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My Suicide Note

There Is No Light

by v.c.333 9/15/2015

written by v.c.333

I have been passively suicidal all my life. I know, some say there is no way, but I remember wanting to die at 7. I was not abused overly much. My dad a little to harsh with corporal punishment. My mom never said I was stupid, but she always gave me a look or used a tone that said I was stupid. I guess she had no patience. idk. I was always depressed. Borderline personality I was told once, but never stuck with therapy. I have had more jobs and sexual encounters than I can remember. I just can’t stick with anything. Then get all […]

9/15/2015 15 comments

my life…

by angel z 9/15/2015

written by angel z

im 18yrs old girl frm a vry sophisticated family…my dad died 8 yrs bck…nd soon aftr his death i fell i hv no one else alive fr me to support me or listn to me or understand me…no one else understands my feelings…my family,my friends n even my bf…no one…every1 always shout at me n tell me i am mentally unstable…i feel lonely n depressed all d tym…i wana die as soon as possible…i tried it mny tyms but i was not successful in this coz i lack of guts to kill myself…plz help me to encourage me to kill myself…

9/15/2015 2 comments

once again!

by angel z 9/15/2015

written by angel z

today again…something bad happened which was not supposed to be happened…whole family,friends and the world is against me…they don’t wana accept who i love…im broken into pieces and if my loved one’s will go apart from me then i seriously need to stop breathing…pllllsss God help me! not to save my life but to stay with my dad up in heaven…feel like killing myself again!!!

9/15/2015 2 comments

Almost there

by stephennonay 9/14/2015

written by stephennonay

I’m almost done with this life.. Everywhere I look, disappointment, frustrations, crap. Everywhere. Even from the people who I thought cared the most. A little bit more and I’m done. I tried to be hopeful. I tried being positive. Nothing came. Only disappointments. I just want the pain to go away. Permanently.

9/14/2015 1 comment

My Story

by smilingcrying 9/13/2015

written by smilingcrying

Hi! I’m going to remain anonymous but I’m a 13-year-old bigender person who has never really been happy. I doubt I’ll ever post here again because I have other places to vent (where I’ve posted this, but I feel really bad so I’m gonna write it again. For some reason it makes me feel better), and I prioritize those places. Anyway, here is me.

I was born to my dating high-school-sweethearts mother and father. They lived with my mom’s mother for two years after that before getting an apartment together (with me, of course). They didn’t love each other anymore. My dad says they weren’t even […]

9/13/2015 6 comments

I’m falling apart

by operationmintyhippo 9/13/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

I’m falling apart.

My life is falling apart.

I have been so hopeful.

I’ve been trying so hard.

But I just keep receiving bad things.

Now I keep thinking bad things.

I just want to die.

I can’t do this anymore.

Life is too overwhelming.

I can’t get ahead.

I can’t catch a break.

I can’t do this anymore.

I can’t live like this anymore.

I want to die.

I need to.

Bye SP.

9/13/2015 5 comments

Soul tired

by renegade247 9/13/2015

written by renegade247

I have been mentally ill for as long as I can remember. I suppose it really started somewhere in Junior High but being a surviver of some pretty horrific abuse, who really knows. I have severe Bipolar Disorder. I am not depressed now and rarely do I cycle that way. When I do its feelings of shame, guilt, worthlessness & an earthshattering urge to sleep. I don’t get sad. I feel a level of pain that is indescribable & that no one should ever have to feel. Mostly throughout my life though I have been manic. Not that manic that gives you amazing self confidence, […]

9/13/2015 2 comments

Day 2.

by Alex 9/11/2015

written by Alex

It’s been … Around 3 days since I stopped taking my medication.. I’ve been feeling really lightheaded throughout the day and I guess it’s something normal? I stopped because I dont think it’s doing any good to me or changing any thoughts of suicide and self harm. Of course my family and doctors don’t know that I’ve stopped, but my family has noticed me not feeling too good so I just told them the truth that I’ve been having some headaches and feeling lightheaded and whatnot but they don’t really give it too much thought. I’m going back to lying to my friends and family […]

9/11/2015 3 comments

I guess its over

by wannabedeadcat05 9/3/2015

written by wannabedeadcat05

These past few months have been hell, i moved out from my dads place after having my baby to live with my mom hoping things would be better with her and they were for a year. Until she and i got into a fight, over my boyfriend. She was right, i was a prick but things were never the same after that, we fought a lot. Up until the point where she started demanding rent, got a job but i wasnt able to.keep it because of my anxiety amd depression. My mistake. Fast foward, she called the police on me after my sister (18), and […]

9/3/2015 7 comments

Society makes me out as the villain, though it made me into it

by Supposed.to.be.happy 9/2/2015

written by Supposed.to.be.happy

By the rules of society I’m the definition of evil… I want people dead I want myself dead… I want this world to burn away… But only because of the torment me and countless others go through daily… And I’m reminded of how the true monsters are on the other side of the websites, the texts, the notes, the rumors, everything… It’s sad watching others be hurt like that… I’ve gotten used to it but even I lay here everyday and think of how nice the sweet release of death would be… So I’m here to say it’s too hard for me… Soon probably I’ll […]

9/2/2015 3 comments

I’m done!!!

by disgusting 8/31/2015

written by disgusting

This is the last fucking straw! I can’t get a known slum lord to rent to me because of my credit and my name change from a female name to a male name is surely the trigger that set him off, but he had already decided against renting to me before he even got my application. He didn’t look at anything. He just knew he didn’t want some freak there.

