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The Unbreakable Bonds of true friendship

by Unique 3/27/2012

written by Unique

Today i live in a nice two storyÂ apartment, its safe and secure, its not on the ground floor, its quite. (I love the quite) I have aÂ full timeÂ job, good friends and i can say that i am honestly happy again. But my life was not always this way.

A few years ago i was living on the streets, i had no money, no was looking for me because they knew where i was, i was depressed and high and i had given up on life, and my then family and friends had all given up on me. (Its not their fault, i was being a totally […]

3/27/2012 2 comments

Will things really get better?

by tryintostartanewlife 3/22/2012

written by tryintostartanewlife

I will be 15 in 3 weeks. My depression started when i was 13. I began to start cutting myself. Now i have scars left on my arms as a memory. The last time i cut was in December. I would cut whenever something would really upset me. Then when i was 13 my mom implied that i was fat so i developed an eating disorder and i lost 30 pounds from that so far. I have not recovered from either. I have a tendency of relapsing. When all of this began someone came into my life and he tried to help me. He was […]

3/22/2012 9 comments

Dont judge me on what im about to tell you :(

by love_19 3/12/2012

written by love_19

Hello,

I found this site really randomly but here is my story ….

So ive just turned 20, im no longer a teenager anymore 🙁 when i was 18 my mum had problems with money, was always upset because of it i didnt really no what to do, so i turned to prostitution i only done it to help my mum with money troubles, i done it for a little while!

I met this girl while doing it she done it as well she seemed really nice we became really good friends, i was friends with her for over a year, everytime i wanted to stop escorting (nice […]

3/12/2012 9 comments

AM I ALONE?

by aks muhimine 3/10/2012

written by aks muhimine

HI FRIENDS…..AT THE FIRST ONLY I SAY I AM REALLY NOT YET ALL GOOD IN eNGLISH………..NO ONE SPEAKING WITH ME I DONT KNOW Y????????????????????????????????/ BUT I HAVE 2 GOOD FRIENDS IN MY LIFE………………..I KNOW DEEPEST SECRATES ABT THEM THEY SHARED ALOT OF THIER SECRATES WIT ME…ND ONE MORE THING I HAD A GOOOD FB FRIEND ,HE ALWAYS CHATTING WITH ME, BUT NOW A DAYS EVEN HE IS NOT COME ONLINE.,REALLY I FEEL VERY BAD, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A CRY,,,,,,,,,,,,,REALLY I AM NOT SO BAD COZ OF THAT PEOPLE CANT SPEAKE WIT ME.:(((((((((((((((((………………

3/10/2012 8 comments

Gets worse and worse….

by shockwave 3/8/2012

written by shockwave

Hi
This is my 3rd time posting on this website, i guess it’s because i have no one else. I am getting more and more depressed every day and don’t no what to do.I was thinking of taking an overdose when i looked up consequences of an overdose and it said brain damage and that put me off that idea.
I have being depressed for nearly two years now and i guess things are getting worse and worse lately. i think it was my friends that kept me on the right path, but now i’m no longer friends with them. i suppose i have […]

3/8/2012 0 comment

Scared…

by pleasehelp 2/26/2012

written by pleasehelp

I may seem like I have a lot, but I don’t. hear me out…

There’s these two guys(we’ll call them Thing 1 and thing 2). Thing 1 and I met about a year and a half ago. When we met, I was dating this guy. We broke up, and I eventually fell for Thing 1. We almost went out, and over the course of the next year were really close and almost going out. We still are. But, this winter, Thing 2 came a long and moved in to our school. While I still liked Thing 1, I also REALLY liked Thing 2. Me and thing […]

2/26/2012 2 comments

who am i?

by windbreak 2/24/2012

written by windbreak

So this is my first post.. sorry if it’s not very clear or easy to understand. I’m just lost.

So i never thought i would be this way. I had a great childhood, and at 20 i still feel like a kid sometimes. Like a kid that was just testing out the water and all the sudden was pushed in. Except in this imaginary world, i don’t know how to swim. So here i am struggling to stay above water. Now i’m not sure if it’s worth the effort anymore.

To put it simply, i feel so empty inside. I’m sure part of the reason is because […]

2/24/2012 5 comments

Just need somewhere anonymous to vent I guess

by Dashed 2/16/2012

written by Dashed

Hi.

