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Fuck It.

by Melon_Lord 11/28/2021

written by Melon_Lord

I’m so angry.
I’m SO ANGRY ALL THE TIME.
I feel like the whole world is against me, but you know what?
At this point, I’ve had the biggest epiphany. I don’t care anymore.

Imagine that.
Do, whatever the fuck you want.
Be a slut, dress how you want. Be an asshole, be kind, go out at night. get drunk, fall in love, make huge mistakes, lose and gain friends, burn bridges.
I don’t care what your parents say.
Do it.
Fucking do it, cause you know what, you only live once and no one is going to hear about us in those […]

11/28/2021 1 comment

The curse of living.

by zombiekiss 11/11/2021

written by zombiekiss

As long as you have a pulse you have a problem and you just have to deal with that.

-love,me

11/11/2021 1 comment

Afterthought

by anothertransguy 11/11/2021

written by anothertransguy

Afterthought

‘I’m fine’ the mantra in my head

The lie I speak everyday

‘I’m not fine’ words you don’t say

But I hear them anyway

Carving more of what little is left within

To be there for you

Because I’ll always be there for you

I’ll always elevate you above myself

Sacrifice my needs to meet your own

And I know it’s not balanced

I know it’s not healthy

But this is the friendship paradigm

I’ve grown up believing

The issue is others don’t see that

They see a good person to talk too

So, they keep doing it

They see someone whose handling everything

So, I keep doing it

Except I’m not

I’m slowly cracking from within

Depression seeping under my skin

Infecting old scars, I […]

11/11/2021 2 comments

I am done.

by zombiekiss 11/6/2021

written by zombiekiss

I am done with this world

I am tired of this pain, this pain isn’t physical

but its driving me insane.

<3 -love,me

11/6/2021 0 comment

Im getting old woohoo!

by GhastlyReality92 11/2/2021

written by GhastlyReality92

Im getting old woohoo!

my philosophy about how much suffering we should endure is probably comparable to that of clive barkers cenobites ideas around it.
ive honestly seeked out death for myself
ive honestly seeked out a life for myself.
Im at my end. If i can’t die. i cant live. .
im 29years old so you listen hear youngens and old bastards alike: Keep kicking or dont. Expend every ounce of free will. Preserve it. or dont.
im not sick. I never was.
They can take me away but after years of frustratingly ordering my opinions about this matter.. And learning to enter/escape bigger hell holes: Lol no one can convince […]

11/2/2021 1 comment

Disappointment.

by Melon_Lord 10/25/2021

written by Melon_Lord

I don’t want to disappoint them.
It’s to the point where I don’t even care about my own health and well being anymore.
Although….when will it be enough for you?

When will I be enough?

10/25/2021 0 comment

Shades of death

by Once 10/19/2021

written by Once

It’s that time of year, the days are getting shorter, the nights are getting colder, the leaves are changing color. How fortunate to have eyes to see the show.

10/19/2021 0 comment

why

by hotcoffeeluvr 10/13/2021

written by hotcoffeeluvr

why come in my room to talk to me?
only to put me down
to make me feel like im not good enough
i do everything right
you don’t have to make me feel shitty because you hate the way you grew up
you tell me im lucky for how nice you are to me
you also tell me that im a failure because i stay up late doing the homework i can barely do
im not doing this for you
so why critique me on the essence of my work when its not for you
it does not concern you
the reason im so […]

10/13/2021 0 comment

Remote Viewing…

by conor.williams 9/21/2021

written by conor.williams

Is there someone in white on the second floor of an apartment with some “non – taxed green trees (grass or weed, nice ones…) and she is in the next room running out of food and just lying there a little scared face down on here matress (and there is a key ring she must bring with her — but you my friend must find that after lifting her from the room (a female saver around about 70kilos approximately 130 pounds — nice boobies… and then goes up to the bathrrom on the left and get the keyring with her left hand and keeps it […]

9/21/2021 4 comments

Kiss of Burning Ash

by nobodyimportant703 9/17/2021

written by nobodyimportant703

there’s two sides to the battle going on inside my head

one side is the innocent little girl who got robbed of her childhood, handing me a match, trying to light my way through the darkness

and the other side is the girl who’s demons are taking over, using the match to light a cigarette and screaming at me to mark my skin one. more. time.

i could always use another blistering reminder of what happened that day

9/17/2021 1 comment

Open your heart so we dont have to speak and it shall spark

by cheezynipps 9/14/2021

written by cheezynipps

9/14/2021 0 comment

Feminist rage.

by Melon_Lord 9/10/2021

written by Melon_Lord

The world tells us so many things, feeds us plenty of lies, and way too much bullshit.

