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i think i know how

by Mark_1981 8/4/2015

written by Mark_1981

I have read The Peaceful Pill and I think I know how I’d like to go. I won’t post it but knowing the how somehow gives me a slight sense of peace in amongst all the chaos.

A very small part of me tells me to keep going, struggle on. A mountainous part of me however speaks to the contrary telling me that my struggle has been long (and it has) with no hope of living any sort of life away from the angst that consumes me. I have posted before parts of my struggles. They don’t begin to explain the war that exists inside of […]

8/4/2015 3 comments

The Garden of Xorn

by Bisban 7/29/2015

written by Bisban

How can I

Wind

Pluto had better chance

Waiting for it to grow

I’m worst than a skeleton

Away from existence

Can I go

Then, until other

The only place that I can

Is, lose

Of singing

Traditional of my origin

I go

A light year ago

7/29/2015 2 comments

What is your name

by Bisban 7/26/2015

written by Bisban

I’m, Diglett

Dugtrio, inside of yo

Horsea, Seadra

Gloria, Miranda

I want to grow

It never change

Going into

Let me scent you

Evolve in the idle

But I always did lose

7/26/2015 0 comment

What’s your story?

by marine105 7/20/2015

written by marine105

Hey guys, I just thought of something random and was wondering if you’d like to join in:

QUESTIONS:

1) describe the nature of your mood, whether it be miserable or ecstatic

2) describe what you think is going to happen to you, and then what you want to happen to you

I’ll start:

1) I don’t even know if I have a ‘mood’ anymore. I think my subconscious has virtually blocked all emotions in order to protect my conscious mind from telling me to skip off a bridge. I have skeletons in my closet that I simply cannot banish from existence, and the demons that emanate from them grow daily; […]

7/20/2015 7 comments

I cant do this anymore

by mantra 7/7/2015

written by mantra

I just can’t stop crying. Every day I came from work, I would curl in my bed and cry. Feels like my mind is a garden overgrown with weeds and thorns. And the garden never had flowers in the first place, it has always been empty and abandoned. And these tears make the weeds and thorns grow stronger and thicker by the minute, one of these days, my soul is going to get pushed out and will leave my body to die and rot in the garden I can’t tend to.

7/7/2015 3 comments

why do they hurt me?

by sulger 6/30/2015

written by sulger

yesterday I failed a test at school and was not suprised, I stayed positive and told myself I’ll pass it next time. I had a huge argument with my parents and my positive state of mind quickly turned to deppresion…I spent the whole day just lying in bed, thinking…why do my parents yell at me? why can’t they just say something nice instead of making me feel like I embarras them? I’m being treated like i was a mistake, like I don’t even matter to them. maybe I don’t…Today I woke up rested and despite everything I tried to be happy. I came into the kitchen […]

6/30/2015 6 comments

by Bisban 6/21/2015

written by Bisban

We’ll eat our candies and grow our magic plants.

How about it, pal.

:*)

6/21/2015 20 comments

The only thing keeping me here is my children

by TheRuiner76 6/11/2015

written by TheRuiner76

My wife and I began our relationship 16 years ago. It was the best time of my life, literally. ..in love, being loved. Words can’t express. But if you’ve been there, you know what I’m speaking of. As the years have passed we’ve taken the route that many couples have- marriage, children, etc. Somewhere in this I hAve lost her affection. Her quickness to anger and the feelings of revulsion I feel coming from her to me are breaking me down. I always took such comfort in knowing that we would grow old together…that I would spend my years with my best friend and the […]

6/11/2015 2 comments

Put A Little Love In Your Heart – Yep, I’m a child of the 60’s –

by bayareaguy 6/11/2015

written by bayareaguy

“I hope when you decide, kindness will be your guide. Put a little love in your hearts.”

Think of your fellow man
Lend him a helping hand
Put a little love in your heart
You see it’s getting late
Oh, please don’t hesitate
Put a little love in your heart

And the world will be a better place
And the world will be a better place
For you and me
You just wait and see

Another day goes by
Still the children cry
Put a little love in your heart
If you want the world to know
We won’t let hatred grow
Put a little love in your […]

6/11/2015 5 comments

When does it get better ?

by sisterwife4 5/27/2015

written by sisterwife4

When will this all get better ? For years I’ve been waiting to just have one person I could love & grow with that would love me back . I loved & I gave 100% & I still got played . I changed my life, my ways, my views & in the end it was all in vein . I’ve never felt betrayal like this before … I’ve never felt pain like this before . I’m always so strong & now I don’t know where that girl is anymore . I allowed people to steal my joy & everything else that made me, me . What […]

5/27/2015 4 comments

i love them

by paingoaway 5/24/2015

written by paingoaway

I love those two so much. they are why im here. i dont have many people and its a cold world out there. i cant find a job, and im tired of this. i miss my friends on this site. i dont want to die. but, hey, at least i wont grow old. i love u all.

5/24/2015 2 comments

Wow

by FeelingFunny 4/24/2015

written by FeelingFunny

I totally just realized how much of a lil ***** I’ve been lately. Things have been way worse before and I didnt break down. Need to just grow the fuck up.

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4/24/2015 1 comment

The bubbles in my stomach

by justagirl777 4/18/2015

written by justagirl777

I have these little tiny circles in my stomach. Or, by stomach, I mean coating my abdomen. Each represents every little failure of my life. These little tiny circles have friends. They breed. Everyday they fuck themselves, they stick to eachother and never let go. Every one is a mistake I made. An extra piece of popcorn. A handful of raspberries. A Girl Scout cookie. Mistake after mistake. Pathetic.

They bubble and grow, filling in my calfs and thighs, padding my hips, grazing the bones beneath my chin. Like acid burning into me, everyday I feel their pain.

My mother hates them. My father hates them. My […]

4/18/2015 0 comment

And Her Soul Watches Over

by Sammi6xoxo 3/23/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

A fried of mine was kind enough to model for a set of photos that I done when I first started college. She fit the concept perfectly.

She had never felt so free
Had never been more alive
On that day she began to see
How it felt to live her own life
She didn’t plan to take this road
But now she’s here all alone
She isn’t lonely and hasn’t lost hope
She just wants a friend and a chance to grow
When her […]

3/23/2015 4 comments

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