im invisible no ones talking to me on Facebook or email or if I phone them im allow whating to sneek out and get some thing to hide the gash that dried up 15 hours to early that ill tech me to do it the long this is all I deserve wayi feel rechid iv hert the person I love the most iv killd my hope an im back on the rode to no were so if any one has any suggestions on what to do now may it be jump off a bridge or go out and hide aney thing on what to do now if […]
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I’ve been feeling better these last few days. Don’t really know why. Part of it is that I have been communicating with people a little more, though only through email, and I’ve felt a little less isolated. It’s strange though, even when my mood improves a bit THAT can turn into a source of anxiety as well. I wonder when it will get bad again, wonder if I just haven’t climbed to a slightly higher perch to drop from next time. I start to dwell on this and it’s like a weight growing on my back and I can feel my limbs getting tired. If […]
In early 2009 I started dealing with severe recurrent depression, even though I was undiagnosed at the time. Â I’m sure many of you know what that feels like. Â I felt like my life had no point, none of my classes were interesting, I didn’t want to hang out with my friends, and I just hated everything and everyone, especially myself. Â All of these emotions just kept building up until I couldn’t deal with it anymore. Â In September of that year I tried to overdose on sleeping pills. Â I calculated what the lethal dose for someone my size would be, and took that plus a few […]
I can’t  cry. I can’t read. I can’t write. I can only think. What am I? A mute? A social deficit defiling the medium? I don’t want to talk about it, because then it doesn’t mean as much. I can only keep myself moving.. barely. Going through the motions. Why must the motions take so much away from everyone around me? Why must I have problems with eatting? Why can’t I be beautiful and healthy? Why is there no normal to be attained? I even put on our song to evoke the rolling storm, but the tears never came. They did the exact opposite actually. […]
my email is open for anyone, any age, gender, sexuality, raice, ANYBODY and awlays will be : selseyc@gmail.com
Well.. Hello fellow people on here. I guess we’re all here for the same reason. Because we’re alone. Clearly none of us have anywhere to run to in real life. So we search for it on the Internet. Where anyone can be who they want. Where we can all hide behind a mask and not be ashamed of who we are..
Well, anyway. In ash. Well that’s what I go by anyway.
The point of this post is to help anyone in need. I promise I am good help and will listen. I actually plan on majoring in psychology when I go to college in […]
Today…
My dad complained about someone at his office saying they always wanted to do something because he didn’t want to hear it and wishes they just did. I guess that means if he even payed attention enough to know how much I wanted to kill myself, he would want me to die. Nice to know.
I cut myself for the first time in a while (before the party). I really thought I had quit, but now I give up. I’ll just cut to deal with my shame from cutting.
I’m pissed at everyone (outside of people I’ve talked to or met on here) except for one friend.
I […]
My Email: CassandraPadula8@Gmail.com. You Can Email Me About Anything! I’m Here For All Of You. Yes, I May Be Depressed And I Can’t Tell You I Know How You Feel Or Everything’s Going To Be Okay, Because I’m Not Even Sure Its Gonna Be Okay. My Life Sucks And I Can At Least Be A Friend To You Guys<3 So Message Me Whenever You Want. I Gotchu. Xx
If Anyone Needs To Talk, I’m Here! Twitter: BrunoToTheMars. Or My Email: CassandraPadula97@Hotmail.com You Can Talk To Me On Either One Of Them Whenever You Want! You Guys Are Like My Own Family To Me. (I’m 15)
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They give good advise and are always there to listen
I dislike clogging up this site with threads like this, but I didn’t really have any other way to contact you. I was wondering if you’d email me briefly? I have a couple questions I’d like to ask you. No significant emotional or time commitment is necessary, I just wanted to clarify something you said. I would really appreciate it.
if you need somone to talk to, or someone to vent to, i might be able to help, so email me @ thursday_mourning@aol.com im her for anyone and everyone 🙂 be sure to put “suicide project” in the subject box & ill respond ASAP.
So, ive been trying to make an ‘awareness video’ about recovery and relapse and how HARD it is. I feel as though many people forget about you once you say that you’re in recovery and they forget that even though you dont go and talk to someone once however often that you still do struggle. I just wanted to basically put out there that there needs to be more support and awareness for people in recovery and those who relapse. So anyhow point is I’d like other people to put their imput in and possibly talk about their story (on or off camera because it […]
i lost your email ….. can you email me back?
Well, I’m not really sure how to do this.. But, here goes.
October 7th, 2010, exactly a week after my 14th birthday, I attempted to commit suicide. I shot myself in the head with a 22 Rugger handgun. I felt as if nobody cared, like something was wrong with me because I just could’t be happy no matter what I did. I didn’t want to feel this way but, I couldn’t control it. I felt like a burden on my family, I felt as if it’d be easier on them if I just disappeared. That day at school, all I could think about was, “What […]
does anyone know of a psychologist available through email or skype or something on the internet who can help me FOR FREE?
i don’t have money, i’m trapped in another country, i have absolutely no one
you do not understand
or do you?
i have no family
i can’t see my family
i have no close friends
i do not have anyone
and all therapy here is not covered by insurance and difficult to get and too expensive
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help
i need help i still need help
nobody is going to help me, will they?
i’m surrounded by blank […]
I can’t stand this. No one talks to me except to say “sorry†after they push me. People surround me in their own world—they don’t even see the girl next to them on a suicide website. All they see is a block sitting in the spot they want to stand in. I really hate these people. Always being a last-resort. Listening to them whine about nothing. On top of that I got an email from my dad this morning proclaiming that my life is at an all time low and that I should call him. I really hate everything right now. I feel so bad […]
I emailed a few people who posted on my ******** post a while back, and when I looked them up, have never returned to SP.
One guy emailed back, asking, “Who is this?”
But I had to smile at this email, which I just got a response to.
I doubt he has any idea who I am.
Subject: (no subject)
Hello, are you still here?
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Hey I am still here
Sent from my iPhone
On Nov 5, 2012, at 4:12 PM
Hi it’s me again.If you ever need help or a listening ear,just email me.My email is shanecia.anthony@gmail.com.I ‘ll check my email every day so please just email me if you need help.
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