally have that eternal peace that i wait for in my dreams and so my tears will no longer flow, so that my soul can be cleansed of the poison that destroyed who i once was… let my mind be at ease and my heart to longer beat for each breath burns, so take me in your grasp and put […]

Aint helping this aint making me feel better so fuck it im off of this and dealing with things. Hope the best for me !

I Feel Like Shit A Lot, But That Never Stops Me.

I still live my life every day to the best of my ability. My last day of school was today. I’m going into 10th grade. My freshman year was bad…I realized so much. I’ve turned into a person I promised myself I never would. It’s tough. It seriously hurts. I really do wish I could go back & change many of my mistakes, and I usually don’t say that. At the beginning of the year, things weren’t as bad. I was just getting used to high school. But, at the end […]

I just realized that its weird that I am scared/sad to die. I don’t even like the world, Its not like a kid leaving a water park, death is like leaving the Dentist office

thanks for the replies earlier on guys

nice to hear from someone before it happens

paper notes are written now only one thing left to do

(xanax and helium bag) not sure if theyll let me say that but if not ill rewrite and just say thanks

I don’t understand what it is we’re supposed to write. If we’re encouraging each other to commit suicide or to keep living.
Whatever.
All I know is that I survived for a reason. I may have not found that reason quite yet, but I’m getting there.
Sometimes there’s this huge weight on my chest and I don’t even want to breathe, but other days it isn’t so hard. Some days I actually find myself smiling instead of forcing it on there. It’s a day-to-day thing. No one said it would be easy.
I hate that everyone thinks of me as  a burden or a lost […]

Feels a bit strange posting this note here.

I just need to say a few things that I cant leave in the note I’m  leaving my mother.

Feel like other people are a different species (not litetrally of course Im not insane) See  them talking, laughing empathising with each other.

I’m quite good at pretemding to do these things but it is exhausting to keep it up for any extended period of time.

Saw a TV ad before where this guy around my age was out playing soccer with his friends, hanging around laughing etc. but at the end of the dayhe went into his bathroom and peeled off […]

What is my greatest gift? What can I give you? What could I possibly say that would be comforting at this time? I don’t have anything left to give, nothing left to offer really. Clearly I can’t answer all of the questions you must have by now. And it’s sad, after all I’ve done to you in this short period of time, that I can’t do anything to make up for it. Just yesterday, you were probably going about your business, not even a thought towards me (I am not offended by this). But, perhaps it now feels like you won’t be able to do […]

I feel like I’m on the edge of a breakdown of some kind. And I’m terrified and I can’t tell anyone. I just sit around and sleep all day, too tired to do anything productive, but I’m still tired. My room’s a mess and I hate it, but I just can’t find the energy to tidy it properly. I keep trying to study for the exams I have coming up, but that just scares me and makes me cry uncontrollably for no apparent reason. And I think that sooner or later I will break apart and I don’t know what to do. My indifference to […]

‘If you love me then go away forever’ As you wish, best friend forever… As you wish… Bye…

I once committed suicide by drinking a lo of pills but sadly I survived, then I accepted Jesus as saviour and went to live with my Pastor and family, but then his wife started treating me badly. Lost my faith now I’m suicidal again no-one understands what I’m goin through I feel so bitter and embattled got no energy or power left to fight this darkness anymore, I’m not up for this life anymore!! Where is GOD now!!!! I really need HIM to take away my darkness and this sadness!!! Can’t anymore…..really GOD please show me you out there I need deliverance right now!!!

My mood is low 24/7 and if its not its covered up by this fake cheezy smile that everyone parades around with. Why am I so low? Well im afraid that I’ll reach my happy state and lifes blocks will come crashing down and crush me. This is as low as I can go and I guess im staying here because nothing is worth the tears, isolation, lonliness…not even life. Theres no going any lower for me just like many of you im dead inside but continue breathing because our bodies tell us to, but every other part of our bodies tell us to […]