Everyday I am sinking. Like a stone. I am nothing and no one but empty bones. I am hollow through and through and I just don’t know what to do. I am a coward. Food tastes funny and sleep lacks escape. My vivid nightmares, mocking reminders of my pointless reality. This is shit. But what’s a coward to do? I wish I could brave up and take that last ending step. I wish I could float away effortlessly.

I feel tired and done im in love and stupid I feel worthless and like there’s nothing more to life

Hello My Name is will im very lonley will never be smart the only girl i like is double my age i got no idea how to ask her out shes my only hope of being happy im not legal of the age (I dont want to hear date someone your own age girls my ages are sluts stuck up no personality) im very very sad in life currently how would i ask her out or flirt with her shes great may be bisexual no boyfriend or husband no man in her life loves animals may possibly like me PLEASE HELP VERY DEPRESSED

I’ve been clinically depressed since I was 12 years old (I am now 18). For the life of me, I cannot remember a time when I was happy, a time that I was in the slightest bit content with my body. My parents put me into an eating disorder treatment center for about 3 months, and I ended the program thinking that maybe I could finally be okay. Things were…alright for about 2 months until just now. The guy I love came back after 15 months from a rehab center halfway across the country. We have never been in a relationship, but we were best […]

i am only 20 pounds overweight at 6’8. i have really high cholesterol though. I’m in college now and i workout for 3.5 hours on average everyday and a lot more on the weekends. so Why in the fucking hell can’t i stop sweating when i walk to class on a 5min walk. Girls come up and flirt with me all the time and I’m always sweating. like its so fucking annoying. help

idk. so i can look at anyone oranything and instanttly feel peace around them..like they dont fear waking up in the moring terrified what will happen to them..i go shopping and when i see like bed covers i see them and say to myself “i can spend forever under those covers oh wait i cant-_- i face a demanding sister that never lets me sleep once shes awake or be in my room…i walk around and look in front of me but whats actually there isnt what i see. i see a vision of peace i can sit happily on the couch or walk around […]

Hello, my name is Shawna and I’m new here, I just found this website today while looking for some sort of support group. I’ve had been dealing with the effects of depression for around 4 years now, almost 5. Somehow I’ve fought through it that long, but not without having extreme ups and downs, mostly downs. It’s been so long and I’m feeling so tired. I’m a recovering self-harmer, been clean for about 4 months. But I’m having a really really hard time with the urges. I’ve been feeling so sad the past few days, so so sad and angry and just sick and tired […]

i hate me so much right now

I have tried just about everything. I started trying when I was seven years old and have not been successful this far. I am 42 and am in chronic pain. My health is failing which as you could imagine makes one very depressed. As for the gun shot I didn’t try it myself my brother did it for me. At seven I received a gun shot directly into the eye and spent six months in the hospital. I lost an eye over it and a lifetime of pain. Today my health is failing because of the damage that gun did to me all those years […]

i was never happy. how could i be? i am colorblind. i can see colors…but they have no meaning. no feelings, no happiness. there are 7 billion people in this world. i am only one. one. just one. small and useless i waste away. my past haunts me, nagging at my every thought. happiness is only short and temporary but i soak it in while it lasts. im sorry. ok im not fuking perfet, get over it. i might not text back right away. i might not always smell ilke rainbows and unicorns. my hair might not be amazingly lush and flowing, i might have […]

When i was happy

WHY SHOULDN’T I GIVE UP NO ONE CARES

NO ONE HAS EVER TRIED TO HELP ME

THE ONLY FRIEND I EVER HAD KILLED HERSELF ;~;

C

Will someone just kill me I beg you

Ive tryed several times, and im very setiois aboit ending my life, itz just my survival instinct wont let me..but i will find a way to over come that and die.

So I’m kind of hooked on the idea of starting an ask blog. Sort of like SP but with anon and advice, daily inspirational posts, stuff like that…

What do you guys think?  Hit, or miss?

It’s been a week. It’s already hard to stay strong, but I try…

i have been feeling very tierd for the past few days…..memories are haunting me…..they are killing me slowly….and making me feel like i am an ignored piece of dried shit sitting at the side of the street……..i feel so tired to even cry…..im remembering everyone who let me down  and gave up on me……i dont know what i have done to deserve this….i am 19 my birthday is next month and ill be 20….im not yet in college i feel like a failure….no body listens…..nobody cares and no body asks…..dad said im cheap….and he also said he doesnt have money for me…..but he does for […]

don’t take this seriously, but i literally cannot smile

it’s not tht im some sort of gloomy person that im so non-emotional all the time. but its so hard for me to smile. no, i’m rly serious, i cannot even move my mouth that wide. my cheeks are so puffy when i try to smile. it’s just all tighten up for me. is there anyone who’s reading this can’t smile like me? like, it’s just hard for them to move their mouth into a smile?

Soo  my mom had me stay home wiTh my sister so she could have someone to go to the dentice with her. Well I let her work onn my hair and she started to push down on my neck I was telling her to stop cause she was hurting my neck. Well she got pissed and told my mom and they started to biych at me. Another hard day.