I’m too fat and ugly to ever be loved, laid, or even be accepted as a roommate. I’m destined to be homeless and alone and no one has any fucking idea what it’s like to be […]

8/31/2015 10 comments

So it has come to this

by bornLoser20 8/30/2015

written by bornLoser20

The time has come for this worthless trash to go….this might be one hell of a lame post considering my skills at writting ( at everything in fact ).

Anyway, how should I even start ? By the truth maybe, I’m a 21 years old loser who disagree with the meaning of his life. I always lived a loser’s life as far as I recall, but childhood innocence (I guess ) prevented me from realizing it, ignorance is bliss after all, starting as an hyperactive, but outgoing kid able to make friends, to a slowly (but surely) shying away teenager, and adult too for that matter, […]

8/30/2015 9 comments

Don’t belong here

by whereismyescape 8/29/2015

written by whereismyescape

I genuinely believe that some people don’t belong in this world. This atmosphere is just too much for us and we need an escape. I am one of those people that just isn’t meant for this environment. I need a different way and I think heaven would be so great. I know it would be great. I just wish I had the courage and strength to go there.

8/29/2015 8 comments

I’ve never felt so alone

by disgusting 8/29/2015

written by disgusting

The worst day was last week, seeing the guy I have loved so deeply and gave my all to go for the first girl who showed interest. Given the time to think, I really hate her. She played innocent to get my confidence as well, so that I would tell her how much I love this guy. When in secret, she was telling him she was interested in him. He goes for it because she is young, short and skinny. She admits to having multiple boyfriends and being polyamourus and the one she lives with looks well older than me. I don’t think it’s romantic. […]

8/29/2015 5 comments

happiness is against me

by theex-hopefullpessimist 8/29/2015

written by theex-hopefullpessimist

This year has probably been the worst year of my life.
I have suffered from anxiety since i was little, and i dont remember a time without it.
however, disregarding that, i feel like no matter how much i try to be happy, happiness turns against me, or life or the universe.
the beginning of this year was great, i had great friends, a loving boy friend, a loving family.
then after coming back from a (what i though was a) perfect holiday with my then boyfriend in june everything just turnt to crap, it has been a downward spiral.
My grandad fell ill and […]

8/29/2015 1 comment

Numb

by impossible_girl 8/27/2015

written by impossible_girl

I’m staring at the new cut on my upper arm, and I’m numb. I’ve just finished writing a text so someone I thought I could trust, who chose a guy over my friendship, and I’m numb. I just dropped one of my courses, because I couldn’t handle a full-time course load, and I’m numb. Maybe I’ll never feel again. Or maybe tonight will be the night, and I won’t have to worry about the fact that my SSI will be there and gone on the 1st. Well, really, either way I’d never feel again. I think I’m out of […]

8/27/2015 5 comments

I’ll be gone within the week

by adamarose193 8/27/2015

written by adamarose193

As the title states. Within the week I’ll be dead. I just need to make sure I get last minute things taken care of before I go. I have a few attempts in the past. Wrist cutting never did the trick no matter how deep I went. I’ll hang myself this time. I have the rope already set up at a perfect length for a drop hanging. And I know where I’m going to do it. I have hopes and dreams like most people. I unfortunately will not have them fulfilled. I am ex military, married but separated and had 2 girls with my wife. […]

8/27/2015 16 comments

The end is near and unclear

by thesadguy68 8/24/2015

written by thesadguy68

The moment you put a gun to your head and debate if your life is worth living through all the hard times is when you’ve hit the bottom. I’m sitting alone because no one can do anything to help me anymore. I can’t help myself anymore. I’ve tried for better days but it seems that my days keep getting worste. I’m tired, my body is tired of taking the pain that the world is throwing at me. You think divide is selfish? What is selfish is the people in this world pushing people to the point of sucked. I’m not going to discuss problems on […]

8/24/2015 16 comments

by irrelevantpup 8/24/2015

written by irrelevantpup

I am a girl who is 19 years old. For years I have always contemplated suicide. I have physically harmed myself in many ways, including hitting my head against stuff, punching walls, and cutting up my hands. Recently, I have been thinking into deeper matters. Life usually is supposed to get better, right? Doesn’t occur in my case. Regardless of what goes on in my life, no matter how positive I am in all situations, nothing ever good happens. Yes I hear the whole it gets better speech, everything anybody can name and all the stuff from the books. I’ve heard personal experiences and all […]

8/24/2015 7 comments

What am I missing?

by tjsII1988 8/23/2015

written by tjsII1988

Things are not good for me. More or less I am nothing more then a dissapointment in everything I do. I am a failure as a boyfriend,father,friend,son,grandson…you name it. I am falling apart in every way imaginable. I hate to look at myself,and no matter what I do I can’t seem to pull out of this. I tried to end it once,but was “saved” by 2 friends….not this time. I have a short period of time before my 2 year suicide clause is up on my life insurance,I have a storage unit large enough to fit my truck in it rented so no one can […]

8/23/2015 7 comments

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