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Day 11

by LetItGo 1/22/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

Welp its day 11. I just want to thank all of you who stuck with me. No this is not a goodbye note, but just a thank you. Your comments (well most of the comments) helped me and comforted me. 😀 So thank you especially to Michael, OnlyLOVEisReal, and The Koji, you guys have helped me so very much and I hope you continue to comment on my posts. 😀

Another note thing is that I do post poems, but sometimes they’re at random times, and I’m sorry for that, and so maybe you don’t see them. So I just wanted to put that out […]

1/22/2014 7 comments

Allergic

by zeldaxlover24 1/22/2014

written by zeldaxlover24

I am like deathly allergic to penicilin and amoxicillin, and I found some in my house. I’m going to take them plus around 400 ibprofen. Let’s see how this goes

1/22/2014 2 comments

by jayque 1/22/2014

written by jayque

Full-alert here, if you are going to try to bash me, insult me, or talk me out of this, please leave this thread. I am not asking for your judgement or opinions. You are not me, you have not lived my life, and so you have no right to decide what I should do with it Second warning, this is a very long post. Please bear with me.

Okay, after getting that point across, I was wondering the certain fatality doses for prescription medications. I am trying to garner as much information from people as possible, so if you know any other websites/forums where I won’t […]

1/22/2014 13 comments

Passive Aggressive Roommates?

by deathismyonlyoption 1/22/2014

written by deathismyonlyoption

Why are people so unfriendly to me? Do I give off some vibe that says donâ€™t talk to me? My roommate gives me dirty looks. I will call her Sandra from here on out. I am not sure if this is just how her face normally looks or what but she never says hi or good morning to me, I want to say those things to her but the looks she gives me make me stay silent. I live on campus this semester, it has only been a few days but it has been very hard. I feel like I am constantly sick to […]

1/22/2014 3 comments

Hmmm

by kissnm10 1/22/2014

written by kissnm10

So, I’m about to return to school in a few days, and I’m supposed to contact my counselor upon arrival to set up our first appointment of the semester. But I’m torn. You see, I’ve already gone way over the “limit” of visits supposed to be available to students, so I am beginning to feel like I have no right to continue going. Plus, it’s been almost a year of consistent visits, and at this point, I feel like I just talk in circles, but my level of depression remains consistent, even despite changes I make in my life. I am trying so hard, but […]

1/22/2014 1 comment

rejection

by TheGlassChild 1/22/2014

written by TheGlassChild

it’s not a big problem, sorry.Â And I would have discuss it in a chat, but hey, it’s blocked here at my work.

Why on earth do I always feel so stupid, disappointed and empty when I ask someone to see me, and they can’t ? Really ? My mind knows it’s not personnal, but I can’t help the feelings.Â I rarely am courageousÂ enough to offer activities to people, and when I do, it’s always like this. Well, maybe not always, but you know what I mean…

1/22/2014 2 comments

Prolonging the inevitable – My Story

by thethoughtsandmusingsofjames 1/22/2014

written by thethoughtsandmusingsofjames

Throughout my life I’ve been a relatively happy and carefree guy and I am not depressed, I have realised I have to do this. I’ve come here for a bit of solace before I do what I need to do; my name is James Redding (or at least my pseudonym) and I am 22 years old. I am engaged to the girl I’ve loved since I was 17 and have almost completed my dream degree, a masters in. Chinese. I assume you’re curious as to why I’m even contemplating this then? I say ‘this’ because typing the word itself brings me to tears, im staring […]

1/22/2014 0 comment

I’m done

by ersc6541 1/22/2014

written by ersc6541

That’s it.. tomorrow I am jumping off the 5th floor of the sf main library.

1/22/2014 5 comments

My family always does this..

by BandsSaveMe 1/22/2014

written by BandsSaveMe

Okay well first of all Hi my name is Karalyn and this is my first post so yea, hi!

I am 12 years old [pretty young for this website I know..] Anyways,

I was at the mall with my older sister one time, and I wanted to go to Hot Topic, But every time I ask.. My sister would say “You’re a freak for walking in there and wearing their clothes” I don’t know if she notices but it hurts me and that’s one of the reasons I cry to school. I feel that everyone just thinks that I’m a freak who wears all black and band […]

1/22/2014 3 comments

I’m not sure

by ThisIsNoDemocracy 1/22/2014

written by ThisIsNoDemocracy

I’m at this pout in my life where I’m not sure who I am or even how I feel and why I feel that way. I don’t even know if I’m a good person or a bad person. I’m not sure if I’m still depressed I think I am but I’m going to try my hardest I guess. Goodnight u guys, god bless.

1/22/2014 3 comments

Pointless

by lostsoulcb 1/22/2014

written by lostsoulcb

Wandering the world aimlessly, I continue to descend, faster and faster as I feel the wind in my hair. I see all the faces along the way, all the hurt, all the desires, all the love, all the moments. Little moments in each box, like presents waiting to be opened on Christmas morning. Presents that will be lost for all eternity. Deeper and deeper I dive into my slumber, into the depths of my mind, the depths of my soul, into the center of the earth and beyond.Â Everything engulfs me and swallows me whole and I become one once again. Each time I dream […]

1/22/2014 15 comments

What Have You Become?

by Thesuicidalfreak 1/21/2014

written by Thesuicidalfreak

Why shouldn’t I take all these pills? They stare at me with open arms and take my pain away. My weak soul is tempted beyond measure. I canâ€™t break this habit, I’ve been trying for nearly 3 weeks, but my relapse seems to be nearing. But relapse to me is just repeating my old habit. I’ve tried to be strong but my mind is very weak, I rely on these tiny capsules.

