Tag:

Feeling

Feeling a little down

by brokengirll 4/10/2015

written by brokengirll

“Sometimes I feel like people dont understand me.

But maybe its me who doesn’t understand myself

I struggle day by day,looking for a reason to keep living

By the end of every night, I never find anything

Worthy of a life in this world

So,why am I still alive and havent killed myself yet

The answer is I dont know

My mom, I am sure would be fine if I took my life

She still has my brother, who unlike me is perfect

He isnt a broken down car, waiting for the smallest of things to break down

My brother is smart,good-looking,successful and is very worthy of life

And I have no friends or talents to […]

4/10/2015 2 comments

i tried to live

by Lesswill 3/28/2015

written by Lesswill

I just can’t explain how f**** up I feel right now. I actually recovered from this thoughts, went out, fell in love and got treated like crap. I ll never forget my shitty life. I cannot find taste in any food and my website is left unupdated. Feeling sick already with a serious headache. I just don’t know why I fell in love again, I just don’t know why I left the suicide project. I never even felt this bad wen I WS in here. Rocketmanpls do say something. I ve know you for a long time as a shoulder, pls do let me lean […]

3/28/2015 4 comments

Can I just get pass this?

by alina_01 2/25/2015

written by alina_01

Can I stop hurting? Feeling like a shitty human being? Because I don’t live life in the most absolutely best way possible. I don’t want to believe in GOD because I don’t want to feel like shit about myself every single day. Because I sin and I don’t want to change that, and I don’t want to hate myself for not wanting to change it. But either way it goes the truth is I don’t accept myself and I put myself down because the things I do and enjoy are sins. Cursing, drinking, smoking, disliking people, pre marital sex, all these trivial things. Why can’t […]

2/25/2015 2 comments

Screaming.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 1/21/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Feeling so alone right now. Been a deeper funk than usual the past couple of days and can’t get out of it. I want to be alone but I’m also lonely. I’m just drowning in my thoughts. I can’t shut my brain off. All i want to do is cut.

1/21/2015 4 comments

Feeling alone.. I don’t know how much longer I will be here

by falling_soup 1/21/2015

written by falling_soup

let me first say hello to those who know me and know that I am well..

I know that I haven’t posted here in a while but I feel it is in need for me to post.. I am here because well I have not found that reason yet and well I do not plan on it. My story is complex and no one seems to understand that it will never get better for me. I know that it had been a long road for me and I have been fighting for so long to keep on going and well I think that my fight is […]

1/21/2015 4 comments

I want my mind just to stop.

by littlewing 12/29/2014

written by littlewing

Hello everyone.

For about six years now, I have dealt with severe depression. I have done some self harming, but I stopped after a few months of doing so. I feel as if I do not belong on this Earth. I feel way too different from everyone else to be happy. This place… these people- I have no faith in this planet doing well at all. Why should I be here?

I cry often for no reason; I feel as if sometimes I am losing my mind. The mental anguish I feel is indescribable. I am currently in college and will be graduating next year. My GPA […]

12/29/2014 9 comments

Feeling discouraged

by wov 12/25/2014

written by wov

I have been contemplating suicide a lot lately. I have so many things to be grateful for and yet I still find myself to be a slave to my emotions. I used to be able to shrug things off but I have developed a really bad temper and my anger is causing me to lose those who are important to me. I have always toyed with the idea but I never had to courage to do it. Last night I put a knife beside me and couldn’t bring myself to do anything. I just started texting all of my friends for help. I woke up […]

12/25/2014 3 comments

I’ve Cried for the Last Time.

by ArielCamille 11/22/2014

written by ArielCamille

I tell myself everyday when i wake up that things will get better. I was told that this is therapeutic… can they be anymore wrong? I cry everyday until my face becomes numb. Constantly being told that i should suck it up and also telling myself that i don’t need any professional help. They say everything works out on it’s own terms , but it feels as if my life is slowly spiraling downwards. This is Hell in my opinion. Feeling as if there is nothing i can do to change it. I’m stuck in the same sorry cycle. I told myself that […]

11/22/2014 6 comments

Feeling some type of way

by somanylanes 10/28/2014

written by somanylanes

I’m just honestly sad about school and everything. It honestly sucks that everyone judges you on everything so I basically have no friends. I just want to talk to someone about what I honestly feel because I can never talk to someone about it at school because it spreads. I don’t think I can smile everyday pretending everything is alright

10/28/2014 2 comments

Teenage Depression: Fact or Fiction?

by LostandLonelySoul 10/28/2014

written by LostandLonelySoul

Pre-thought: Though this isn’t my typical depressive rant-type style of writing, it’s still majorly important. I would like feedback on what you guys think.. Anyway..

