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I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

when you really want to end your life…

by NotReallyHereAtAll 11/18/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

…in that time, at that moment and in every time and every moment of the future, you truly believe you cannot and will not be able to cope, that it’s all too much and nothing will ever be right and it’s not like it’s ever going to end well anyway so why not just quit now? It makes so much sense to simply put an end to a life that is nothing but painful when it feels like it will never be anything else.

And the people who try to prevent the suicide of others will often say things like “what about your family/friends/loved ones?” and […]

11/18/2013 6 comments

Trading Pain for Strength

by Kosgrave 11/18/2013

written by Kosgrave

How many times has it been, I’ve repeatedly lost myself to the sadness that resides in my heart, an overbearing shadow that slowly consumes my thoughts and steers me towards the wrong path. Well… some would say its pretty simple, count the amount of scars, the amount of battles I’ve fought and lost against my desires. I would say I’ve lost quite a few, surprising to say I somehow haven’t lost the war yet. It wasn’t always like this, I was definitely happy by society’s definition. I had many friends in school and never suffered from any mental illnesses as I grew up. So why […]

11/18/2013 1 comment

Hey There :)

by Blake SinBad 11/17/2013

written by Blake SinBad

Hey there 🙂

My name is Sara Johnson.

I just came to say, as a regular of this site, I’m in a really good mood, despite the shit I’m going through right now. I do have issues, but that’s not important. I want to talk about you. I know I don’t know you. Hell, you don’t even know me. But I think you’re beautiful. Not on the outside. Fuck that shit. Do whatever YOU think makes YOU beautiful on the outside. But I think you’re beautiful […]

11/17/2013 6 comments

Cuts

by IsabelDaUnicorn 11/17/2013

written by IsabelDaUnicorn

Today I cut deeper and deeper into my flesh.

The deeper I went the more alive I felt.

Once I was done I looked down at my arm.

it was dripping.

drip.

all red.

All swollen.

I was hoping for death.

didnt cut deep enough.

next time.

next time though.

next time I will make it to death.

cant wait till next time.

11/17/2013 2 comments

One shot

by Jmichael 11/16/2013

written by Jmichael

One shot, that is all I needed when I bought this gun. This time it was real. I didnâ€™t think about taking it too far. This was for me, to end my pain and misery. It was 1996, the year that I hit rock bottom and there was no drugs or alcohol involved. It was severe depression. It was that year as itâ€™s said â€œthe love of my lifeâ€ and I broke up. But the worst was yet to come. My Grandfather was dying. A man who showed me things in life that never would have been possible for me to learn since my father […]

11/16/2013 4 comments

Ein paar Worte auf Deutsch…

by GermanGuy 11/14/2013

written by GermanGuy

Please allow me to write some Words in German – because thats the only way I am sure, I can express myself in the most accurat way possible:

Egal wie alleine und einsam ich mir vorkomme. Wenn ich hier einige Gedanken von anderen Menschen lese, dann begreife ich, dass viele in Ã¤hnlicher Art und Weise leiden und das gleiche denken. Damit sind wir wenigstens gemeinsam einsam.

Es macht mich sehr traurig, dass es so viel Leid auf der Welt gibt. Leid ist eine subjektive Empfindung, so ist bereits auf Wikipedia zu lesen. Dennoch gibt es ArschlÃ¶cher, genannt “Freunde und Familie”, die einem sagen “Kopf hoch.” , “Leben […]

11/14/2013 10 comments

The urge

by nerevars 11/14/2013

written by nerevars

I have this weird urge to randomly smashing my head at random place and time

11/14/2013 12 comments

There is one thing in my life that I’m grateful for it

by nerevars 11/14/2013

written by nerevars

I am thankful for my misery when it is consistent, because I already do not feel I deserve what I have, and can only see my life getting worse.

11/14/2013 1 comment

He’s dead

by virtus 11/12/2013

written by virtus

I just found out my cousin was KIA in Iraq. I ran. I just ran for 9 miles before it sunk in. Even now, I don’t truly accept it. I just want to turn off my emotions.

11/12/2013 5 comments

Here We Go Again

by Silenced 11/11/2013

written by Silenced

Here I am again, it’s been a long time and nothing has changed. But today, for the first time of my life, I want to fight. Fight against those who want to crush me, fight for those who can’t get up. So, from today, I’m gonna run, run into the life and make my path shine like no one else !