I’m so sick of being sexualized for wearing a plain shirt with bra straps underneath. God forbid, I’m a woman, and GOD FORBID I wear a bra.

I’m tired of being catcalled on the sidewalk while walking home from the library by 30 year old white men yelling “nice tits” out the car window. I’m sixteen you creeps. Catcalling, is trying to humiliate you, reinforce their own dominance over you; it’s a way of trying to say, “hey, I’m able to tear you down and say what I want about […]

9/10/2021 8 comments

Words I Can’t Say

by nobodyimportant703 9/5/2021

written by nobodyimportant703

i think sadness is so complex.

when i say i’m sad, what i really mean is

black abyss inside me filled with cigarette ashes, smashed bottles, bloody skin, empty screams and words i can’t say.

9/5/2021 1 comment

Burning Bridges

by nobodyimportant703 9/3/2021

written by nobodyimportant703

i’m a confused and lost soul living in a self-destructive and cold body.

since that one event in my life i’ve forced myself to be a cold-hearted and mean-spirited person because i though it was better that way.

destroy relationships before they destroy you

leave before you get left

i’ve burned enough bridges it’s insane i haven’t drowned yet.

everyone uses the phrase ‘fake it till you make it’ for thinks like confidence and happiness,

but that little girl in me used it to become an emotionless void

and now i don’t know how to turn back.

i don’t even know if i can.

9/3/2021 1 comment

Surfing Away From My Problems

by Melon_Lord 8/25/2021

written by Melon_Lord

Previously, I went to visit family in California for the summer. I was in a pretty bad place mentally, so I used the money I had saved up to go surfing all summer long.

And for the first time, in a long time, I was happy.
Not just happy on the waves, but at home too. It’s like the board was an extension of my body, and I was free to be me when I went out.
No homework, no stress, no group chats, no toxic friends, no mom, no dad, no yelling, no crying, just me, and the board.
Just me, surfing. […]

8/25/2021 5 comments

Anger

by Melon_Lord 8/22/2021

written by Melon_Lord

I was so angry.
no, that’s an understatement; I was livid.

The problem?

my mom said we were out of butter for the toast I was making.

I got so pissed because we ran out of butter. BUTTER. I don’t understand why the littlest and stupidest things are starting to set me off, but i’m worried i’m going to snap at the people I care about.
Why does this happen?
I just don’t get it.

8/22/2021 4 comments

I’m tired af

by Notdedyet 8/18/2021

written by Notdedyet

Masking heavy thoughts
Like dirt covering a dead seed
Giving life to unclean intentions
And sprouting the darkest deeds

Song lyrics?:
The things I’ve tried and heard
Looking for better words 2x

Idk I’m just trying to get rid of the loud thoughts and go tf to sleep

8/18/2021 4 comments

Samantha Sings

by 1 m p 3 r m 3 n 4 n c 3 8/15/2021

written by 1 m p 3 r m 3 n 4 n c 3

She overcame sadness by sharing her gift. Listen to my dear friend at soundcloud.com/ samanthasings ~ may you be renewed and find comfort and joy in this life

8/15/2021 0 comment

Stress

by PurpleDreams 8/7/2021

written by PurpleDreams

I don’t want to live, but I don’t want to die. Sometimes I picture myself running away from my life. All my responsibilites, from school, from home and all my friends. I wish I was invisible, i wish people wouldnt acknowledge me. I want to be here without actually having to be here. I want to live in a dream where I never have to wake up. Can anyone save me from this madness?

8/7/2021 1 comment

by tiredofchronicpain 7/21/2021

written by tiredofchronicpain

Tragedy is in the morning hours when we awake. Tragedy is when we realise that our long aspirations were worlds away from what fate granted us: dysmal cognitive processing, genetic disorders, mood disorders. I suppose let us brew a soup from bad luck… Don’t you think? Let’s call it ‘destiny’s pot of spoiled goods’.

Charles Bukowski famously stated ‘I can make a cup of coffee, or kill myself’. And then, apart from the nihilism trap, there is the gossamer memories of our youth. Oh, how we truly belonged. Lest we forget the bicycle rides to Gran’s flat only a couple of blocks away. The joy of […]

7/21/2021 1 comment

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