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Life Is Even Better

by TrumpetChick99 2/12/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

So, I found out that one of my friends that I had made a gift bag for didn’t like me, so I decided to mark out her name and put Trevor’s. Well, I didn’t get to give it to him. I went to get my trumpet, and he was in there with two of his friends, Jack and Jacob. They were pointing at my friends, calling them names. I said “If anybody points at me, it ain’t gonna be pretty!’ And of course, all three of them pointed at me. Trevor was closest to me, so I stepped up to him (OH MY GOD HE […]

2/12/2013 0 comment

Never give up :)

by Soroxen 2/11/2013

written by Soroxen

Hi guys!

So I’m sure a lot of you on here probably won’t read this (or even bother to) but that’s okay because I just want to share my story with everyone, and hopefully save a few lives 🙂

Growing up, I’ve always had a good life, or at least that’s what I believed. I’ve never had to worry about money or my health, although I am overweight, I don’t feel it’s life threatening or something to be extremely concerned with. Of course when middle school started, everything changed.

Middle school was a rough time for everyone. We’re all at the phase where we’re trying to fit in […]

2/11/2013 2 comments

Can anyone help??

by random1234 2/11/2013

written by random1234

Ok everyone so I know this is really random and I understand this is a site that people try and come together, help eachother, and just to share their stories. I am just looking for answers and I do not even know who will all get to see this or if it will be published… I was wondering if anyone was talking to a guy about would have been 19 around march-june months 2012 possibly before I am not too sure.. he was my brother and he took his life in June. Like I said I know there are like TONS of people but he […]

2/11/2013 3 comments

and the reason is you

by InMemoryOfYou 2/9/2013

written by InMemoryOfYou

I was never a religious person nor am I now but I often think that I am stuck in hell. “Hell on earth” , hell of depression , loss , memories , feeling like I am speaking in a foreign language because people may hear me but they DON’T understand me so I resort to silence then there is the heartbreak , the feeling like your heart is literally being broken into two and the thoughts come and they are anything but organised.. I am left angry and exhausted. I think , this is what he must of felt like and I had no idea. […]

2/9/2013 2 comments

looking for a friend

by alex89 2/8/2013

written by alex89

Am a 23yr old female from zambia am looking for a friend that I can talk to. I’ve being depressed my whole life. Am forever thinking of killing myself, but am too much of a coward to do it. I have therefore decided to pretend that am fine, put on a smile and live out my miserable life. After some time, I guess people start getting irritated with the whole suicide and depressed talk. And I would rather pretend am happy than have people forever trying to fix me. If anyone has decided to live the depression, email me at obfuscate89@gmail.com

2/8/2013 1 comment

Will it Ever Get Better?

by JessicaMonroe 2/8/2013

written by JessicaMonroe

I’ve never been able to see the light at the end of a dark tunnel. I’ve never been able to smile through a sunny day. Why? Well, let me explain this horror story known as my life.

It all started when I was fourteen months old. I was crying one night and my mom’s boyfriend shook me until I stopped crying. So now, I have “Shaken Baby Syndrome.” When I turned three, my stepfather began to touch me. He molested me three times before he left my mom and my sister and I. Then I was four, my mother began to abuse me. She would burn […]

2/8/2013 1 comment

Great Day

by TrumpetChick99 2/7/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Isn’t it amazing how one person can make your day so much better? Owen did that for me. I think I’ve mentioned him before. Well, he was recently diagnosed with leukemia, which killed me. I realized that I really do like him. And I asked him out. And he said yes. So now I have a boyfriend that I would almost say that I love him already, because we’ve been friends for a while, and we know each other really well. Of course, I still like Trevor, but we both are in a relationship now, so… Yeah. He’s too late. Lol. 😀

2/7/2013 3 comments

Cuts

by Engeltje 2/7/2013

written by Engeltje

I look at my hips, arm and belly. Seeing those red, fresh cuts is such a relief. The lovely pain, that beautiful bright red, those little blood drops, your sharp knife. That good feeling that isn’t possible to express in words. Just that feeling that isn’t repositionable…

2/7/2013 4 comments

my story

by glmalone 2/7/2013

written by glmalone

I’ve been stuggling with mental health problems for a few years now. Although its only been this month that I’ve sought help.
My suicide story starts the day my depression began. I was 17 when my ‘best friend’ was beaten up by a group of asian lads. My friend went to the police but was told there was nothing they could do. A couple of weeks later my friend and I were in the same area and my friend spotted one of the lads who beat him up ( using glass bottles). I walked over to the lad and punched him. So hard he was […]

2/7/2013 5 comments

What To Do?

by TrumpetChick99 2/7/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Call me obsessed. Call me a whore, a slut. But whatever. You don’t know how I feel. I was called so many names when everyone knew that I liked Trevor. And then they got all mad when I started liking other people. Some people actually said “God, you likeÂ everyone in band, don’t you?”. I hated it. That’s part of why I put walls up. I was sick of other people trying to lord over my relationships. It’s none of their business, anyway! And everybody got all mad at All-Region tryouts because I was talking to him. And laughing. And, uhm, he held my hand. (Actually, […]

2/7/2013 1 comment

by SerenaClaire 2/6/2013

written by SerenaClaire

be straight up I suppose…. My names SerenaÂ , I’m in 7th grade at Bemidji Middle School , I have a smile on my face most of the time(= , but everybody knows im ‘depressed’ , because …. I cut myself , a lot… my legs , my arms , my wrists , my stomach…. It make’s me feel better. I don’t know what else to do! , I ALWAYS get called a ; HOE , WHORE , **** , ***** , FAT , UGLY , WORTHLESS , ATTENTION WHORE , DUMB , BOYFRIEND STEALER , etc.. It sucks , a lot , I don’t […]

