I’m falling apart

I hope this truly isn’t the end for you. The world can be a struggle sometimes. It can be hard to even face it at times because you feel more and more removed from it. it’s frustrating and demoralizing because you can try so hard to find a place but you never belong. When faced with it, you second guess yourself, you tell yourself you aren’t enough, and next time you find it even harder. It’s a horrible cycle.
I guess I’m not sure if this describes you too, but you would seem to at least understand some of it. I’m sorry you do, but you are young yet, so perhaps you can still find a way to catch a break and get ahead. Perhaps you can find a way to keep the good things when you have them. I really hope so.
Please don’t give up.
Maybe I’m already too late in my reply…it has been a couple hours since you posted this. If you are gone, I hope you didn’t suffer. I really hope you are okay though.