Feeling so alone right now. Been a deeper funk than usual the past couple of days and can’t get out of it. I want to be alone but I’m also lonely. I’m just drowning in my thoughts. I can’t shut my brain off. All i want to do is cut.
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Don’t cut. Please.
i’m a cutter, and a burner….my right arm is a blatant roadmap of all the major traumas in my life….
i’ve slowed down alot, but still do from time to time…. there’s so many it’s almost impossible to miss, i’ve been passed over for jobs bc of them, n it can also be real akward at boyscout and pta meetings (think of this next time you feel the urge) i tell myself, (and those with the balls to ask) that we all have scars, you can just see mine…….people will tell you to put a rubberband on your wrist and snapping yourself with it when you feel the need…..this advice did me no service whatsoever…..but i urge you to try it, it’s worth a shot…..what works for me is i tweeze my leg hairs out one at a time…it hurts more than you would think and there’s lots of them…..& another plus; no scars…..
n if you ever wanna talk, hit me up; i must warn you i’m a shitty conversationalist, but you can find me @ FB under this pseudonym
p.s. maybe the no scars thing could sorta count as a silver lining???
I always cut the same place, sometimes i want to feel the pain, but i mostly just want to see the blood (as creepy as that sounds). My watch covers it so know has ever noticed it, i’ve been doing it for 6 years now.
I just can’t seem to find the silver lining in life anymore, everything is just so dark.