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Celebrate

by Stain 6/21/2014

written by Stain

I have never felt sad about a suicide. By the time I graduated high school, two of my best friends had killed themselves and even at that young age I never felt sad. Confused, yes. But in my heart I knew that suicide marks the end of a problem, and so… much like divorce in the case of an abusive marriage, it’s a good thing even though humans instinctively say “how awful”.

Humans at large cannot perceive the problem, so all they see is the solution which they don’t agree with. If you didn’t know that a woman was being mugged, and all you saw was […]

6/21/2014 5 comments

It’s hard to choose.

by Mustismile 5/28/2014

written by Mustismile

I don’t know what to say, so I’ll just ramble.

For the past two weeks the only thing that has been on my mind is putting a gun to my head and pulling the trigger.

Three years ago I would have said that there may still be hope for me. Five years ago I would have said that suicide is a cowards way out. But now, I see it a bit differently.

Now, I see just how much strength it takes to abandon whatever it is that convinced you to stay for so long and enter permanently the into the unknown. I understand that it isn’t a way […]

5/28/2014 1 comment

I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

by mbrooks 5/28/2014

written by mbrooks

I’m just simply worthless. my only escape from life is sleep. if only I could choose to never wake up.

5/28/2014 2 comments

Why are you all so….

by ashley68@q.com 5/18/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

Wonderful?
I have heard a lot of complaining lately about the people on this site. I think, however, that you are all wonderful… Yes, even the people who have vented their frustrations about SP (I am sorry it isn’t as helpful to you as it once was). This world has dealt you some heavy blows, and for that I am sorry. I know that you are here to vent, or to seek support, or to share, or to help, or whatever the case may be. You’re reason for being here doesn’t matter to me, nor does the way you choose to express yourself. I value […]

5/18/2014 13 comments

The GGB and my “Survivor” rant

by bayareaguy 5/17/2014

written by bayareaguy

Soeymeone else just posted this video:

What a coincidence…..I arrived home in PHX a few hours ago after spending a few hours on the GGB…I think I know pretty much all there is to know about what happens when you hit the water, so in watching this video I learned zilch.Â The majority of it was a guilt trip placed on people who choose to die this way.Â It was mostly about the “collateral” damage done to those who remain.

Frankly, I am sick of hearing this.Â If I ever decide to “go through with it” I will have no guilt about doing so (in advance, of […]

5/17/2014 9 comments

How long must you wait?

by alina_01 5/10/2014

written by alina_01

I’ve been waiting for years, for just a little bit of peace in my life. I have been trying to find my way, to make different decisions to help better my life. I have cut out a lot of negative people from my life, and despite having done that I’m still not happy not even a little. It feels like I’m in some sort of in between, sometimes I look up and see my life and wonder how I got here. I started crying again because I just don’t understand why I can’t find peace. I can’t stop loving or missing people from my past, […]

5/10/2014 4 comments

Invisible

by lostchild445 5/5/2014

written by lostchild445

Ignore me like disease
A ghost you choose not to see
Pretend I’m not there because
Shortly I won’t be
Maybe you thought I was stronger
That I could live through it
That the lies you spoke no longer linger
And instead I found peace
But you’re wrong, dead wrong
I’m just better at hiding it
The pain you put me through
Gave me much needed guidance
Trust no one
Believe in nothing
And the day will soon come
Where you feel nothing
No pain, no hurt, no sorrow
Maybe emptiness is a better way of living
Keep my heart beating is all you asked […]

5/5/2014 2 comments

She Suffers

by she-doesnt-talk 4/27/2014

written by she-doesnt-talk

Do you know this girl we love,
With all our heart and care.
Itâ€™s really not her problem,
I tell you, this is so unfair.

The numbers are quite shocking,
One in four they say
Will suffer from depression
In their lives one day.

There’s not much life in this girl anymore
Because of this serious mental flaw.
But no one knows when it will strike,
Itâ€™s just the luck of the draw.

She would not choose to live with it,
Sometimes not even try.
I see this little girl suffering
And all she can do is cry.

Some people turn the other cheek,
They’ve been doing it for […]

4/27/2014 0 comment

Understand

by Frozen In Time 4/12/2014

written by Frozen In Time

It saddens me so to read all the comments and realise – most people don’t understand us at all.

Society has been going on and on about how we suicidal people need anti-depressants. About how we have mood fluxes and that our suicidal thoughts are irrational, born from irrational feelings.

No.

