My parents would be devastated if I die. Nobody would see it coming, I’m supposed to be the funny one, the one that’s always laughing and carefree.
My dad would be angry at me, I can already imagine the look of disappointment on his face: ‘why didn’t she tell us? She had no reason to kill herself. We gave her everything she ever wanted, is this how she repays us?’.
My mum would cry all night and all day. She’d blame herself, ask herself where she went wrong. She used to be depressed when she was younger, maybe she’d go under again. She’d stop working […]
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Fuck this existance, i want to die! What kind of twisted pervertion makes this right not mine? Murderer, self assassination, killers go to HELL, if thats what youd like, or continue this existance of hated life. Fuck these choices, i have no choice, eternal damnation eclipses my life, no matter internal struggle, impulse, strife. I just want to die
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Like a vulnerable caterpillar, I wish to build a cocoon.
To transform into a raging asshole.
So fuck you, fuck your thoughts, fuck your dreams, fuck your desires, and fuck your feelings.
I’m here for me. I’ll do as I wish, when I want and however I like. Fuck your opinions on this.
Am I still depressed? Surely, fuck you for asking.
I’d continue, but I’ve run out of fucks to give at the moment.
Have a wonderful fucking Wednesday,
Tell someone to go fuck themselves.
I’m steady mailing out dildos.
Fuck off,
Alan
I’ve always thought that there were two kinds of death–the simple physical death and the more difficult conceptual death.
Physical death is just that–your heart stops and your bodies functions cease completely, we all know what this is. It seems to me that physical death is typically the beginning of conceptual death and this is because the deceased person is no longer able to act as an agent that affects the physical world. The only reason that we’re ever able to become conceptual beings is because of the ways in which the world responds to us. The more we interact with it, the more it interacts with us […]
When you’re laying in your room not knowing if you can keep going, remember something for me, okay?
You are amazing and perfect just the way you are. Nobody is ever weak. You are stronger than you could ever possibly imagine.
You know why?
Because we all have a flame of strength in our hearts. It burns bright even when our hearts are badly damaged. Our hearts continue to fight for us so we should always continue to fight for them. The flame cannot go out until our last breath is taken. So, you are always strong. Just have to keep that in mind.
I know life can be […]
There is no more reason to continue. I see no more hope.
My friends are gone.
I’m about to loose my brother.
People are out to humiliate me.
Today I lost my job, because I got angry about the abuse of equipment (they haven’t got that big a budget).
I don’t know how to continue anymore. People simply don’t care about me anymore. There’s only so much caring I can do until I need some care back, from wherever it comes. It hasn’t come for a while now.
My heart feels like it’s shredded, burned and trampled on. My life just keeps getting more and […]
I think I am going to take my life because otherwise I would go mad like Nietzsche. I am saying one thing to you, I don’t think that there is something after death, I am saying that whatever you do , you DO IT NOW, FOLLOW YOUR DREAM AND NEVER GIVE UP, DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO ! FUCK OMEGLE AND THAT ***** AND AN ENTIRE LIFE OF CHRISTIAN INDOCTRINATION. EVEN IF THERE IS AN AFTERLIFE, HOW THE FUCK IS IT GONNA HELP YOU? YOU ARE GOING TO GET OLD AND DIE. PERIOD. I don’t want to continue my existence. I always felt like […]
What is it all really
we may set ourselves up each day to be optimistic but bad things continue to happen I don’t want to get emotionally attached to anything anymore the despair when someone you care about hurts you or when inconveniences happen is just too unbearable
i don’t want to live life hollow and emotionless but there’s no other way to get by you have to shield yourself from pain is the pleasure really worth all the torment
Im a mother of three. I wish that was enough to keep all the sadness and thoughts to end it away but it doesn’t. I actually feel they would be better off! I love them so much but I have no desire to continue. They r the only reason im still here though! I would miss them tremendously.
I’m so tired , but sleeping makes me feel worse. Why do I even continue, I have nothing worth living for and even if I did , I’d still wouldn’t be able to do anything. I want to leave this prison I’ve made but I can’t, nor do I have anywhere to go. I feel so cold and hollow and tomorrow I’ll feel the same.
sonnet 29 plus, im a useless junky and having quit will always continue to be
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When, in disgrace with fortune and men’s eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man’s art and that man’s scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
(Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven’s gate;
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings
I am so worthless
Just a waste of space
No one is ever gonna give me time in their day, I have no future no motivitation to continue my dreams.
Never worth anyone’s full time or commitment.
I am here to write no about my eternal desire to die, because this is not a day for that. This is a day to be Thankful for others people happiness. This a day for be Thankful for all of you that have wrote me when I have been very close to take my own life. This is a day in which many will have the happiness that I do not have and most probably will never have. A day in which many will be surrounded by family, others by friends.
Happy Thanksgiving for all of you. Wish you that can be have a wonderful day. And […]
I really don’t see the point of living anymore, I have a box inside my closet full of unfulfilled suicide letters…I was just to coward to go along with them, I really hate myself for letting my life continue like this it should of stopped a long time ago I give other people advice about how they should continue there life and how they just need to keep there up just a little more, But meanwhile I’m thinking of a way to die. My bestfriend thinks she knows what I’m going through, She doesn’t know the half of it nobody knows but me. I just […]
Well-qualified and unwanted.
No one needs me to exist.
Why do I exist?
I let the days go by.
Sometimes I am hopeful.
Sometimes I give up.
The result is the same.
I let the days go by.
Until one of these days…
How is it going to end? I do not know.
When I reminisce,
And measure out my past,
I see that I am unwanted.
That no one needs me.
No one wants to need me.
I am avoidable and avoided.
I count the number of years,
How long this misery has resounded.
And the one clarity arises:
I do not want this to continue.
It is the most awful and sad sound.
It’s almost time to get spooky! This is one of the only holiday that makes me happy. I’m being Steven from SU.. SO PUMPED!
I’ll continue my story. Each part at its own time. What is your favorite Halloween movie? (Nightmare before Christmas for me 🙂
I don’t know what to do anymore. Maybe my friend Rachel is right. Maybe I’ve lost touch with what is real and what is not. All I know is that I am losing the battle. And I feel like I’m hurting my friends. They can’t deal with my shit. I can’t deal with my shit. I want to die. I want to disappear. But I don’t want to commit suicide. I don’t want to do that to my friends and family. I don’t want to put that pain on them. But I don’t want to continue in this pain. I don’t want to keep fighting. […]
It’s kind of sad how badly I want my therapist to tell me to just give up, sometimes I don’t know how much longer I can continue to push myself past this.
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