Today, as I was scrolling through my news feed on Facebook, flipping through pictures, I came across an interesting topic.. Can kids/teenagers have depression? Umm.. DUHH. Yeah, they can. I would know, seeing as I have depression. I’ve had it for most of my life. However, there was this guy on there that disagreed with this STRONGLY. So strongly, in fact, that he went as far as to generalize all types of depression into one category (and certainly a category excluding […]

10/28/2014 4 comments

What Hurts the Most

by LostandLonelySoul 10/11/2014

written by LostandLonelySoul

Some people say that the reason I suffer from depression is because I suffer from an inability to see myself for who I really am. In some ways, I think they’re right; I do have a tendency to not see myself clearly. Although, to be honest with you, in some ways they are absolutely wrong. I started out life with a bright hope. Unfortunately though, early on in my life, I was hurt very badly by parents who made a willing and conscious choice to love themselves more than they loved me. This has permanently scarred me. I have walked through the last 17-odd years of […]

10/11/2014 4 comments

Feeling worthless

by Shouldknow 9/27/2014

written by Shouldknow

I imagine my story is a lot like everyone else’s. Crud family & upbringing, string of abusive men, over achieving intellectual, unemployed, getting older, desperate to be normal & fit in. All I’ve ever got right is my two boys. My life shouldn’t cause suicidal thoughts, but last night I tried again. Obviously didn’t work. Ex saved me. I just see no point to my existence…at all.

9/27/2014 4 comments

“On the Sea….”

by PeelASquid 8/21/2014

written by PeelASquid

Moon on the sea,

Please dance with me.

Just started to rise,

Seeing the prize.

Moon big white ball,

I follow your call.

Waves in the night,

Spirit take flight.

Stars up above,

Feeling your love.

Spirit at peace,

Pain will release.

8/21/2014 0 comment

Feeling sad

by candygrl 8/18/2014

written by candygrl

Im feeling very sad! Extremely lonely, hopelessness is like a black hole Ive fallen into. Some days are ok, some days I just want to sleep all day! Weekends seem to be the hardest to bare because I live alone and have no one to hangout with! My boyfriend has been pulling away from me for the past month, we haven’t spoken in days! He’s angry with me because I didn’t answer my phone for a whole entire day! Really, I called him 15 times in 3 days with no answer and he is furious with me for ignoring him for a day! I had […]

8/18/2014 14 comments

Still…

by coconut-scent 8/16/2014

written by coconut-scent

I wont say names and I wont say ages, it’s difficult enough to even type this sort of stuff.

Within a span of 4 months my life changed dramatically. My father passed away and I was assaulted by peers older than me.
I wasn’t sure how to communicate what happened. My father dying, people I thought I was safe around. How can you tell your family or your friends about any of that and have them understand how you’re feeling?

Sure they could have been through something similar or close to your experience, but every experience is different. You don’t get assaulted by the same person/people. You […]

8/16/2014 5 comments

Feeling like everything’s getting worse

by goingnumb 8/13/2014

written by goingnumb

Everything was kind of okay now it’s turning all to shit I relapsed again and I just can’t breath.

8/13/2014 0 comment

Feeling the………

by PeelASquid 8/7/2014

written by PeelASquid

Look into my eyes,

What do you see?

Look into them hard,

Look at the real me.

Empty and dark,

Spirit is dead.

Feeling the numbness,

Inside my head.

Heart cold as steel,

Heart cold as ice,

Giving my love,

It paid the price.

The heart it beats on,

Keeps the body alive,

Demons inside me,

It’s where they thrive.

The struggle goes on,

Goes on each day.

The fight comes to an end.

In the coffin I lay.

8/7/2014 6 comments

Thank you

by osmith 7/31/2014

written by osmith

Today marks the first day i wrote my first entry on this website. I read through all my entrys and cried at who the person i was a year ago. i still feel horrible, but im slowly learning how to deal with these emotions, and beginning to become a happier and grateful person. most definitly i wake up some day wishing i wasnt alive but at the end of the day i some how find some sunshine in the grey days.

The thing what really made my cry while reading over my entries, was the comments from such amazing people that i have no connection […]

7/31/2014 0 comment

Let’s try this out.

by greyacrylic 7/6/2014

written by greyacrylic

Um, hello.

I’m not quite sure if anyone is going to read this, or how this works in general, but I am just going to say what I feel like saying.

Usually, what was happening to me in the past couple of years, was that I would become moderately anxious and depressed when the end of the school year came around. I would go to my psychotherapist, and by the end of summer, I would feel just fine. This process repeated for about 2 years.

But this year, I feel like it’s not like the “process” at all.

I started feeling worthless and depressed towards the beginning of the year, and then […]

Continue Reading

7/6/2014 2 comments

0 Email

Feeling like giving up on life

by kleptomind 7/4/2014

written by kleptomind

Well i dont know life has just been so off putting for me since a child i was treated like trash and forgotten by “friends” mostly or atleast id like to think because i was fat so i got in shape about 3-4 years ago but my life still felt pointless i couldnt seem to be happy after suffering so long i still felt alone i still felt hated and i hated myself for being to much of a coward to actually just get over with it and off with myself. And now my current situation begins this year i met a girl that well […]

Continue Reading

7/4/2014 0 comment

0 Email

Newer Posts

Older Posts