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Lost Souls

by star.gazer
written by star.gazer

Greetings. I created an account just now– but I’ve been reading some posts here for quite some time. I hope this type of post is acceptable.
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At first glance, you won’t really see me for who I am.
They see a curious wanderer, a determined overachiever, a hopeful soul, an enthusiastic teenager.
They say I bring sunshine, rainbows and butterflies wherever I go.
They think I’m awake at 3 in the morning because I’m eager to learn more about this world, because I’m comforting someone who needs my help, because I’m out running.

And at second glance, you still won’t see me for who I […]

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In control

by Marissa
written by Marissa

Today was really hard. Couldn’t study for my final because all I kept thinking of were ways to get away with dying.

I failed my final. Possibly didn’t pass that class. Money spent for nothing. Parents are going to give me shit of course. I won’t ever finish college.

I lost a family member today. Talked someone out of not killing herself over a guy. Isn’t that weird how we can tell people it’s going to be okay and how suicide isn’t the answer?

When I’m cutting, I feel so in control of how deep I can go. I want to just hit a vein and be like […]

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Cathartic

by mondayschild
written by mondayschild

I see a psychologist once a week, usually on Thursdays.  By Wednesday i usually feel like I’m going to implode, the pain is starting to strangle me.  But come Thursday as I’m driving to the office, I relax a little.  I know in a few minutes I’ll be okay is this overstuffed chair, telling him my distorted truths.  I worry I’m dependent on him, he calls it a cathartic release.  There is always another way to say something so that I sound less fucked up.  I only tell him the truth, I tried once with my husband and he was so scared, he just couldn’t […]

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by living_LIFE
written by living_LIFE

I’m really considering hanging, the tools are easy to find, I’m tired of it all life is just so hard on me,I honestly don’t believe it will get better have lost all Faith and I Hate every fucking moment I am still alive . I feel that my mind is so messed up and destroyed. Why can’t I just be okay again . Why……..

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who am I kidding

by lost_hopeless27
written by lost_hopeless27

Sigh. It’s been a year since I first started being depressed…it’s only been 3 weeks after my attempt to commit suicide…no one seems to understand why I’m like this…yes I made a lot of mistakes…yes I screwed up a lot…what hurts most is that everytime I’m depressed or going through a bad episode and start to cut myself people say I do it for attention…and every time I pretend to be okay people hate me I feel like there’s no rreason me to be here if being depressed and pretending to be okay will hurt me so much. Things are never going to be better […]

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The words

by black_soul
written by black_soul

The words you say to me. The words you say behind my back. “Don’t tell her anything she might kill herself.” You saying in front of everyone. They laugh. Why would they care anyways? It’s not like I was ever their friend. But to the girl that said that I was. I was her friend. And I thought I was being a good friend by telling her the truth. But I guess I was wrong… next class I have people laughing at me. Saying stuff about me because I was trying to help out a “friend”.  My real friends say with me and said it […]

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“Life”

by mcgiggles
written by mcgiggles

Life? Life? You mean the everyday struggles. You mean the everyday suicidal thoughts. You mean the everyday struggles to get out of bed, because you don’t want to interact with people who will never fucking understand what you’re going through. You mean the everyday pretending to be okay. You mean the everyday faking a smile. You mean the everyday breakdowns. You mean the everyday panic attacks. You mean the everyday being a burden. You mean everyday being a disappointment. You mean the everyday feeling worthless. You mean the everyday telling yourself that everything is going to be okay, when its only getting  worse and worse. […]

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I Wish That I Was Good Enough

by lost820
written by lost820

Nothings seems to be okay anymore I’m tired of trying to make everyone happy I wish it was easy to be what everyone expects but I don’t know how to try anymore. There’s to much to understand to much to wish went right. How can I smile when all I do is lose every fight.

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a little snippet of life

by disappearingme97
written by disappearingme97

Running fingers repetitively over scars, hyperventilating.

“No worries. Just breathe. Everything will be okay. It’s okay. Relax and breathe. You’ll be alright.”

“Find a corner. Corners are good. Yeah. Corners are good.”

“It’s okey doke. Things will be okey doke. No worries. It’ll be okay. Breathe breathe breathe. “

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Maybe Im better off dead.

by lifeishorrible
written by lifeishorrible

What did I do??Why am I considered a bad person to my family??Something goes missing,Carlos did It.If something happens around the house Its my fault.If I loose something nobody gives a shit.Just when I thought I was getting better my own family Is pushing me.I’m surprised I haven’t killed myself yet.Right now I just need a shoulder & someone to tell that Its gonna be okay.

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It’s here to stay

by death bunny
written by death bunny

I wonder why all the doctors and professors I’ve met told me its going to be okay. I mean, they should know better that there is no escape. This is not a passing cold.

That pisses me off. Later, after 6 months of therapy, they tell me the truth. Fucking morons. I knew that from the beginning. It doesn’t matter how much you stuff me with Prozac, it will be there.

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If my suffering could be manifested physically, I’m sure everyone would be okay with me leaving

by timetogonow
written by timetogonow

First time I tried to kill myself, I was 16. I overdosed and was hospitalised. I was raped and bullied. I left hospital and ignored calls from the police.

For the next five years, I felt myself losing a sense of who I was. A straight-A, goody two shoes, quit college (UK meaning of the word). I started over, but skipped school a lot. I ended up getting two As and a B at A Level. I got into a good university to study law, but I think they just wanted my money from international fees. I got a 2:1 with honours, but by the scrape […]

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The answer everyone wants ;

by torrencegee
written by torrencegee

Why me? Why does it have to be me feeling this way? Why anyone? Can’t I have a piece of happiness instead of this poison eating the real me away. I’m rotting. I’m no longer myself. The only feelings I have are my self-inflicted  wounds. The only feeling that brings me out of my numbness, that is. Why can’t I have the support I need? I never ask for anything but for someone to shake me and bring me out of the dark. Someone to tell me I’ll be okay. Someone to tell me I’ll make it, because I’m slowing fading away.. I’m not sure […]

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Again; again

by whyme336
written by whyme336

Here I am writing again.
Trying again.
Feeling pain again.
Suicidal again.
Hearing voices again.
Everything is happening again.
How can I stop it again.
Is it possible again.
Will I end up in the hospital again.
Will I ever be okay again.

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