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disgusting

by FreakOfNature 3/13/2015

written by FreakOfNature

I am ashamed to live in this generation. I am ashamed to like in the U.S. I am ashamed to live in this world.

It’s disgusting. Women or men murdering their childern for their own selfish needs. Teenagers getting pregnant just to give the child to their mother to take care of while they go out and party. Grown men attacking teenaged boys and girls because they don’t like the way they dress. Grown women with fucking kids acting like a goddamn child that doesn’t get their way. Or these outrageous standards that most women put for men, or vise-versa.

Teachers raping or molesting their students. Teachers and/or […]

3/13/2015 2 comments

I never asked for this

by DepartedJustice 12/20/2014

written by DepartedJustice

Why? Why me? Thats something ive been asking myself for a long time. Now i know im nothing special, theres probably millions of other depressed trans kids wanting to kill themselves. I just personally cant stand this. The waking up every morning and seeing that disgusting wrong body. I am nothing but a pathetic girl who wants to be a boy who cant even wear a feminine shirt without being physically uncomfortable, a fraud who portrays themselves as someone who is fine, who doesnt cry. But i cry almost every fucking night. Im crying right now. Crying over the disgusting body i can only change […]

12/20/2014 2 comments

Quick glace at my mind.

by DreamingOfDeath 12/15/2014

written by DreamingOfDeath

Please, pardon my language if it’s too much for you.

People see babies, and they often think. “awe, it’s adorable” (Or something of the sort.)

I see a baby, I think. “Wow, some guy put his penis, where pee comes out of, into a girls vagina, where pee comes out of, during sex, and he ejaculated inside of her, and a baby began forming, then after months of growing into a living being that baby then stretched open that females vagina 20 times bigger than it should ever be and came out covered in blood and amniotic fluids. That’s fucking disgusting.”

12/15/2014 21 comments

mirrors

by Moggie 11/26/2014

written by Moggie

I hate mirrors. No I just fuckin hate what’s looking at me when I look at one. Disgusting. Just fuckin disgusting

11/26/2014 7 comments

pleh

by Toruda 11/23/2014

written by Toruda

I’m disgusted with the idea that i might want your attention, but it’s your attention that helps and your help is disgusting because i’m disgusting for needing help. Help!

11/23/2014 3 comments

Everything && Anything

by Kailee3 8/27/2014

written by Kailee3

I’ve started counceling the other week, and the second session she asked me why i cannot keep eye contact with anyone.. I didn’t explain to her why .. once somebody told me it kills them to look into my eyes because all they see is pain.. She also began to tell me i have created a well put together mask and she cannot figure it out. I don’t believe i need to go to counceling, I have nothing to talk to her about. Am i suppose to sit there and tell her how constantly i plan out my suicide, how perfectly it is put […]

8/27/2014 3 comments

by 1298 8/26/2014

written by 1298

went to my first therapist session today. …

yeah i really can’t do this. i thought so seriously about killing myself afterwards. i mean, not more seriously than i have before. it’s just… i can never explain to anyone how this feels. i hate everything, and i try so fucking hard all the time to just get along
but i’m stupid, and i make mistakes, and everything is just so goddamn pointless and i never get any joy out of anything and i know people want me here now but i still don’t care, and i guess i hate myself for that, too, but what am […]

8/26/2014 5 comments

divorce court…..

by PeelASquid 8/18/2014

written by PeelASquid

So today I got called in for a hearing,,, met her lawyer for the first time. My lawyer was a crook, stole money and ran, left a mess for me, thus my day there today to straighten it out, or I would have been put in jail.

I walk in, find it is a “machine” of sorts, the room is full, strangely all women, I am the only guy there (except for the judge and bailiff).

Many before me, the judge basically ending all the other peoples marriages right before me.

Im not there yet, will fight my whore of a wife as long and hard as I […]

8/18/2014 8 comments

Flop Your Jowl’s Open And Stuff The Dirty Mendacity Down Your Throat

by Wednesday 6/21/2014

written by Wednesday

Open them pig jowl’s up for me so I can force feed you the dirtiest and the foulest of truth.
The sickness begins in dreams. They nail you into place and lie and say “You can be anything you want to” and I hate you and I hate myself for believing it.

Truth is, dreams don’t come true and the only time you get your name in the paper is when you die! Obituaries, Gossip Column’s and the Entertainment page is all the same and to see it you just half to read between the […]

6/21/2014 20 comments

whatever

by Remnant The Unbroken 5/28/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Today’s goal—-act normal, and maybe I’ll feel normal. Robot mode. Tell the doctor everything that’s really wrong, with the straightest face.

I had a dream last night I got sent back to the hospital. It was even more decrepit and bare then the real life one.

No wonder I can’t sleep. If it’s images of the disgusting things that’ve happenedÂ it’s images of guns and using them.

