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Death

It’s getting harder

by KrisS 10/15/2015

written by KrisS

Do you ever go to join a suicide website, just for it to tell you you already have an account?

The last time I was on here I wrote about wanting to run away. Start fresh and escape it all.

I also wrote about family having so much power over us. The power to destroy us even if they never realize.

I’ve been living with my sister for the past four months. And I haven’t felt this awful in a long time. Living alone in a dark apartment was better then living with her and having her make me hate myself so much. After months of being okay, […]

10/15/2015 2 comments

My final attempt.

by elvenzero 10/14/2015

written by elvenzero

Excuse the spelling mistakes but I am am currently crying and i will not check over this post.

I have psychosis and schitzophrenia. In my case, I hallucinate all the time and find it very hard to tell who is real and who isn’t. thats not the thing thats bugging me though, i can deal with harmless, imaginary people walking around. what i cant deal with is the episodes. my episodes consist of me black out, then waking up (i dont know how much longer later apparently it varies from 10minutes-2hours) covered in cuts, usually deep ones that need stitches. theyre usually on my neck and […]

10/14/2015 13 comments

Death..

by Lailaniibabe 10/14/2015

written by Lailaniibabe

Sometimes, death sounds more appealing than anything. I hate this feeling but its thee only thing I feel now. I just wish it would end but it never does.

10/14/2015 4 comments

world

by tearx_x 10/8/2015

written by tearx_x

World is crazy
Not always bothered about us
Humans animals
Today is a lonely day for me
Sitting in the gallows of shadow
This is the type of day I call for knife
My friend
Listening to sad song
That express my sorrow and loneliness
I make one cut second and than third
And i sit bleeding
Reflecting on my life
Trying to figure out the meaning
Life
Death
What’s the point of it
As the day ends
I give my life another chance

10/8/2015 0 comment

Protected: Life and Death…

by Tristeza 9/16/2015

written by Tristeza

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

9/16/2015 0 comment

so here’s my life story

by Annie 9/15/2015

written by Annie

3 years since i last posted
Hi, I’m Annie, resident fuck up of phoenix arizona. But then again, we do have someone shooting up a highway here (in my honest opinion, i think it’s a part of the gun control movement. Shoot people and make them scared of guns, gets more people to orgasm over gun control.)
I used to post on here all the damn time as a 12-14 year old, I made friends on here that i never kept. It was like our own little community of fucked depressed people.
I don’t know how I remembered this website, but I am glad I […]

9/15/2015 11 comments

A story with no starting

by MysteryA 9/14/2015

written by MysteryA

I guess i could either give it a fancy title or just get to the point. Depression. Anxiety. Abuse.

I have actually not came out about it (abuse) and please do not think i am doing this so you feel sorry for me or anything! Yes at the age of 5 i was abused a lot till the age of 11. It wasn’t just by one person though. Since then i’ve always been scared and try my best to reduce attracting attention. i always blamed myself.

Last year, December, i realised i had depression and was diagnosed of it. Went to several people but none helped. Just […]

9/14/2015 1 comment

Death

by Shattered Night 9/11/2015

written by Shattered Night

i feel very depressed today the only thing that im thinking about is death. i crave for the peace that you guys talk about yet at the same time i want to hve a future i dont know what to do anymore. peace or future which one.

9/11/2015 6 comments

Protected: I need to run away…

by Tristeza 9/11/2015

written by Tristeza

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

9/11/2015 17 comments

Relateable

by strewnbruises 9/8/2015

written by strewnbruises

My hair started falling out. I almost have a bald spot. I have anemia, vitamin deficiencies. I wish the supplements I take are real pills, that way I can just die without over thinking it. I hate my family so much;what an overrrated satement. I hear this so much, too much. They keep driving me to kill myself, day by day. I feel so alone, but I can’t/don’t want to reach out. I want suicide the easy way and I hate myself for that- man the fuck up.