I am holding them in my hand now, large and tiny, different brands of who knowâ€™s what. This is what I have become.

What Have you All Become? Please Comment.

1/21/2014 13 comments

what’s the point

by dontknowanymore 1/21/2014

written by dontknowanymore

I know nobody here reads my stuff but i still write hoping it helps my thought process. I told him everything sat night and of course he didnt take me seriously. I even had the gun cocked and ready and he just ignored me then took the gun when i had laid it down because i was crying. The next day he put it back where i had it like nothing happened. Why doesnt anyone take me seriously? Or am i that much of a failure that i really wont succeed in taking my own life either and its that obvious i suck at everything […]

1/21/2014 10 comments

Day 10

by LetItGo 1/21/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

Yes I posted yesterday…. It was a bit earlier than normal… Sorry.

So today. Today was an sdjkjsskfjk day. Nothing really exciting happened… Well I guess I shouldn’t say that. A new semester began today at school. Which means a new schedule. Which means new seats. And new teachers. Well of course in one class guess who I get to sit by for a whole semester (about 90 days) MY BULLY. Wooo…. Not. So that’s that. On the bright side I moved to my honors English class :D.

So yeah. How am I doing? Emotionally: Unstable. Physically: In Pain.

I don’t know how long I […]

1/21/2014 5 comments

Goodbye

by blind_cinderella 1/21/2014

written by blind_cinderella

This is my last post here.

I decided to take things into my own hands, to face with everything that comes. Something happened recently and it is really hard to look at myself in the mirror. I deserve everything bad that will happen to me because i did terrible things myself. I longed to become like people around me and i have succeeded. I never thought i will but what is left is shame. All my actions that took place the previous year were done by a selfish person. I managed to drove away all the people who truly care about me. I fell in love […]

1/21/2014 1 comment

It tears my heart out.

by DAlex 1/21/2014

written by DAlex

Hey. I’m back again, and so soon. I don’t know…I’m just getting worse. She doesn’t even care about me anymore…I want to tell her that I want to kill myself, but I’m not sure she will care. I’m laying in bed right now. I didn’t go to school today because of a neck injury. It’s common sense that I’m not going to tell anyone this in real life, but the injury is because I tried to strangle myself. I figured it wouldn’t work, but I suppose it was just trying to relieve some of my frustration. But the injury kept me home from school today, […]

1/21/2014 7 comments

i just don’t understand

by bye_bye 1/21/2014

written by bye_bye

i don’t get it. why am i not good enough? why does he not tell me he’s cheating. he is. i know he is. he knows i know, so just admit it. why can’t i break up with him? he was supposed to be my sanctuary. now he’s my pain. i can’t go or be anywhere with him because i know what he’s doing. this sucks. can’t i get some peace? happiness? should i leave? it’d probably better – for both of us. he could be with the person he wants to be with. he won’t have to worry about hurting me. he can be […]

1/21/2014 7 comments

It’s a choice? okay if thats what you want to tell yourself

by lifegrad91 1/21/2014

written by lifegrad91

I’ve seen throughout my life aÂ reoccurring cop out argument and honestly the only argument happy go lucky people bring to the table. Well its your “choice” if you want to be miserable. “That’s your choice to look at things that way instead of my way, and that’s why you’re miserable.” That’s basically saying there’s only one mindset that works in this world and that’s whatever the hell works for them which they always fail to explain. Are you kidding me? Really if you think about it that’s the same sort of logic that homophobes use towards gays, “your lifestyle and sexuality is a choice, and […]

1/21/2014 4 comments

It’s Over.

by I.cant.breathe! 4/7/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

i feel it creeping up on me.
the darkness i can never see.
taking me away,
suffocating me.
i can barely breathe.

I can hear it shouting threats.
wishing me a horrid death.
the demons will invade,
it’s already too late.
i cannot be saved.
it’s over!

I am falling fast.
this will be my last.
no use saving me,
these cuts are way too deep.
a necklace made of rope,
a bracelet made of blood,
water mixed arcenic.
a kiss from a gun.
nothing can compare,
just kick away the chair.
and wait to fade away,
down your drink of death,
and die so peacefully.
Don’t […]

4/7/2013 0 comment

My Story- Suicide

by jennyj 5/24/2012

written by jennyj

Hi, I just wanted to share my story about suicide, which I did not commit, and since then have realized the importance of that decision. Everything does get better, I hope anyone who reads that are having thoughts about suicide will reconsider their decision.
The scars runs way down to when I was very young. My dad was a cardiologist and he came home every three days. Always being away from my dad made me frightened of him, although he was a great dad. I was a timid child and was scared of everything, I was told by grandparents that I cried at least twice […]

5/24/2012 2 comments

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