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by nm 11/17/2015

written by nm

I. Am 22year old lady.i am so depressed that I dont want to live anymore.before I wanted to die soon but by natural death and was a no to suicide always but now I have no choice left.i am 5 6 tall 38kg..u can guess how thin I must be..and its irritating when always people tell how thin u are

ver and over again..and they keep on telling you will never get a guy if u don get healthy..and whatever I do I don’t put on weight.next thing is I am very silent I have seen many other silent people but I am tooooo silent than […]

11/17/2015 4 comments

Trapped…

by longwaydown 11/16/2015

written by longwaydown

I am currently 20 years old and feeling trapped in a life I do not want to lead.

It all starts with myself when I was a couple years younger, just always trying to impress my parents, trying so very hard to make them proud, and just being a nice/happy person. I chose a career field, that I absolutely despise, to go to university for to please my parents. They have constant control over my life. Looking at my grades. Making sure I am doing well 24/7. I do not get along with them. I have dreams of traveling the planet and not be so close […]

11/16/2015 3 comments

Im Empty

by ThatOnePerson 11/16/2015

written by ThatOnePerson

Hello,
Ill start this post off by descriping what type of person I am. Physically fit person who never judges and always forgive. Always going out of my way (physically & emotionaly) to see people improve in there current situation. I act as a theorpist to people who need someone to talk too, giving them good advice making them feel like they have a chance. I would say im that person you would always smile at, never fear. Extremly logical, always keeping my self in a realistic and calm state of mind. With every person meet I would gain […]

11/16/2015 1 comment

Tomorrow here We Come #2

by Take a Deep Breath 11/15/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

The wind bit and pulled at her skin, tearing through her jacket and into her bones. But she was already cold. No, not from the weather- her soul was cold. And tired. Oh so fucking tired. She felt the chill in her heart and figured wandering about outside would chill her body to match. Dusk had settled on the hills, the light dimming rapidly as the northern wind snapped its icy jaws on her now-red cheeks. As her heart cracked, she stumbled, tears rolling down her face. But she couldn’t feel them. See, she was numb. Inside, and out. The earth was wet, but she […]

11/15/2015 8 comments

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by disgusting 11/14/2015

written by disgusting

not that it matters, i cut my hair after having gone a few months without going skinhead like i usually do (only because my head itches with hair. dandruff shampoo has helped). it doesn’t matter for shit if i can look almost human in an occasional photo, because underneath it all, i was born female and naturally have female parts and so the rules are still in place – […]

11/14/2015 11 comments

by sadsadist 11/13/2015

written by sadsadist

I don’t understand why I’m always alone and why I always feel alone at least normal people can pretend

11/13/2015 4 comments

Why always the unwilling?

by Snow Fox 11/13/2015

written by Snow Fox

I just turned on my social media, and saw all the stuff about Paris, and the tragic attacks that are still being resolved.

It really makes me wonder sometimes, why does life always take the life of those who want to live. I mean, I really do feel sorry for the victims and their families, but I can’t help but wonder why when this kind of stuff happens, why does it not seem to affect those who are already suffering and wallowing in death. It just seems that it would save everyone some pain. People like us from having to take the blame and the final […]

11/13/2015 12 comments

FUUUCCCKKK

by MissDysphoria 11/13/2015

written by MissDysphoria

it could always get worse, and it did…my bf broke up with me because im a piece of shit and i need help, and im just bringing him down.

11/13/2015 15 comments

Another one

by thelost 11/12/2015

written by thelost

She stands alone in a world that is not always fair. Her soft, blue eyes look out at the world with an innocence akin to that of a child. She is not a child, however, she just isn’t as jaded as myself. “Why can’t you accept me for me? I’m not her, and I never will be. Don’t you see that I’m trying my best to make you proud, and maybe I could succeed if only you would let me.” The constant comparisons, loss of individuality, having to live up to an impossible title. Maybe that is where the compassion comes from. From the place […]

11/12/2015 2 comments

Moments Challenge

by Take a Deep Breath 11/12/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

*I apologize if this turns out to make no sense. I’m on a couple prescriptions that are new and make my thoughts to finger connections cooky.*

There she is. Floating- floating through it all. She steps outside, ducking her head under the door jam. Inhaling the scent that only rain can bring, she smiles. Not a large, toothy, gums for all to see smile; no, this smile is very, very unique. It is the smile that touches her rosy lips when she sees something, or hears a sound that touches her soul. Nothing has touched her soul in a long, long time. Stomping her boot clad […]

11/12/2015 9 comments

what is it like…

by spvnalittlelie 11/12/2015

written by spvnalittlelie

… to be confident? so sure of yourself, to live independent of what others think of you? i’m asking because i genuinely don’t know. i’ve never liked myself. i’ve always been bullied and disliked, because i’m ugly, fat, weird. my gender makes me naturally inferior. i’m weak and overemotional. i’ve been told i need to love myself. how do i love myself if i am everything i hate??