2/6/2013 2 comments

Semi-Happy

by TrumpetChick99 2/6/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

So, Emily isn’t my friend anymore. I just ignored her all day, wouldn’t talk to her at all, and in 4th period, she gave me a note saying that she wouldn’t bother me anymore. As happy as this makes me, most of my thoughts are drifting toward something. See, I wore some makeup and jewelry and stuff today (I don’t usually do that). The weird thing is that Trevor stared at me every time I saw him. The reason that it makes me think is because he used to do that all the time. Everyday. It was so wonderful. Regardless of what I was wearing. […]

2/6/2013 3 comments

Ever been bullied?? Please comment!

by Engeltje 2/6/2013

written by Engeltje

Well, I was wondering who of you guys is ever been bullied. So if you please would answer the following questions, thank you.

The questions:
1). Have you ever been bullied or been a bully, or both?
2). For how long have you been bullied?
3). What kind of bullying was it? (think about physical, emotional, abusing you or calling you names, follow you, ignore you, and so on)
4). What was the worst thing that ever happened when you were bullied?

Feel free to say anything else you want or to answer not all the questions.

My answers to the questions:
1). I’ve been bullied, […]

2/6/2013 13 comments

Am I Slipping Again?

by TrumpetChick99 2/4/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

So, I’ve been happy. But things still don’t go how I need them to. Â Trevor will talk to me, of course. He even jokes with me and stuff. But he also still goes out with Kendall. But still. I wish it was me in her place. Gosh. The sad thing is that he doesn’t have a “type”. I can’t figure out what it is that he likes in a girl! He has dated girls that are nothing alike! None of them have anything in common. Anyway, it’s not like it would matter anyway. If he doesn’t like me, good for him. I’m not going to […]

2/4/2013 3 comments

tears

by ms. little panda 2/4/2013

written by ms. little panda

I feel like i have no tears left i have already cried them them all out of me nothing is left.

i have no emotions left but i can laugh and i can be sad but i feel like not even me can fake a smile anymore. U know that feeling when i have a fake smile and it’s starts to hurt cuz its fake but u don’t wanna look sad

every time i go to bed i think in my head ” i hope i don’t wake up again” i just wanna sleep through my life and keep sleeping no matter what

i hate the pain that […]

2/4/2013 0 comment

What Do I Do?

by TrumpetChick99 2/3/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

I found the light, but I don’t have a fucking clue what to do with it. XD I really don’t. I’m not joking. I’m happy, but I feel like there’s got to be something more to it than this. My head is spinning from all the ideas of where Â to go with my life now that I’ve cleared the road. Â I just don’t know. I feel deep in my heart, somehow, I feel like I need, yes, I saidÂ needÂ to tell Trevor what I feel about him. Strange, I know, but since I gave my life to God, I get these feelings sometimes, and when I […]

2/3/2013 1 comment

I Feel Empty

by TrumpetChick99 2/3/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

I don’t know what to say. Damn, I woke up and I felt like this automatically. I don’t love myself. I hate myself. I’ve fucked everything up somehow. I can’t do anything right, I’m ugly, and I”m fat. I always thought that guys would like me more because I am the way I am. I play video games all the time. I’m not girly. I like the color pink, and I like makeup, etc., but I love hunting, and I want to be a vet when I’m older. I’m pretty smart, I guess. I take Pre-AP classes, and I’ve kept all A’s all year, every […]

2/3/2013 4 comments

Just my thoughts.

by Cass 2/2/2013

written by Cass

What do we live for? or should I ask WHY?
Some of us manage to achieve something in this so-called “World” like having sonS and daughterS, wife/husband or Family itself. Others of us manage to achieve money and many more material things. But one thing I do not understand, WHY do we exist? There is no sense for us to live, we just achieve some of the things I mentioned above then we just die.. like we never, ever existed.

I know some of you will say something like “We live to create other lifes” “You are selfish,this is the Balance of our World” “You’re crazy” […]

2/2/2013 3 comments

Choices – doing nothing and gets nothing done

by Dawg 2/2/2013

written by Dawg

User muspelhemÂ posted this in a comment earlier today – it’s a good read and worth the few minutes it takes to read and ponder objectively –

http://www.cracked.com/blog/6-harsh-truths-that-will-make-you-better-person/

For the record – I’m an atheist – but that doesn’t change theÂ relevanceÂ of the following parable:

Crosses To Bear

A young man was at the end of his rope, seeing no way out, dropped his knees in prayer. “Lord, I can’t go on,” he said. “I have too heavy of a cross to bear.”

The Lord replied, “My […]

2/2/2013 3 comments

My Story

by avadakedavara 2/1/2013

written by avadakedavara

So, I stumbled upon this site from Google. I haven’t been very depressed recently, and actually, my life has somewhat improved. It still is hard, but I would like to share my experience with you all.

I was 9 years old, and it was the summer after 3rd grade.
I had been raised by a loving, Catholic family, and went to a Catholic school. In my eyes, the world was a lovely place, and there was no other place I’d rather be. I had one best friend who I spent every day with. To me, everyone believed in God, because who wouldn’t?

My perfect vision of the […]

2/1/2013 3 comments

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