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Fools

????Am I better of Dead…????? -The Script

by Bleedinglove 8/3/2014

written by Bleedinglove

My demons creep back into my room and rip me to shreds…. Leave me with tears, scars, and blood dripping from my legs…. Who cares though right? I mean that’s how I live life everyday… With the people around me.. Who say they’ll stay?

I mean they said it’d be okay.. But honestly this “okay” feeling has yet to come.. So here I am once again putting on the same mask to hide my true expression.

Though I may smile it doesn’t mean I feel how I look… Looks can be deceiving.. And one might say that I’m a master of deception. I scream for […]

8/3/2014 4 comments

I’m back on here only because I need a place to write without people I know reading everything.

by sono_libero 7/8/2013

written by sono_libero

To the kid I know who tallies and flaunts his half-hearted suicide attempts as if they are trophies,
You disgust me. A suicide attempt is only called that because it is an attempt to commit suicide, not something to write about on popular social media sites in an attempt to gain respect or something. You haven’t even been to the hospital. Two cuts across your arm is not a suicide attempt. Eating salt and calling it “iodine” is not a suicide attempt. Jumping off your bunk bed will get you nowhere. Stop taking suicide so lightly. It makes those who are serious about it look […]

7/8/2013 0 comment

My first try, and most likely fail, at poetry.

by Greed. 1/15/2013

written by Greed.

All of these fools around me,

who think the world is just dandy,

don’t know the hell,

people like us go through.

We are the ones,

who are constantly judged,

by the ones who think themselves perfect,

but are really just the same as us.

The only difference between us and them,

is that we are brave enough to show it,

while they sit their and throw a fit.

Quote: Who is the bigger fool? The child afraid of the dark, or the man afraid of the light?

By: Greed

1/15/2013 1 comment

I’m born in a wrong planet :E

by blablabla3 12/15/2012

written by blablabla3

I don’t know whats important in my life, what i want , what i’m looking for :EÂ I have cool job with a very good salary and future opportunities, so i need to improve my skills and knowledge more and more but.. : /Â sometimes i’m Ok and I don’t care about such kind of a things, but often I have long depressions and wishes to die..Â I don’t know what’s missing in my life, why am i so different, I don’t even get on with someone they all are at most liers, fools or trying to be fool or something :/ and that makes me to hate […]

12/15/2012 3 comments

If I did then I couldn’t bring them back

by APathNoOneCanFollow 5/29/2012

written by APathNoOneCanFollow

What a watchful eye. Not a moment is there just for myself.
Those who I confide in my outer most opinion know nothing of my inner pain or what I really think. Those who I have believe I can share this with are no longer the high points of my life. I’m too personal, well I would if anyone took the interest. No one wants the opinion of a 16 year old with all the gadgets and a loving girlfriend. He has the life, what’s to complain about. IM ALONE! I’m fucking alone damnit! What do you care? You don’t! Bu still I will listen […]

5/29/2012 1 comment

expectations

by Julesplus3 5/24/2012

written by Julesplus3

Life is bitter life is cruel

Happiness you can’t rule

Full of broken hearts and broken dreams

Even kindness is not what it seems

Don’t expect to much cause expectations is for fools

Acceptance and strength is your biggest tool.

5/24/2012 1 comment

I kill myself a little..

by MyTooSense 4/29/2012

written by MyTooSense

When I am somehow surprised that I am living with a control freak narcissistic person and that I will be hurt repeatedly until I find a better life

When I ignore for too long what matters to me, what feels good even if I can’t feel it at the moment

When I don’t make a plan, a strategy to try consistently to get someplace better than I am now

Forget there is more compassion in the world than I experience at home or have ever at home …OK so there is less also but mostly there is more because the human race would not have survived this friggen […]

4/29/2012 2 comments

Suicide Attempt

by Wei Se 3/22/2012

written by Wei Se

I posted on monday, saying that i will overdose on medication and i actually did that. I did a suicide attempt on tuesday. Well, i actually knew i was going to survive because i knew the pills weren’t enough to make my heart stop beating. I took 19 pills of efexor with cough syrup. I went to school and they’ve called an ambulance there. It was to late to empty my stomach. When i was in the hospital they’ve let me drink something that looks like black waterpaint with sand. It didn’t tasted but the feeling was awful and they’ve took soom blood.Â They wanted to […]

3/22/2012 6 comments

till I try again

by truthbetold 3/13/2012

written by truthbetold

I’m 95% certain I’m gonna leave this world by my own hands

already tried to leave around last christmas .. I ingested some highly toxic substance (used to unblock sinks) hoping it’d damage my stomach .. all I did was throw up (2-3 times) and I lost the ability to taste for a week

this time, I’m going to hang myself

but for some reason, I keep postponing this even though I have no attachment to this world nor am afraid of what awaits me on the other side

(I believe death is “just” a transition between the physical world & other planes of reality)

I feel like if my […]

3/13/2012 2 comments

This Is Motown, Fools

by chronometrico 2/19/2012

written by chronometrico

I’m a fucking superheated blight on the face of the Earth.

You don’t know me, you don’t know my name. I could die, and it’d be a death of very little consequence.

I’ve left no footprint in the sand. None. What evidence is there that I’ve existed at all? That I’ve felt things? That I’ve cried.

So I suppose I’ll just crawl into the hereafter, alone again. But not before I get super drunk.

To those I’ve loved; keep loving. To everyone else, fuck you.

2/19/2012 1 comment

11:11 (Read If Stuck and/or Depressed)

by St.Patrick 1/18/2012

written by St.Patrick

I often see it. They say it’s supposed to be magical, make a wish. I keep wishing, yet nothing changes. I gave up hope long ago, not to mention I despise that word. A word tossed around by fools to reassure themselves everything will be okay. Nothing ever changes. I’m not too fond of people, I actually hate people really. It’s a cruel world with cruel intentions. There is more bad than good, but, then again, who’s to say what’s right and what’s wrong? Society is the biggest pile of shit to ever exist. I don’t know what’s worse, the government or society itself. You […]

1/18/2012 3 comments

Seriously considering this

by dyingj 7/6/2009

written by dyingj

When I registerd here I was seriously considering ending my life…I felt that I just could not go on anymore…my heart was broken, as well as my spirit.Â I had just finished crying my eyes out, and cursing God, why when he had the chance did he not take me…I had replayed are the hurtful things my husband has said to me over and over in my head…I also had just watch another amature video of him and his girlfriend post on the net…I watched and listened to all the things he said to her…and thats not the only one of them that he has […]

7/6/2009 2 comments