Hi, I have been reading posts for the last few days. I am a 45 year old mother of two teenagers, and have been emotionally and sexually abused in my first marriage, for 12 years. Although this is now more than 10 years ago, now it has come back to haunt me. I’ve had depression before, but this time it is very serious, I’ve been in and out of a psychiatric hospital this year, been seriously depressed for about a year now. Today I more or less decided that enough is enough, and I will end my life in the next few days. Tomorrow is […]

I’m so tired of fighting, I’m trying and going to write a letter for my 5 year old son, so when I do finally off myself he would get an understanding of why and I just hope he will forgive me for what I’m going to do, it will be in the past when he does read it, I’m so tired of fighting and losing in life, I used to think that I could win but the odds have always been against me, yeah I’ve always spent too much on him, and most times went with out food, fuel in my car, or even cigarettes, […]

And maybe *that* is your ‘Purpose’ for your existence, for YOU to ‘feel’ all these ‘sensitive’ things. to USE it, to HARNESS it, and to connect with similar, like-minded souls (you will find! as already proven in this website, of how you can seemingly relate with each other here.)

Also, somebody said it right here that sometimes all you really deeply need is just this piece of information(s),..that might open your mind, and change your perspective when viewing this earthly Life (internet is great. use it).
I will share some of my ‘findings’ that I’ve found during my life-journey, and really wish/hope it could perhaps provide […]

You’re an idiot, please do mankind a favour and don’t post on here anymore.

Pay attention. You are not unwell. Research your future, do it now. The only answer you need is there. Please open your eyes and ears and listen to the ones risking their own lives to get messages to you.

Hey Guys,

I don’t know why I’m writing this, who its for, who it’s to. I don’t know much about anything these days, nothing that matters anyway. I feel pre-programmed, living life as a ghost. I feel completely alone even when surrounded by people. I don’t know why, I don’t understand. I’m athletic and fit, studying at uni, working in a good job, pretty popular and liked by a lot of people. But it doesnt matter, it never has. I feel like I should be happy, but hide behind forced smiles & fake gestures.

I feel like I’m living a lie, wearing a mask to protect others, […]

I didn’t know this but it’s true. Obviously not in the form of coffee cause you would need so much that your belly would burst. But the pills are easy to get in the chemist. There’s a website here that tells you how much caffeine you need if you insert your weight into it.

http://www.energyfiend.com/death-by-caffeine

I’ve decided to go ahead with it. It’s been good reading these posts and participating in them. I know I am making the right decision, for me. Good luck everyone and I really hope you find your peace.

Harry

From Times Online

Only the bright commit suicide
Does a controversial theory linking intelligence with suicide rates help to explain why so many scientists kill themselves?

THE PAST few months have seen a series of notable suicides by scientists. Yesterday we heard details of the strange pact in which Dr Michael Griffin and his wife Adele took their lives in a Devon hotel. Two days before that, Harold Shipman killed himself. Early this month the body of Richard Stevens, a haematologist, was found in the Lake District; we await the Hutton report into the suicide of Dr David Kelly.

These are disparate cases: no one seeks to associate a mass […]

I like MANY others on here are wondering about the state of moderation on the site. I posted a valid reponse to a serious question and it has been held up for over 24hrs now whilst total gibberish that someone posted the other day which said something repetitive for the entire post was displayed immediately.

What is going on?

Sometimes, suicide is the answer. I believe suicide is the answer for me. And it very well could be for you.

But not likely. Most people who commit suicide are not thinking terribly rationally. If you’re having really hard times right now, things do get better. (On average.) If you’ve just broken up with someone and are feeling extremely depressed, suicide is almost certainly a bad idea. If you’ve just suffered a large or huge financial loss, it’s very likely that if you just hang in there you’ll be just as happy in a couple years as you were before […]

No one can imagine that so positive-minded I’ve always been would choose to end !
When the cash flow of mine was nearing the critical time, it was hard to bear knowing that my brother wanted the last piece of my property, my shelter from the rain, to be sold to him at three-fifth of the actual value, and my wife also hated me to death awaiting to claim the same last piece. My choice then was to leave this house to my wife who is with my beloved daughter who can then also harvest the share afterall. So, on 2010-7-26, late night, I attempted […]

I’ve been ‘depressed’ for ages, trying to find out what’s wrong with me and what purpose I can find to live. I sort of wanted to participate more in society but something was pulling me away. I’ve been trying to figure out what it is, I just felt that this world is wrong and bad. My friends try to show me that the world is lovely too and I agree that I live in a ‘great place’ (London) where everything’s glittery and hustle bustle, but I always felt a bit sinister about the world and the past year it’s grown to a large scale, enough […]

Some say that chemtrails could be a reason for depression and behavioural issues, some even say that they are responsible for cancer. Apparently the celebrity Prince often talks about this. I was only told about this today.

There’s so much talk on here about people loosing their soul and spiritual side and that this world is hell and the ‘normal’ ones are all stupid if they don’t see the truth. Well let me tell you that I am not stupid, have any of you dared to stop for one second and just realize that this is all there is?  This life is amazing, there is so much opportunity out there. I came from an average family upbringing and I have climbed the corporate ladder and I am not afraid to say that I have had to fight tooth and nail to get […]

I read this alien’s first 10 videos.
It all rang the bells of my heart.
unconditional love; peak; their and others spiritual form existing on earth; consequences of life; can help only when asked; love the simple things; our own choice; the creator don’t want to interfere the earthlings in decision; good and evil co-exists, and etc..

This is the first time I found spiritual wisdom in somebody who is beyond me.
I even cried at learning our race was originally slave workers.

But what troubled me were these.
DNA improved children are already here. (that means messing up without being asked to, contradicts the world’s principle)

The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes

I’m a 41 year old professional. I’ve done okay in life but I’ve never been very materialistic so I’ve never gotten caught up in any of that drama. My personal life has been average (up & down) but nothing awful. I’m healthy and fit and always had a positive outlook on life, despite some clear obvious evils in the world. But the past 2 years, from out of the blue, I think I have started to go insane.

I went to my G.P. 18 months ago in a terrible state after having some frightening thoughts and she gave me pills and told me not to worry […]