So, I just stumbled apon this sight and I am finding everyone’s posts extremely interesting and relatable. To tell you about myself I’m a 16 girl and I don’t know I suspose I am depressed even though I tell myself everyday I’m not. I would very much like for my life to be over. I belive I have a mild addiction with self-harm. I have often felt very isolated, but I managed to find a friend I could talk to I could trust. He actually has very similar problems to me and it was really nice to share with someone who feels just the same […]
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My name is Scott Teller, I am far from a professional, I don’t even know what I’m doing really. However, I am genuinely offering my time to talk to you, or just listen to anything that is on your mind. If you would like to talk to me personally instead of on this forum my email is iwilltalk2you@gmail.com. I hope to hear from you soon.
I was diagnosed with bipolar depression my sophomore year of high school but I’ve been depressed since elementary school. I hid it well for years before anyone knew.The first time I cut was in fifth grade. I did it once until middle school, that’s when it started becoming more common. It was my little secret. Eventually my parents found out, I was hospitalized and that’s when the cycle continued. I was an inpatient twice and I was an outpatient once. I have moods so at times I seem perfectly fine and then something triggers it and it all comes back to me. Everything that seemed […]
I haven’t cut myself in over a year.I think it has made my life worse. I have no way to let all of this pain out, so I lash out on the ones I love. Ones? Who am I trying to fool? I have no friends. The only people I talk to are co-workers, my parents, and my boyfriend. He’s the reason I am still here, but he is also the reason I haven’t cut. He says he’ll leave if I ever do that to myself. Sometimes I feel that if I did cut we wouldn’t have so many problems. I’d take everything out on […]
Daily I think about suicide, but I don’t act on it. It’s just that, combined with school, discovering my sexuality, my appearance and family problems, I don’t know what else to do. Every time I think about this, I think I’m being irrational, but I still can’t help the urge to do it. One thing that really led me to this was discovering I was sexually attracted to girls. Being a girl myself, I find this very hard to understand, due to the fact that I’ve had crushes on guys in the past.
When I think back on it now, sometimes I wonder whether this was […]
I have clinical depression. I’ve cut “Ugly”, “Never Perfect”, and “Daddy” into myself. I have scattered cuts on my thighs, arms, and stomach. I tried to kill myself about 9 months ago, I overdosed on Midol. All my dad did was yell at me, and it’s all he does now. He insults me and yells at me and I blame him for a good deal of my depression. My best friend is a wreck, she’s tried to kill herself twice. Once recently, and I could’ve prevented it. I want to die. Every time I shower I contemplate filling the tub and drowning myself. I smoke […]
Hey everyone, I want people to join my facebook group for people who feel “out of place, or unloved, or ignored totally.”
Hit me upand join my group if you like
the group is called Moving Forward
and my name is Nia Braithwaite
 I am the Nia with the tulips or yellow flowers
Hello, I’ve been gone a while.
but I’m back.
I’ve set a date. I’m going to go April 10th.
Yes, It’s a while away, but I still need to plan. Get everything together, have enough time to say goodbye and such.
I’m going to go by pills.
I’ve decided.
I’m tired of always being in pain, physically or emotionally, I’m very tired of it. And yes, I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried anti-depressants, I’ve tried to have someone to depend on, but nothing’s working. I believe this is my destiny.
And I’m going to fulfill my destiny.
I know this is permanent, I’m aware.
And I feel empty. I feel okay […]
I’m soo confused about so much atm and everything in my life seems to be getting worst or at a stand still.
I feel numb and then the next thing I know I’m crying.
How can I get my anger out and all my emotions, without self harming?
I don’t know what to do.
I really need some one to talk to, an impartial person.. Preferably some one mature. . On MSN? I’m really down I don’t want to state the reasons why on here..
Suicide maybe a painful deed,
travelling along a road of torture.
To heaven amongst the fields so gold-
or hell: a dream that depression leaves.
An expression of beauty- laid before the darkest dreams.
Beloved cease to amaze the lived
but open eyes and honest spirits- where the dead,
serene,belong in the hands of the gods.
Alas, a journey free begins,
where souls, liberated, are able to release emotions deep,
so cry my lass, at last the truth can be spoken,
amongst thy friends who sleep in peace.
And peace, a dream that is found so rare
becomes a symbol of everlasting sleep, a feeling that lies in the hands of the dead,
who once were hurt and at […]
Fact of the matter is I am worried about leaving unfinished business behind. Basic nutshell, single parent, raised three kids, no suport, no assistance, no family. Struggled, adapted, overcame.. Kids grown except one. Times are harder now than it seems before. Job after job closing, laying off, housing difficulties, making ends meet, vehicle constantly breaking down.. it just never ends. I’m at the point where I feel like a complete loser and should just give up my child so she would have a better life. And then.. I really have no reason for living. I have no family, I have no love life, nor […]
I cant take any fucking thing anymore. Everything in my life gets worse and worse. It all started when I dropped out of school when I was 15 (I’m 17 now) At the time I thought it was a good decision but now that I think about it, it wasn’t. 😐 I was getting bullied so bad to the point where I was too depressed to even go to school. I thought that dropping out would stop my depression, but it only made it worse. Now I feel like a fucking low life. I stay at home all day and barely ever leave the house […]
I’ve felt this way for a long time. It rings true in my mind, everytime I think it: I’m a real asshole.
I don’t have any friends. Well, besides my sister, I guess. (I feel lucky to have her.) The flat out truth is, I am just awful with people. I’m wildly insecure and have a huge inferiority complex, so I constantly say things to piss people off or hurt their feelings. I’ve tried stopping, but then loneliness takes over, and the realization that nobody likes me. So I lash out at people, resentful that they […]
Suicidal and Depressed:
How I Feel…
Over the years I have tried everything for help: psychotherapy, antidepressants, mental hospitals, religion, meditation, vitamins, exercise, subliminal tapes…
I am now hit with the worst depression of my life. I am hanging on to life by a thread. The suicidal thoughts are excruciating, lethal, overwhelming.
I know there is nothing anyone could say that will change how I feel inside. I am angry and tired of struggling to stay alive day after day. The pain of living is unbearable. I have made up my mind, in no uncertain terms, that if I can not find a real, life […]
If you’ve ever thought of suicide or even know someone who has, YOU MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO! Hope it encourages you 🙂
So lets jump right on in… Im a 20 year old drop out, been on probation for the past three years… Ive got two girlfriends right now which is completley out of charactor for me because im a gentleman for the most part, but anymore i dont care, i feel my relationships are going to end the same way they always do me being left for someone else cause im too nice or too caring, or just not a piece of shit! So why not try n mix things up and Im tired.
Everything seems like its about to just explode or implode or some […]
5 Years I’ve been depressed.
Alot of people say It’s not important who they are but I want to share who I am, My name is Salem, I’m 16 years old, I’m 6 ft 2.
So 5 years depressed now, my family is slowly falling apart my mother has a mental dissorder, my father married another woman while married to my mother and had another son and doesnt give a shit about me. tests are here I can’t study this language because I don’t understand what the hell it says. for about 3 months now every night I take a knife from the kitchen and […]
My life has always been difficult. By the time I could talk, I was being molested by three men at the time. Both grandfathers (one of which being a step-grandfather), and an uncle. Later on, when my other uncle, who was about ten years older than I, saw what his father was doing to me, he began to molest and rape me, too. So it became four men that were abusing me in that way. The problem with that is everyone in my family thinks it’s only three men. Well, few know that BOTH grandfathers raped and molested me. NONE know that my youngest uncle […]
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