They (the third party, your conscience, your therapist, your pamphlet, the suicide hotline)say that after suicide, the emotion […]

9/8/2015 2 comments

Rough Times

by operationmintyhippo 8/29/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

A lot of you probably don’t care, but I just need it in writing, or something to come back and read later to know it’s real.

My uncle died last night.

You’re probably thinking “Oh, it’s just her uncle. Not like it’s an immediate family member.” But my entire family is close. I’m talking my mom’s side is friends with my dad’s side and vice versa. And everything that could possibly be turned into a family event is. So whenever anyone dies, both sides come together and mourn and we all fall apart inside.

I digress.

8/29/2015 6 comments

Death this weekend

by lifeismeaningless 8/21/2015

written by lifeismeaningless

I am ready to go. My family hates me. I am all alone. I am taking Tylenol and drinking alcohol. I have my letter ready for my parents and society to read. This is all of society’s fault.

8/21/2015 6 comments

How I’m Going to Die

by operationmintyhippo 8/21/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

I’m not doing it now. But I always have a plan. When there’s no one left to give up on me but myself, I’m gong to do it.

8/21/2015 4 comments

what you believe/think happen after death?

by liam89 8/12/2015

written by liam89

I’m an Atheist but quiet sure death isn’t the end and I have some scientific argument to support my this belief.

8/12/2015 13 comments

Brutal Truth

by wndozh8er 8/11/2015

written by wndozh8er

Just as 1+1 will always = 2
Death will be the result of you
Suicide, natural causes, it all leads to black
No god after life, a cosmic kick in the nutsack

8/11/2015 6 comments

pain

by violet5 8/11/2015

written by violet5

I’m gonna level with you, all of you strangers. I don’t know you but, the suicide project is our connecting element.

I want to kill myself, if only I could shut off my brain long enough to do it. I feel most comfortable when seeing my own blood seep out of my skin after cutting, or the pale sting after branding my skin. -not normal, I know- but my dad died about a decade ago and I feel the loss of him most keenly. the marks show me how long.. maybe in a few shots I’ll forget my pain. the scars from my before mentioned pain […]

8/11/2015 1 comment

#SuckMyFuckDepression

by MaybeImAlreadyGone 8/10/2015

written by MaybeImAlreadyGone

Just a few things on my mind and I may seem harsh but reading some of these comments are making me ill. Your all encouraging each other to take your life’s? Giving each other options for easy ways out? I have been in the exact same situation as many of you&it does get better. We don’t need to encourage each other to take the easy way out. We need to be sharing some fucking hope! So if I come across as harsh, it’s because I generally care.

First of all, I don’t give a shit what anyone says; There is no reason why you should take […]

8/10/2015 16 comments

The Repeating Thought

by Lionspride123 8/9/2015

written by Lionspride123

Day and night I want to die. I think what do I have to offer ? My son would be better off without me my wife already left me and its not like my parents would really give a flying crap that there stepson died. I have spent three months looking for a job and 2 of those months I never got to see my son. everyday the words die die die, kill your self, there better off without you plays through my head like the Masters drums. it just keeps getting worse and no matter what meds the doctors give me its still there. […]

8/9/2015 1 comment

Fake

by clay 8/9/2015

written by clay

I get this feeling like everything around me is fake. And by fake I don’t mean, like, not real. I know some people have trouble with differentiating reality and unreality, but that’s not me(well, i don’t think). When I say fake, I mean insincere, without genuine feeling or life, mediocrity somehow passing as being better than it is.

Let me give some examples

It starts with like the food I eat, how little care went into its processing or to the animals that were slaughtered, the packaging, the assembly line factories

The clothes I wear, again, how weightless the feel on my body, processed without feeling and worn […]

8/9/2015 3 comments

Death

by Jensen 8/7/2015

written by Jensen

You can be a king or a street sweeper,
but everybody dances with the Grim Reaper.
~Robert Alton Harris

8/7/2015 6 comments

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