Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it’s not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Fly
the greatest thief of all is time.
sometimes i feel really lost. now that’s all i feel. i just don’t think i belong here. i don’t think i was given a purpose in this world. i’m just another carefree wind, coming and going as i please. if anyone can tell me what i’m supposed to do… please. being the only one who’s just kind of.. there. nobody ever really notices you. the wall flower. every now and then i think i’ll find something, someone… but there’s nothing left for me. i know now that it’s time to give up. i just don’t have it. but really, i gave up […]
I withdrew all my money from the Bank.
I have spent the last few days giving it away.
Trying to achieve the mindset that the time has come.
I tell myself be brave you will be missed by none. The banality of my existence tells me I am making the only decision I can.
That life can be so painful. I wish for a life I was never given. So I say I no longer want this one. I have had enough. Some of the stories I have read here
resonate so loudly.
How is it some can fly so high, whilst others suffer and […]
🙂 you see that? Thats my face. All day. Every day. I put it on in the morning and it only varies a little. I hold everything in. Keep it away from my friends. They dont need to be worried. Because as time comes to show, once people know what face truly lies behind the lies they freak out and send you out to the hospital for a month again. So fuck it. I’ll just push it all back, then let it all out through my wrist at night. So far it’s worked alright. I’m doing just fine. Or so I say. I can even […]
So it’s actually a beautiful day today. The sun is shining and its actually warm outside. Everyone always seem to enjoy the sunshine. People are happier and less annoyed and it only makes me more irritated. It only reminds me more of how miserable I feel.
I cant even fucking smoke my weed because every one of my neighbours are outside. And if I just go outside and leave the house for a few minutes my mom will ask me what I was doing. Where do you go for 5 minutes but you need to leave the house? Also since I couldnt smoke all day […]
Not at all sure if this makes sense to anyone but me:
I feel completely trapped in this world at times, and I don’t mean that purely metaphorically.
What I mean is that I feel stifled by earth itself, and the way it’s unescapable.
I want to jump of the earth and into the universe, if that makes any sense.
Our world just feels too small and restricted.
No matter how far in the world I travel, it will never be far enough.
Because I’ll still be on earth.
I want to be in the galaxy, amongst the stars.
By that I mean literally.
I don’t mean that I want to die in order […]
Anger rising, rushing through my veins
Thoughts racing, running through my brain.
I can’t take this, all this hate.
I don’t want failure to be my fate.
I am unable to give a f*ck anymore,
So please go walk out that f*cking door!
He and she is no longer we
And I don’t want it to be!
Just let me go, say goodbye.
Let me go and watch me fly.
Hopefully I’ll soar up to God,
Or maybe just get beaten by a metal rod.
F*ck this life, I give up.
No more strife, put my ashes in a cup.
Spread them in a forest in the fall
Or maybe dress me […]
Tears from heaven,
fall from the sky,
they touch my arm and make me cry,
i look up and see the sorrow from above,
where everybody has forgotton love,
i see the pain reflected in your eyes,
youre the one who cries,
your the one who falls to your knees,
begging someone to take away your pain please,
your the one who has lost someone you love,
how you wish to join them up above,
where the stars shine brightly,
the doves gleam white,
the sngels spread their wings and take off in flight,
they fly down from above to send you a kiss of forgotten love,
open your heart remember once more,
the heavens stop crying when you open that […]
Fly with me by Flyleaf is stuck in my head. It’s a good song, with a lovely voice.
I sit here, reading stories and texting my beautiful cousin. She has begun to flirt with me, while everyone told me I should be asking for sex with my cousin as an ill-attempt for her to feel closer to me. I revealed my sexual fantasies and what-not to her, and she has begun to like me back. I feel high, for some odd reason. The term perma-fried is going through my mind meaning I’m always high, maybe it’s finally finding happiness.Â
I just hope that happiness lasts. I love her so much, I wish I could ask her to be my girlfriend. I would take her […]
you can find light even in the drakest time ,if and only if u remember to switch on the light………….i am not a intelligent i am average student,do u know in this world people recognize u if nd only if u r intelligent or rich………….but i am sure i am good person,,,,,,, 2morrow i have exam.yes final exam.as i said i am not intelligent but i am willing for 100 out of 100 ,,yes ill do,may be i lost my hope in me from last few days now i have to do something that i can believe my self once again……….thats why i choose to […]
its may become memoriable day for me…………my birth was on 13th may 1995 ,4.45 am…………do u know till now i lived 6161 days…………i wanna make my life different from others…yes ill do…………i have exam on 27…ill try hard from now ………..coz it can take me to that world ,4 wat i am willing…………there r so many people who will tell you u cant i want 2 say them just WATCH ME ……………:)…………….now i am going to take a long bath then ill start my journey towards my success ………..”i want to fly,
up there in the sky
nd my dreams are my wings..”‘…..all my […]
“Breathe, breathe in the air.
Don’t be afraid to care.
Leave, don’t leave me.
Look around, choose your own ground.
Long you’ll live and high you fly.
Smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry.
All you touch and all you see,
Is all your life will ever be?”
I’m sitting here in English class,
My mind is far away,
I’m drifting more and more,
My skies keep growing grey.
The times are quite exhausting,
My mask is slipping off,
I don’t know how long I’ll manage,
To continue all the faking.
My life is split in two,
I’m pretend and I am real,
I’m hiding from the world,
But on my own the real shines through.
My thoughts don’t make sence,
Just like my presence,
I wish my ties were severed,
So I can fly free.
Flying free is what I long for,
I could leave it all behind,
I would float amongst the clouds,
finally released […]
i cheated on my boyfriend. and i’ve regretted it ever since. it’s all i think about. and it’s eating me alive.
he likes to bring it up all the time. and it makes me want to die.
the stress is building up inside. and i just want to escape.
i want to fly away. the reaper in the night.
fade. into the blackness.
u can imagine your self, fly out the window…hit the ground beow, pain…and no more…
i want to quit my life…
coldness…no one can save me….