Please make it stop,

It won’t end. It really won’t end, and I don’t think I can keep going.

How am I supposed to fight this battle empty-handed?

Today I went to my girl’s grave. There was also this old man, I had seen him when I walked onto the cemetery and somehow he apparently felt the need to walk over where I was standing. I saw him looking at the dates and heard him say that he was sorry. Sorry for what? You know what happened to her? Were you one of the truck drivers? I guess he only mend it supportive.

I whipped away all the leaves and added some new flowers so it ones again is something beautiful to look at. After this I stood up and looking down at the […]

I’m sure that’s not it for everyone, but I suspect it for some, and I think it has happened to me personally in the past.  Anyone else think this way?

38 Married, three kids. Wife has DiD. Never know who will be there. Oldest is 16, selfish, neuritic bi-product of his mom. Youngest is 8. Autistic, she babies him. Never know what will set him off. One minute all is fine, the next, he wants to die and we have to restrain him From running out to the road to to kill himself.

My daughter,  she’s 10. My  Wife was afraid she would do to her what abuse her mom put her through so she had a hard time bonding with her.

So I did ,and she is the most beautiful thing in the world. And the […]

I was sad to see that most posts here are from young teenagers who are depressed. I thought they are too you to be this unhappy. Then I realised… I haven’t been happy since I was like 10. So what. People keep saying anything to keep us alive; that things can get better, that things can change. In a way, yes, i had some happy moments in my life (Im 30), I improved alot. But in the end, when I go to sleep, more often than not, I just wish to never wake up again and I’ve been feeling like this for a long time. […]

I’ve seen some people on here with custom avatars, but I’m not seeing an option to change it on this site.  Can anyone tell me how?  Sorry if this question gets asked a lot..  I’m new.

I’m 17, and it’s been two years since I’ve slept with the lights off.

I’ve skipped countless sleepovers because of this; I’m too embarrassed to tell anyone.

If my dad turns off the lights when I’m sleeping, I wake up a few minutes later, sweating.

I hate ptsd.

I feel calm at last by listening to this song but i can’t stop crying until now

I suggest you to listen to it.

Please.

Is killing urself a better option than to live ur life with ur the problems u have which is making u to kill urself?

Give ur opinions.!

cut myself again today..purposely over the scar and the feeling of the blade going through my skin, see all that blood flow…. it was pretty amazing! the pain was such a sudden rush for me! definitely made me feel better than not cutting

Honestly I don’t know anymore, I don’t really understand what life is, I don’t understand why there is life if all life really is, is heartache, pain, sadness, never end hurt and desperation for a nice happy life. Why is there life, why are we here if we can’t be happy. Ya, some people might be able to deal with all of the nonsense and make their life good, but what about the people that can’t, that don’t know how, huh, what happens to them, can’t they be happy too. Just because life has to be so stupid as suck, means everyone has to suffer. […]

Relapse…I posted the other day that I’m finally in the clear of my depression. What a relief right? Turns out that little echo thing that I felt which reminded me of my nightmares is a bit like a premonition or even an alarm. I felt different going to chow. I got my food and started eating. A minute or two in. I get tunnel vision and a massive amount of anxiety. What’s happening? Turns out I had a panic attack, almost started hyperventilating. I was frozen, staring at the coffee mug filled with homemade gatorade as I mentally freaked out. Now as it […]

I used to think I had all the hope in the world, that hoping things will get better would actually work. I began to loose faith in everything else, I didn’t think anything but hoping worked, Well lately hope hasn’t seemed to work either. I still feel the same things, pain, misery, sadness, like everything is eating away my insides and consuming everything that I need to feel normal. I’ve hoped things would get better, I’ve hoped that the medication would work, I’ve hoped that I could finally stop letting people down, that I could have enough strength to hold on just a little more. […]

How do you get over something? Learn from it and make sure you don’t make that mistake again (but then you make another completely different mistake to add to your list of mistakes that you need to get over)? Get over it by forgetting it? I wish I was a goldfish. So darn hard to get over all your bad decisions. Like a fricken fly flying around your head while you’re trying to get to sleep, then you get up and try kill it but it has disappeared. You get back into bed turn off the lights and its buzzing around your head again GAAH.  […]

Is it selfish to ask?

Is it selfish to ask for comfort?

Is it selfish to ask for comfort when you need it?

Is it selfish to ask for comfort when you need it so badly?

Is it selfish to ask?

Is it selfish to ask for something?

Is it selfish to ask for something you need?

Is it selfish to ask for something you need so badly?

Is it selfish?

I am 42, married with a smart and beautiful 3 year old son. I have lots of people who love me and would suffer if I was gone.

I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse who last year finally reported the abuser who was arrested and plead guilty to two counts of indecent assault. He was then released with a firm talking to by the judge and nothing else.

I have a job I love that pays me well and i go to a support group once a week and see a social worker as well to help cope. I take a prescription of Wellbutrin and […]

47 year old male, no job, no money, no friends and no prospects.  I’m tired of it all.  Medicine is no longer working and I have no money to try another one.

Too fucking lazy to even explain… my life is fucked.  HA, how fitting… the electricity just went out.

Hello, my name is Zach. I stumbled upon this site and I figured I would post my story here as well, hopefully It may help someone. So anyways, this story is about my step brother Max. Max was a wonderful and caring boy, he had a deep passion for art and liked to skateboard with his friends at the local skatepark. Seemed like the perfect kid right? But the sad truth is, much like many young people in america, he suffered from major depression. To my knowledge he was not bullied or anything in high school, His parents got divorced but it seemed to be […]

I’ve been through a lot within the past two days. I lost my best friend because of her thinking I was sleeping with her boyfriend and I wasn’t. He was wanting to and she saw his messages on my phone and doesn’t believe me. I recently dyed my hair black and pink and I look scene. Yes, I guess you could call me that, but I don’t want you calling me a “scene emo faggott going through stupid phases. I didn’t realize how bad rumors would spread or start from my friend. Now I’m the new freshmen scene emo ****** who’s an attention whore and […]

Guys imma disappeared for a while so I can study for my finals soon probably be back before march …….hopefully I pass the subjects wish me luck