Poetry & Art

The sun kisses my skin and i kiss it back.
The rain hides my tears and i hide its
The wind blows it’s slow steady breath and i mimic it
“I can’t rely on you all the time and you can’t rely on me”
What once was loved is now lost
The sun the rain the wind
gone
my kisses were once yours and mine to share
now people can see when i cry
now i can’t breathe
I’m gasping for air
but your’e not there to save me
gone with your wind sun and rain
now i miss you i miss us but when I […]

Pulls you close holds you near 
You say I have nothing to fear
Oh how I wish it was true my dear

How many nights do I dream of suicide?

As many mornings as I awake wishing I’d actually died.

How many scars have you cut into my arm?

As many promises you’ve made protecting me from harm.

How many of my thoughts are bitter and hateful?

As many of your words accuse me of being ungrateful.

How many breakdowns have I suffered since last spring?

As many lonely hours were spent just remembering.

How many tissues have I gone through recently?

As many working eyes there are that aren’t blind but don’t see.

How many tears shed feel so alone?

As many times as eleven has stolen my phone.

How many days do I dream of ending it […]

I want to die.

I’m tired of trying.

I’m sick of living,

I’m done with lying.

 

I want to die.

I’m constantly pretending.

I’m exhausted from sobbing,

I’m awaiting the ending.

 

I want to die.

I’m losing control.

I’m screaming for help,

I’m stuck in this hole.

 

I want to die.

I’m breaking the skin.

I’m seeing the dark,

I’m letting them win.

 

I want to die.

I’m all alone.

I’m under the covers,

I’m cold to the bone.

 

I want to die.

I’m dreaming of death.

I’m lost in the crowd,

I’m despising each breath.

 

I want to die.

I’m cowering in fear.

I’m dismissing hope,

I’m hiding every tear.

 

I want to die.

I’m ready to run.

I’m filling the tub,

I’m absolutely done.

 

I want to die.

I’m wasting away.

I’m choking myself,

I’m tired of today.