11/11/2013 11 comments

Struggling To Survive

by akieautumn 11/8/2013

written by akieautumn

Sometimes I just spend my night thinking how this family will function after I’m gone. Some nights I’ll cry hysterically because I know no one in this family will ever self reflect, see what they do to me, how they destroy me. Some nights I keep blaming myself for everything that happened, apologizing for not dying in the hospital after I was admitted with fever after 14-02-1994. Some nights I lose myself in every memory that was created and end up fainting, screaming in agony. Some nights I try my best to cut every flaw away, break my skin in the hope that my spirit […]

11/8/2013 2 comments

How to Die without pain and reborn again! [Tutorial]

by The Rising Guy :) 11/8/2013

written by The Rising Guy :)

Note: This is my personal experience and I tried to explain everything I could, I could explain better but I’m not a writer,I’ll write whatever comes in my mind and sorry for the English grammar mistakes 🙂 So, let me show you how to die without pain, it works 100% and I know it is going to be a long article (may be) but it worth reading. 🙂 I’m not here to waste your time or make you feel bad, I want to show […]

11/8/2013 49 comments

I just want my dad back

by iWantToDisappear 11/7/2013

written by iWantToDisappear

I just want my dad back Well im new here, as you can tell this is my first note? Story? Im not sure what these would be called on here, i just know that i found this site for, I’m not sure but some reason, and i feel the need to finally get my feelings out somewhere. Well i don’t want people to feel bad for me or anything, just that i need to let this out, when i was younger i had a great life, well i did but the bad things where always covered up so i never knew what was […]

11/7/2013 3 comments

Goodbye Dreams

by nerevars 11/7/2013

written by nerevars

I’m not afraid of being laughed at. I just think that, even if I do my best now, I still may not be able to reach my goal. No… I know the chance of success is way too low. Knowing that, why would I even try?! Why don’t I just living my life like this ’till the end?

11/7/2013 2 comments

I’m looking for a GirlFriend! I’m 23 years old boy, so lonely! We can be together forever!

by The Rising Guy :) 11/7/2013

written by The Rising Guy :)

Hello, there. I know life has become so bad, but we can be together forever. No one cared about you but I’ll care for you. You’ve gone into a deep depression and I can help you to get out of your depression and I can make your life happy 🙂

I need a girl’s friendship. I’m just a normal boy looking for someone special in my life! I don’t know if I can find someone to talk to. Even if My life was perfect it was like mess for me, I was depressed too but I learned to getup and change my life. My life is […]

11/7/2013 12 comments

by hellblau 11/6/2013

written by hellblau

No one sees me falling

No one sees me dying

No one sees me crying.

Not even the rain.

11/6/2013 2 comments

“All my life I’ve tried to put it from me, saying Vladimir, be reasonable, you haven’t yet tried everything.”

by apatico 11/5/2013

written by apatico

A little story, maybe a little hope.

Hi. Iâ€™m sorry for my English. Iâ€™ll try to make myself understandable. The reason that Iâ€™ve came back here to write this is that Iâ€™m feeling well. And I want to share this here.

Since my youth, since I had 8 or 9 years, I have suicide thoughts. Jumping was always my â€œfavoriteâ€. Like the way it looks, flying for freedom, forever freedom. Iâ€™m, obviously, an atheist. Donâ€™t believe in anything that will punish or save me. Iâ€™m all by myself, I was born naked and lonely, and I live and always will live naked and lonely, despite of the […]

11/5/2013 2 comments

I don’t even know what keeps me alive.

by nerevars 11/2/2013

written by nerevars

I am full of anguish and regret for everything I have done and I sometimes wonder if it is worth it to live.

11/2/2013 0 comment

Smiles

by Ahsoko 10/31/2013

written by Ahsoko

Okay, I`m nervous, very, very nervous since I don`t think people will read this, but here I go.

Is it clear to you?
My perspective of things.
Is it clear to you?
As it is to me.
Is it clear to you?
The pain I`ve suffered.
Is it clear to you?
My strange everlasting wonder.
What`s wrong with you?
Since I`ve told my story.
What`s wrong with you?
I can see your confusion.
What`s wrong with you?
Why do you run away?
What`s wrong with you?
You stare at me with hate.
What`s wrong with me?
I can`t look at you.
What`s wrong with me?

10/31/2013 4 comments

How Dare They

by ryles 10/31/2013

written by ryles

I’ve got iron over my heart. Â They see the tattered sweater.

I’ve got a wonderful smile. They see a messed up child.

I try to understand where they are coming from. But I can’t.

How dare they make up a quirk in exchange for a good trait.

Maybe it’s all in my head.

Maybe I should let it go like everyone says to.

10/31/2013 1 comment

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