But, no, I have to act normal today. Distractions are futile, but I’ll be a robot.

5/28/2014 0 comment

Trying

by looloolady 5/26/2014

written by looloolady

I tried to overdose last nightâ€¦well kinda I tripled the dosage your supposed to take of ibuprofen to see if that would rid the pain i constantly feelâ€¦it did though and made me feel good.

I was also called a slut by my best friend and L got pissed at me for taking so much ibuprofen he kept telling me i would die if i took that much and i told him i didn’t care he told me i needed help and threatened to tell my mom. He never did though which is goodâ€¦i don’t enjoy my mom knowing the pain I’m going through. Also my […]

5/26/2014 0 comment

expectations

by jocie13 4/6/2014

written by jocie13

Expectations have destroyed me it’s hurts to be here anymore every one thinks I act this way for attention (and by every one I mean my parents) I’ve tried confessing to my parents but my Mom just yelled at me and told me it’s normal I should just get used to it but I don’t want to be used to this pain and unhappiness I’ve felt for ten years my dad took a whole different approach he threatened to take my doors off and get my admitted in an insane asylum I know it’s not normal the way I feel but I have no one […]

4/6/2014 0 comment

i don’t think it’s gonna get better

by benni 4/5/2014

written by benni

Im 25 and so lonely. I don’t have a job or many friends. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even been on a date. I sincerely think I’m super ugly. The last time someone told me I was pretty was on Myspace. So that was a long time ago. I’m chunky, have big feet, broad shoulders, and have dark skin where there shouldn’t be. I’ve tried lots of things to try to lighten it, but nothing had worked. I can’t wear low cut tops or short shorts. I don’t even feel like girl. I feel like this big disgusting monster. I honestly don’t think any […]

4/5/2014 2 comments

Sex and the suicidal

by KIRA 4/2/2014

written by KIRA

What do you think about sex?
Do you want it?
Do you satisfy your sexual desires?
Your sexual desires, are they bigger than your suicidal thoughts?

I personally think that sex is something really irrational and disgusting, at my age (17) I think I’ll never do it.Naturally, I have sexual desires but I refuse to satisfy them.I know I’m going against my nature.I have suicidal thoughts almost all the time, but eventually I suddenly start thinking about intercourse and for a moment I forget that my life is a crap…actually I think that life itself sucks.
I wish I were asexual.

4/2/2014 13 comments

Looking Up

by Greenz 3/11/2014

written by Greenz

Today is some sort of miracle for people around here, because it’s almost 70â„‰ (that’s something like 21 â…‘ â„ƒ) â€“ a radical change from the wintery, disgusting crap we’ve been getting over the past few months. The sun actually exists now, and people are throwing Frisbees around campus (I was dumbfounded, too) just for shits and giggles, I guess. I’ve read journals that say that winter is typically a shit time for depression, because there’s no sun or Vitamin D or much else interesting in that area.

So, here’s to a less depressing spring. And summer, and whatever else there is.

Oh, […]

3/11/2014 7 comments

ramblings of a teenager

by interstella_ 2/17/2014

written by interstella_

I try to keep my mind off of the suicidal demons trying to consume me. It’s a bit hard when nothing is going good.

I planÂ on moving out to Florida after high school. My friend has a condo in Orlando, I’d move anywhere to get out of this shithole city.

You know, no matter how shitty and depressed I feel, I always put others before me.Â I wish more people would do the same, some are incredibly selfish, it’s disgusting.

I find it hard to see myself in the future. I have […]

2/17/2014 4 comments

It is not okay

by 4everlost 1/27/2014

written by 4everlost

It is not okay to kill yourself. It is mean, it is selfish, it is disgusting. My bother was my best friend in the whole world. He was my go to guy for everything. He was strong, he was beautiful, and he was horribly selfish. He took his own life and left me here to try to live without him. It was too mean, too horrible, too awful for me to wrap my head around it. My mother can not stand to get out of bed, my dad had to cut his baby down when he found him hanging in the basement. My brother is […]

1/27/2014 15 comments

Monster

by TarotXIII 6/14/2012

written by TarotXIII

Why is it so hard to accept me the way I am…

I’m awkward,weird and have the strangest of haircut.I didn’t know that was so unforgivable.I’m just tired of putting on that fake personality,that fake smile.It’s almost a natural reflexe now.Every time I’m finaly able to be myself(wich is a RARE occurence),people just avoid me.It’s been like that since kindergarden.Am I that repulsing?

I’m tired of speacking to myself.

Tired of crying alone.

Tired of feeling like I was a shadow.

I feel so worthless,alone in this sea of people just passing by me unless I say what they want.I’ve never been able to find the place I can call […]

6/14/2012 1 comment

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