I’m 23, I’ve been suicidal since I was 11. I don’t really know how it feels not to be depressed, I guess. Being this way has been its own vicious cycle. When I’m sad, I drive away the people I love. When I drive away the people I love, I feel worse. Then there is the other stuff, you know, letting people down just by being disappointing. Letting myself down too. I hate myself. I like to think that if suddenly some person came along and loved me unconditionally, it’d change things, but I know that isn’t true. I know what I am supposed to […]

2/16/2012 10 comments

My Life.~

by okayzbro 2/9/2012

written by okayzbro

This is my story..
In the past few years I started getting a really bad temper. I would hit my mom, throw things, break things, scream and yell. Well this past August it got really bad..the cops came to my house. I was taken to the hospital, I was put into a partial program..I was supposed to stay for two weeks, but I only stayed for a week cause my mom didn’t want me to miss my first week of school. That was a mistake, it didn’t help. I went to my first week of school, then I stopped going..I wouldn’t go. I’d spend days […]

2/9/2012 1 comment

Are you a preacher?

by deadright 1/18/2012

written by deadright

Farmerstrong13: are you a preacher? Are you an Evangelical born again Christian? It seems rather presumptuous to promise someone, that with God’s help things will get better or that God will even help them.Â The key to recovery and good mental health is not found in a church but in a persons’ ability to grasp reality and run with it, and even accept it. Reality is not in a church pew or in a preacher’s sermon. Most of the time people can find a way out of their distress by logic, good friends, a change of location and a different point of view…or even antidepressants.

You […]

1/18/2012 14 comments

How do you cope…when your world turns against you?

by blackdiamond 12/30/2011

written by blackdiamond

How do you cope?

when your…
…friend who you thought was your best friend left you?
…mother decides not to believe in you and wants to disown you?
…brother and sister decides to not stand up for you and stay with your mother instead, even though you truly believe you are right?
…only friends are the good friends, but no close friends?
…love life is in shit-hole?
…university academic is being affected by your drastic (depression) behavior?
…thoughts of suicide is re-surfacing, stronger than ever?

I am sleeping alone now in a hotel. My mother just left me to sleep in our new apartment. My brother […]

12/30/2011 4 comments

Guilt

by dreyaFR 6/26/2009

written by dreyaFR

I think it started when I was a lot younger than I am now. I now realize that in the past I fed off of guilt. Somehow, I liked the feeling of making people feel guilty, making them feel regret. And I was that way because I was sick and tired of myself being a magnet for those emotions. Maybe then, I wanted people to feel what I felt. Every little event that happened to me always started to build up through the days into something big, and I would always just look at the things I had done, and just say ‘Man, my life […]

6/26/2009 1 comment

by Lauraaaa 6/25/2009

written by Lauraaaa

Ok a lot of people may think i’m pathetic because i’m only 15 and i am already thinking about suicide… well i just don’t know what to do, i’m pretty much never happy iÂ have so many bad memories in my past that i cant let go of… Up until about 2 years ago i always thought suicide was just an easy way out of things because that’s what my uncle did was take the easy way out of his problems by taking his life.

I now understand why some people think that is their only option, if you think you have nothing to live for then […]

6/25/2009 4 comments

Dans Rant

by overstayed 5/20/2009

written by overstayed

If you saw me , met me, got to know me,Â the last impression you would get from me would be of suicidalÂ tendacies and an evergrowing dependency on otc drugs for helping me sleep or feel good through through the day.Â Basically I am well mannerred well behaived outwoodly happy like socialble enoughÂ to make you believeÂ imÂ basicallyÂ — ok..Â Â Â Â However,Â I dont rememberÂ the last time I was happy. Infact I dont remember evenÂ if I ever was happy.Â I no how to pretend to appear happy.Â Thats not happy though.Â I have had friends. Good friends with families that have helped […]

5/20/2009 1 comment

So why is this world here…?

by Justice is dead 5/14/2009

written by Justice is dead

Well, I feel no reason to live. I have my dreams. They’re unattainable. Everything else is suffering. I’m thrilled by the idea that I can simply stop it all by putting a gun against my head and ending it all instantly. No more pain no more suffering. Why do we exist? It wouldn’t matter if we didn’t exist because we weren’t able to think before we were alive. If were dead, it’ll be the same. So, logically if i don’t believe in God the literally logical thing to do is put a bullet in my brain. All suffering eliminated and I can’t think anymore to […]

5/14/2009 6 comments

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