11/12/2015 19 comments

Thinking

by nicole123 11/12/2015

written by nicole123

I always feel like I think a lot differently than most people. I always think philosophically about everything I do . It drives me crazy.

I really think that is one reason why I’m depressed. I’m always wanting to find a reason that humans are alive. I’m a nihilistic person I’m not religious or anything, but I think I need something like that in my life.

11/12/2015 18 comments

My Latest Infatuation

by thehusk 11/12/2015

written by thehusk

I don’t even know if you really like me. You seem to put an unusual amount of effort into trying to talk to me, but maybe that’s just the way you are. Maybe you’re just nice. You are nice. Always. Even when you seem miserable. Not in a shiny, happy, fake way, but a sad, resigned, kind way. You’re probably the most enthusiastic person I know, and you put so much effort into weird little gestures that no one really appreciates. It’s like you actually care or something. I don’t see that often. Sensitive people are rare around here.

I catch myself wanting to stop work and look […]

11/12/2015 7 comments

Forever and Always -Parachute

by pitbulllvr 11/12/2015

written by pitbulllvr

Leslie was sitting at the dinner table waiting for her fiancé, Liam, to get home from work. Leslie works during the night at the Reykjavik Airport. She waited an hour or so, just sitting. Just waiting for him to get home. She was sure that if he was going to be late he would’ve called her. She decides she will wait a little bit longer, hoping to see his car pull up the driveway. She calls his work and sits at the dinner table while the phone rings. Each ring sounds like forever to her. Finally, Christian, Liam’s best friend, picks up. He recognizes Leslie’s […]

11/12/2015 1 comment

Human Stepping Stone

by Spook 11/11/2015

written by Spook

I’ve spent my life being the person who is always thinking of others, always trying to help make everyone else’s lives around me better. I’m the clown, the one who laughs and jokes with others and makes others smile when they need it most and people apparently enjoy my company. However, I am just a stepping stone for everyone, they use me to get what they need and then move on, leaving me to feel alone and isolated again.

People see me as the happy and friendly guy, however, I’ve struggled in secret, for the most part, with depression my entire life. I promised myself I […]

11/11/2015 7 comments

Suffering

by disgusting 11/10/2015

written by disgusting

I briefly saw the post today about wishing you had cancer, and have seen people here before talk about how unfair it is that those who want to die are perfectly healthy while people who have it all do die.

That’s sort of what a friend of mine has been going through for a long time lately. This friend doesn’t want to die and isn’t suicidal. He’s the 13 yr old gay kid I met when I was 18 and took on as my kid brother. Even though I haven’t seen him in about 18 years, he is and always will be my brother, blood or […]

11/10/2015 5 comments

Him

by What'swrongwithme 11/10/2015

written by What'swrongwithme

So there’s this guy that I’ve been talking to for more than a month and he’s depressed he really needs help he’s been through a world of pain I want him to get help so bad but I don’t think he’ll listen to me he told me last night that he wants to kill him self he said he won’t do it now but one day he will explode and do it he really needs help but how do I convince him to get help I love him very much and he loves me to and no matter what I will always be by his […]

11/10/2015 2 comments

I can’t even make a title for this…

by NobodyHere 11/10/2015

written by NobodyHere

I feel so numb. It’s almost like I’m dead inside. Ive always battled depression, I’ve always had suicidal thoughts off and on since I was very young. It’s different now… I know I’m going to do it soon. And I’m not afraid to do it. I’m not waiting for a specific date or time… I’m not writing goodbye letters, or even thinking about how to do it. I just feel it coming, and when it happens, how it happens, is just as simply not important. Nothing is anymore. I don’t even care how it got to be this bad, or why. I’m not curious, I’m […]

11/10/2015 1 comment

It’s over

by disgusting 11/9/2015

written by disgusting

I don’t know how to kill myself at this point. It’s cold again and like last year, I refuse to do anything that involves me being outside in the miserable freezing cold. But at this point I’d like to kill myself as a big “FUCK YOU” to everyone. I really want to delete my facebook all together. Why have it when I don’t have friends? It’s over with the asshole because -I- say it’s over. Real friends don’t constantly threaten to cut you out of their life unless you act like someone you’re not and pretend to be happy for them. That’s just being controlling. […]

11/9/2015 12 comments

My Thoughts

by mystory0496 11/6/2015

written by mystory0496

I remember feeling from a very early age like I didn’t belong anywhere. I always felt like the black sheep in my family and I was always pretty shy so making friends wasn’t really a strong suit.

I started getting depressed when I was about 12 years old. I had a teacher who I usually went to when I was having a bad day because I knew no one else would listen. I was having trouble fitting in when I was in middle school. I tried to fit in with all different groups of people but I never really clicked anywhere. In […]

11/6/2015 1 comment

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