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Time to Awake from this Dream

by Engovinio 6/29/2017

written by Engovinio

I have always had a inkling in the periphera of my mind that this life was just an elaborate level of many levels of a dream while in a deep sleep or coma. I have figured it is time to find out. Not because life is not worth living or simply because I only want to find this out. It’s just that my particular life is not worth living.

I have hit a dead end in my life. Even though I have contemplated suicide half of my teen years and all of my adult years, I have held on to some form or strand of someone […]

6/29/2017 4 comments

What’s up with ref’s and umpire’s in stead of lawyers and court rooms?

by Bob40 4/20/2016

written by Bob40

Skulls in the Catacombs of Paris, France.

Why are my human rights treated like a game ? Is my DNA ok to have kids ? Been a long time …

4/20/2016 0 comment

Why?

by Zetsumei 2/14/2016

written by Zetsumei

Upon the edge of insanity,

flashing back to those fragments.

A silent voice screaming,

torn between desires to redo and destroy.

Various persona debating in mental court,

judge hanging by a thread.

Wanting to love yet accepting loneliness,

questions fire out.

“Should I play or sigh?”

To fight against myself or to protect,

that is the question.

Gay or straight,

it doesn’t matter.

Feminine guys or tomboyish girls,

both are fine.

In yaoi terms, fellow ukes or semes,

I’ll play both.

“Anyone daring enough to try?”

If yes, accept the demon or free the angel,

but understand this if the angel is wanted:

Be quick to free, lest the demon kill!

2/14/2016 0 comment

failure

by Disposable Human 1/14/2016

written by Disposable Human

the court is giving me 60 days in which to get clean and fix my mental problems or i’m not allowed time with my kid. i get drug tested tomorrow and saturday.

tomorrow is fucked. if i stop tonight/this morning – i wonder if the coke and alcohol will show up saturday?

1/14/2016 6 comments

I’m so sad right now

by Ylem 12/10/2015

written by Ylem

I just need to vent.

All of a sudden, I feel this overwhelming sadness. I don’t even know why I feel this way. So, I thought I should try and look back at things I love doing. Trying to be positive. I find that I don’t really have something that I love doing. Except writing, maybe. Not even that is making things easier right now.

I started looking back into my life, trying to find something that gave me some peace. And where do my thoughts take me?

The Dissecting Hall.

This will make me sound so fucking weird. I loved that place. I respected those bodies. They gave […]

12/10/2015 6 comments

Final Post: punk in drublic, and suicide as a pre and postmortem message

by Disposable Human 9/2/2015

written by Disposable Human

Through separation and divorce I have lost everything other than court appointed contact with my family: the ex-wife/best friend, my son, my 2 dogs. It feels like the work I’ve done to try and make this all come together as a family was for nothing. And it was.

Two weeks ago, I shot .375 grams of pure crystal meth into my arm and gave myself tachycardia but died slowly enough for the doctors to save me.

Monday, my legal benzo analogues came in the mail. They’re like xanax on steroids. I took a couple handfuls (that stopped my heart) and then woke up today with no memory […]

9/2/2015 1 comment

THE WORLD IS MAD – a stream of consiousness rant

by wndozh8er 8/27/2015

written by wndozh8er

One of my personal heros, Jack Kevokrian, was held as a political prisoner for 8 years for helping a man choose to die who was so sick he was about to choke to death on his own throat. Just for comparison – that former prison guard in upstate NY who helped those two murderers escape is gonna get 5 years in prison.

In 2011, the Catholic Church excommunicated 2 people in Brazil – a 9 year old girl and her mother. Why? Because the 9 year old girl got raped and impregnated. The only way to save her life was to get an abortion. The Catholic Church […]

8/27/2015 7 comments

The life well lived

by thesadguy68 8/24/2015

written by thesadguy68

What’s wrong with my life? Ask again. Ask what isn’t wrong. I’m eighteen years old. I have no parents. I have twin boys that are three years old. I attend college full time. Plus I recently got a DUI and I can’t pay for my children and court fees and attend college. My family always seems to be oushing for more and more until I’m at the breaking point. How do I cope with all of this? I take it day by day, today is history and tomorrow is a mystery. God bless!

8/24/2015 0 comment

It’s time for Action

by JustReallySad 4/21/2015

written by JustReallySad

Okay, so this divorce thing has been dragging on for a year. It’s not what I wanted. Sure I could have been a better husband, but that doesn’t really matter now. Have a court appearance next week, hopefully that will resolve the thing once and for all. Visiting with our son tomorrow, I have to try really hard not to talk to him about her. But really the big thing is we’re not getting back together. So I’ve been laying around mostly feeling sorry for myself. I think it’s time to get up off my ass and start trying to build some sort of new […]

4/21/2015 6 comments

After reconciling my husband left me again

by jenn1983 4/16/2015

written by jenn1983

He reconciled with me went for counselling with me while his restraining order was still on. He broke that and also moved in with me. He asked me to lie in the court so he could not have a record. I did that and the day judgment came out: all charges withdrawn, he left me.

So distraught over this. What am i suppose to do?

4/16/2015 5 comments

Still in a Dark Place

by the12thdreamcatcher 2/4/2015

written by the12thdreamcatcher

Hi, this is my first post, so I thought I should tell you guys about my story…….