Most of us have thought about this long and hard. We’ve tried it once. But at that last moment, we see a glittering, shimmering light of hope. Our choices to end our own lives are not something that springs from the moment. We think about it, we plan about it, and we’ve always found that it was […]

4/12/2014 1 comment

You just don’t care.

by creeper tales 4/2/2014

written by creeper tales

you go through each day like every other. you don’t smile, you don’t frown. you’re not in deep thought and you not I’m a conversation. your just listening in. you’re not with friends, you’re not alone, you’re just…there. someone hits you. you choose to ignore it. you got a good grade on a test. whoopee. not like it matters. every person that has ever hated you could start to love you. but you wouldn’t notice. every person in your family dies. can you tell? you don’t know where you are. but your not lost. your just wandering. one minute you have a dream. the next […]

4/2/2014 2 comments

Updates.

by Thesuicidalfreak 3/29/2014

written by Thesuicidalfreak

I last posted in February, and I haven’t really been active since then, just trying to get better I suppose. In my previous post, I shared with you all about my suicide attempt with bleach. It was a terrible decision on my part and I regret it deeply now. Looking at all the pain it caused for the ones I loved, it was honestly one of the worse things I have done.

But now I am getting better. I had posted before about how I was losing my emotions and how I couldn’t cry anymore. Now I can shed tears, which I have now […]

3/29/2014 2 comments

Someone on my Facebook Posted This-

by Miss Blythe 3/27/2014

written by Miss Blythe

“Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your […]

3/27/2014 5 comments

Which One? (2)

by StruggleOn 3/18/2014

written by StruggleOn

So I made a post of burial sites (asking which was your style) which I quickly learned everybody would prefer to be cremated. Â So now I will post the urns.

Or if you want to be scattered into a hurricane like clevername (not a bad idea)

Or if drowning and being digested by a shark is your style, that’s fine.

Or perhaps being shipped into space

3/18/2014 22 comments

Intrinsic Value

by quaero 2/13/2014

written by quaero

It seems all virtues are for strong. when you are strong or have power you can choose whether to forgive or punish, but what can you choose when you’re weak? how can you show your virtue when you’re not allowed to choose itself? then it all turns into mere consolation. Is there anything like ‘intrinsic value’?

2/13/2014 1 comment

If other planet species wants to buy planet earth?

by addicted 2/5/2014

written by addicted

Are you ready to sell it?

How much do you think you can value your life for?

What if so called leaders did a blunder and sold earth for $xyz? —

Hence, I believe humans are stupid because they choose some humans as super humans and call them as leaders

What if newton show-up and say there is nothing called gravity and all 3 rules are bullshit. Same way as Stephen hawking did “all black-hole concept is wrong and there is new thing called grey-holes”

Therefore if you wait for other human to save you, your life worth zero.

2/5/2014 1 comment

Heaven, Hell, or non-existence, which one will you choose when your time comes?

by bornfordying123 2/5/2014

written by bornfordying123

2/5/2014 12 comments

Personality Test â€“ Choose any Tree and check your Personality… ^_^

by snowflake 2/3/2014

written by snowflake

Look at the tree and choose the one that is immediately most appealing to you.

Pick your tree before you look at the results!

Donâ€™t think about it too long, just choose, and find out what your choice says about your personality, please have FUN and share your choice in the comments below…

The results!

You are a generous and moral (not to confuse with moralizing) person. You always work on self-improvement. You are very ambitious and have very high standards. People might think that communicating with you […]

2/3/2014 24 comments

First

by amoral 1/28/2014

written by amoral

I’d like anyone reading this to take note of every word I write.

I’m furious.
I’m nearly murderous.
I’m hateful.
I’m blackening in my rage.
My thoughts would scour your minds clean,
Leaving you incapacitated, searching for answers.

The truth is, I’m sad and lonely, just like all of you.
But unlike the majority of you, I choose to unleash my sadness in a glorious rage.

I don’t take drugs,
I don’t cut myself,
I don’t starve myself,
I am better than that.
I choose to be furious and attack everything with the ferocity and indignation that only true insanity can grantâ€¦
And there is a distinct possibility […]

1/28/2014 6 comments

Sometimes…

by whyme336 1/24/2014

written by whyme336

Sometimes I feel as though I bother you with all my personal problems. I feel like I annoy you.. I don’t want to add stress on you because you don’t need it. I just don’t know what to do. It’s either you or the internet. I’d choose you if i knew for sure you could handle it.. I just don’t know what to do…

1/24/2014 1 comment

Old Photo on FB Titled “A Beautiful Suicide”

by trailering 1/22/2014

written by trailering

23 year-old Evelyn McHale jumped from the 83rd floor of the Empire State Building and landed on a United Nations limousine, 1947.

I considered doing this when I was 14. Â My father, his sister, and some cousins have committed suicide. Â I wanted to many times. Â I’m not suffering now, but periodically still have a bout with depression, which I think is partly chemical. Â Â I’ve included some of the posts attached to the photo when I found it.

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1/22/2014 7 comments

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