Hey! I am a 35-year old guy from Finland. I first came to this board around 5-years ago.
I have meat here a lot of people. A lot of badly depressed people from many different countries ;=((
If there is anyone from any country who wants to email to me for any reason, please mail me at Tomialatalo@inbox.com
Hope everyone going ok anyone heard from GT ? Did he succeed ? Anyone gone ? I hope not please try stay strong I have been on in a wile so what new to the suicide club
I get the impression most people here are in the US?
A few months ago someone from New Zealand who like me suffered suicidal depression who I’d chatted to for quite a few years suddenly disappeared. He had enormous multiple problems and I’m pretty sure he has departed this life. I now realize that he was a big crutch for me to lean on and share our mutual pain. Since he disappeared I have become much much more distressed. I talk to other people in the same situation but none of them offers the solace this guy did.
How’s everyone on sp today ? Anyone heard from Ylem ?
I’m not feeling so low today can someone tell me isit wrong to have suicidal thoughts and not feel to act on them ? right now my mind seems to be jumping between the too one day I think I’m going to act on it then another day il be low but not want to act on it for some reason maybe I don’t have the mental energy I don’t no
Hi guys, hope you doing fine.
Well to attack the topic, I met a certain girl in college in september. I was eating in the cafeteria as I watched the students picking up their meals with their backs turned. But I noticed a particular back, a girl’s back, I was sure I knew this person from my high school because it had much in common with another girl I knew. But as she turned around I couldn’t look away, I was like an Y-wing with a target lock on a star destroyer. I looked at her and made a hand signal to come to me, first […]
Watching the O.J. trial reenactment thingy?
It’s a grand ol’ time, you all must watch it. Johnnie Cochran is my hero now I think. Wish I was a resident in Los Angeles, of age, and selected to be on the jury in 1994.
O.J. was innocent imo…..
I’m not doing well. I am beyond upset. I feel so crushed and stupid and so incredibly sad right now. Someone very close to me is probably gone now. I don’t even know what I can do or how to help myself because I’m so sleep deprived and then this shit happens. Twin if you are still here please talk to me. I said you can trust me and I don’t lie. Every word was true. Now I just feel like an idiot.
I can’t escape these thoughts. Maybe it would be different if they told me from the beginning, “you know, there’s a very good chance that this is something you’re going to have to adapt to, because it might go away but you’re probably going to feel these things at some level until the day you die.” But I feel like I’ve passed the point where I could have adapted or changed my thinking patterns. It’s like an obsession, thinking of suicide.
Everyday, I see the train and watch the light approach the platform. I feel the train push the wind into me before it trembles past, […]
So my escape plan is currently in action I can slowly feel myself becoming happier my consciousness is slowly fading so thought fuck it anyone wanna chat? >.<
-Suicide
I’m sick of being bullied everyday for not being good enough for not bowing down to what everyone says. I’ve lost control of life but I don’t want to get back in control of life. I want control of death and finally end it all. Five attempts should say enough. Anyone feel the same?
(EDIT): I have my story (all 5 of them) I’m sure you have your’s…. I’ll share if you share 🙂
I’m not sick of feeling the way I feel, I’ve grown use to it and I have welcomed it and I now embrace it with every fiber in me. […]
I am not in a very good place and was wondering if someone was out there could talk?
I think they are a waste of time unless you have very specific grievances to name. Nevertheless, I caved in and wrote one so maybe my dad won’t feel as bad…
“I know you love me, but you can’t force someone to stay alive just to make yourself (any of you) feel better. This did not happen because I need to take more antidepressants. No, it’s not because I need more vitamin D. No, it’s not entirely about Bryan. NO, this was not a rash decision I would take back. Do you know the lyrics to the M*A*S*H theme song?
Thru early morning fog I see
visions […]
Hey! Im a guy living in Finland, and asking, is there anyone here from Scandinavia or Finland who i could talk to?
Anyway…im ready to talk to just about anyone anywhere, if your interested.
I know a lot about suicide…both ethics and techniques. Ofcourse i dont want to give advice to anyone. Just talk…if anyone is interested.
If you want to talk, you can email me at Tomialatalo@inbox.com
I’ve tried to post comments on a couple of posts today, but none are showing!! Anyone else having problems or is it just me?
Tho…if you are also having issues posting comments, then you wouldn’t be able to post a comment for me to read… O_o’
This just started happening today. Was able to post no problems whatsoever even up until last night.
I’m 15 and I have zero friends and just want some one to talk to. I’ve never really had any friends/girlfriend. I fell like just killing myself idk what to do anymore.
I was raped when I was 7 years old, and im so fucking broken it hurts, I don’t feel empathy in the same way others do, I feel emotional pain much more acutely than most people do. To others, suicide is an unspoken tragedy, but for me it is an escape.
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