My parents both are a little messed up, my mother has OCD and Major Depressive Disorder. My dad has PTSD, that has made him turn to drug addiction. My parents both smoke marajuana (which is sadly, legal in our state) and that ended in my siblings and I being split up and put in different various foster homes. Since about two years ago I started self-harming (burning) and I have had two suicide attempts. After my first suicide attempt my families court case got closed and everyone returned home. […]

2/4/2015 1 comment

Stress and School Projects

by piercetheflower 1/21/2015

written by piercetheflower

Hi there.

Today I am going to be talking about one of the most stressful things in my life, Expressions. I go to an arts school and to emphasize different types of arts they make it mandatory that we do something. My art is singing. There are several different categories of arts, including, but not limited to; music, visual, drama and creative writing.

Expressions is like a big talent show where the whole school, of almost 300 students, participates in a couple months of work. We showcase our talents and present them to the school. If we are good enough, we make it into Best of Expressions.

I […]

1/21/2015 0 comment

My Little Life Story

by Lovebug4142 11/2/2014

written by Lovebug4142

Hi everyone. Well a little about me, I was born to a 16 and a 17 year old couple, their relationship didn’t last, so I was raised by my mom. When I was 2 my dad came back in to my life and I would go and spend the night with him every now an then at his mom’s house. When I was 5 me and my brother spent a month with him during the summer. During that time I was molested by a man who, I guess was a family member of my step grandpa. At first I knew it was wrong, but as […]

11/2/2014 2 comments

My father murdered my mom I’m tired of living

by dana2c4me 10/17/2014

written by dana2c4me

Since I can remember at age 4 my father has physical abused my mother and about two years ago he disappeared her into a canal and took her life away he is now in jail and not ever coming out and my mom was found this summer to make the story short and well I’m here struggling with everything my little sister had to move in with me and I think my bf does not like her sometimes I think he does not like me either I have no friends I block everyone out of mylife I trust no one due to my life experiences […]

10/17/2014 2 comments

Postponing my exit

by Counting Down the Years 7/3/2014

written by Counting Down the Years

I had court today for my divorce proceedings. We reached an agreement whereby I will keep the house and my daughter will not be uprooted. I am willing to postpone my departure date of August 8 to see how things pan out.

7/3/2014 13 comments

Holding It down for Maniero!! Keep yo head up cousin!!

by lifeishorrible 6/19/2014

written by lifeishorrible

12+ years!!By that time Ima have a family & everything!!My closest friend Is getting locked up for 12+years!!I’m not really sure how long cause he hasen’t gone to court or anything but the thing he did Is already 12+years & he hasen’t even been convicted yet!!I used to kick It with him everyday!!About a month ago I finally told a friend that I got molested when I was younger,that friend was him!!He wanted to whoop my cousin but I told him na you don’t got to lift a finger,It happened.All’s you can do Is move on.Not even a week before he got locked up I […]

6/19/2014 0 comment

“Remember Me”

by PainNlife 5/7/2014

written by PainNlife

When you log in there is a box that you can check so that the browser remembers your password. I hate… my brain sometimes. I realized I didn’t check the box after I logged in and it hit me. Nobody cares really. NOBODY. I was suicidal for a long time and now that I’m not suicidal? I wish I was still suicidal. I hate life. I hate people. You offer friendship and free shit to MFs and people STILL use and abuse you! I’m the only person I know that’s still somewhat “decent” in the world.

I ask people shit all the time and I get […]

5/7/2014 7 comments

Death…

by LetItGo 2/11/2014

written by LetItGo

la mort est inconnue
essayer de rejoindre
essayer d’obtenir de l’aide
essayer de parler aux gens

la mort n’est pas comme la vie
“la vie est courte”
que si vous le faites Ã court
peut-Ãªtre je vais raccourcir la mine

death is beautiful
submit into the darkness
submit into the black abyss
submit into the nothingness

death is unknown

2/11/2014 1 comment

Anonymity for the Win for the Hanna Montana Harlot with Curious Hair

by fortunear 2/8/2014

written by fortunear

Jubilee, Jubilee
Wherefore art thou identity?
Seriously who the fuck is this chick?

I have spent two and a half nights, probably the most I have ever spent investigating this type of mystery, trying to find the real name of the attractive real doll-esque pig-tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized actress. Yes, I admit, I like pig tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized, adorably sexy females. But I am not a pedophile. I like those clothes to be strainingly stretched across well developed breast, a shapely buttocks, and a sexy ID with a birthdate before 1996. Hot damn.

So with that introduction, that will hopefully hold up in court, […]

2/8/2014 3 comments

Things are looking up ….

by Masuani 4/14/2013

written by Masuani

I just wanna say Wow. And I wanna hold my breathe and I wanna pinch myself cause I must be dreaming. Today my mom tried to choke me, and my sister broke it up. We called the cops and my mom was charged with Agrivated Assault and Domestic Violence and will be attending court Monday or Tuesday morning. After and during this thing is over she will never be eve to see me again. And also there was enough picture take , my neck was bruised. So minus my neck Im proud to say things are looking up Â Â higurashi no naku koro ni dear […]

4/14/2013 0 comment