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I’m ready…

by In_memory
written by In_memory

My heart is breaking. i cannot do this anymore. i’m just a shell of who i was, im no longer there, so why do you try to keep me here, when it’s not me anymore? my demons have overpowered me, the voices in my head have overpowered me, and the people have too….

i cannot keep living this way, i will not survive the physical and emotion pain anymore. im sick off this. i cant keep living. it hurts to wake up in the morning. i wish i could be strong like him, but i cant. It hurts to breathe. I wish […]

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Nothing matters anymore

by thatlonelyheartbrokengirl
written by thatlonelyheartbrokengirl

I just feel so alone now. No one listens to me and they just dismiss my problems. I’ve never felt this hurt before, i’m actually feeling physical pain now. I hate myself and the way i look and everything about me. I wish that i could just help everyone out and just dissappear. i cry every day now and it’s just steadily getting worse. I cryed today at school, i just broke down and couldn’t stop. I try to hold everything inside and the more i hold in the worse i feel. I can’t take this anymore. I feel like everything is closing in on […]

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Goodbye Tonight

by LiamS
written by LiamS

I’m filled with an emptiness, that’s tearing me apart
There is no tenderness, or love left in my heart
I gave it all away, gave it up without a fight
Now it’s the close of day, so I’ll say goodbye tonight

I can laugh and joke with you, play guitar and sing
But I will end up hurting you, with the pain I always bring
Good-for-nothing’s got to go; I’ll fade into the night
Don’t ask me where ‘cause I don’t know, but I’ll say goodbye tonight

Don’t search for me; lost souls can’t be found
Doesn’t everybody end up in the ground?

I’ve given all that I […]

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Lost in A Dream

by orchid92
written by orchid92

I can’t face these people of the day
They don’t like me, but that’s okay.

I’ll go to my sanctuary where nothing is as hard as it may seem.
I’ll go to sleep and get lost in a dream.

I’m in a castle. It’s decorated in gold.
I am surrounded by friends, both young and old.

I go to the garden, where the beauty is endless.
The sights are lovely, the feeling is priceless.

I am at peace as my heart erupts
I feel at home, that is, until I wake up.

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The Old Me

by orchid92
written by orchid92

I’m afraid to speak my own name
For it has been tarnished.
Life is a stern mistress
And I will forever be punished.

Time can never mend
These broken bones and burnt flesh.
The past is haunting.
It grants me no rest.

My character now is poor
Harsh and uninviting.
Anger consumed my body.
Now, my heart is dying.

The rain casts a heavy weight
On this, my weakened umbrella.
But still, I hope
To reunite with the old Daniella.

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Speechless

by TheGoodGirl
written by TheGoodGirl

I know I haven’t posted in a while and that’s because I didn’t have anything to say. Now I have something to say. And it’s about the loveliest of creatures – a mother. I just got done talking to mine a bit ago, no, I wasn’t talking, she was. And that’s part of the problem. She talks and I don’t. She wants me to talk though. This sounds like it would be easily solved, but I feel like it’s not that easy. You see, my mom is not that interesting to me. That’s a horrible thing to say, but it’s pretty true. We’re just so […]

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Please everyone who thought about suicide read! I love you all, this is coming from The God in me, or my good spirit.

by tigerlily93
written by tigerlily93

Dear Everyone who feels like committing suicide,
I feel like I have an answer. I can’t guarentee it will work. But you have to try it first ok. Just promise, you’ll try.
Hi everyone,my advice is try to learn God for yourself. In order to know God you first have to know Jesus. Only through Jesus can you be healed. Trust me. It might sound crazy but it’s true.
Trust me, i know. I’m not that religious and allmy life i have been the loner, awkward black girl that no one ever really noticed. almost every guy i ever wanted to love rejected me and […]

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I scare myself II

by Willy101
written by Willy101

It’s 3 am, I can’t sleep, but I am tired.

I wrote a few weeks back, this is a follow up, things have not gotten any better.

I managed to tell a girl i was inlove with that it was so, she reacted as i had thought, told me there were no feelings and ignored it ever happened, it bothers me. Not just that i feel somewhat heart broken, It’s is not too bad. It is more the feeling that this is the one person i can talk to about my real thoughts, but it is slipping now. I feel myself growing more distant, not daring to […]

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A Goodbye Letter

by Desperation57
written by Desperation57

    (the following is a letter I recently wrote in serious consideration with my personal thoughts. Sorry its not Hollywood style beautiful, but it is how I am feeling at the moment)

My dearest family, friends and anyone else that this letter may find its way too… This, in the end, may b worth nothing more then a bad joke because there r no words I can say to express how sorry I am… Sorry that I was blind to the blessings I already had and was selfish enough to think my problems were all that mattered. Sorry that I […]

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Yellow – The Story Of What Was.

by AudioOverlord
written by AudioOverlord

Well, As it began, I was such a fool. Trying to impress the likes of you. You were sixteen years old and I was merely Thirteen. My heart was cold and my eyes were dull. My wrists were cut and my spirits were gone.  I was a zombie. Simple as that.

One day, I saw your name on the internet, and..something drove me to look. I talked to you for a month.. During which we were the best of friends.. You were hospitalized in Florida. And I was alone in Alabama. When you got out of the place, you came back to my town (where you lived) and […]

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“I Will Not Go On”

by AudioOverlord
written by AudioOverlord

I must sound foolish and stuff but I am 13 years old. I am very suicidal and emo and i do cut myself. I honestly do not see what my purpose in life is.. All my friends have betrayed me and all my enemies have overcome me.. The lies have become reality.. My family ignores my existence.. I will not go on.. I have been bullied for many years…but when i tell my parents.. my dad yells that im a ***** and my mother ignores me.. my grandparents hate me..i’ve been mollested 4 times.. 2 by a cousin, 1 time by a man and 1 time […]

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Do you see how you you have hurt me?

by Life Death
written by Life Death

Do you see how you you have hurt me? I wonder when you are up there if it makes you laugh or if it makes you cry. Oh girl, when you were alive my world was an endless bliss, but now it seems so bleak and empty. Why did you die was it something I did i feel like a colourful canvas which has been washed clean to show complete darkness. I would rip the whole world apart just to spend one more minute in your embrace. Why did you kill yourself? You leave a note saying it is not my fault but then why […]

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miles to go before i sleep…

by special
written by special

The woods are lovely, dark and deep

but i have promises to keep

and miles to go before i sleep

and miles to go before i sleep…..                 Robert Frost

 

its getting harder and harder day by day. I just want to go away from this place and live alone with no one to judge me or hurt me. The only person i told about my depression is my boyfriend and it has been over 4 months since when i have told him. But not a single question, not a single flinch in his feelingless heart. He did not even wonder why i am sad sometimes for no apparant reason. […]

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Lost a brother and losing myself

by argus
written by argus

In short, my brother killed himself april of 2011. He was my only brother and he will always be my closest and best friend, a hero of sorts for a little brother if you understand the relationships between siblings. anyway, he was 29 married no children and i was 21. few months after he passed away i was going to shoot myself in the heart with a 12-guage slug to ensure death and hopefully immidietly death would follow. to this day i don’t know what changed my mind, not fear of death but i guess fear for my family’s wellbeing.. but anyway.. i think about him everyday. shortly after his death i became deeply addicted […]

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by kacharay
written by kacharay

This is what Jesus says:
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Matthew 11:28-30

I really believe this.

If you want to, email me and I will pray for you.

kacharay@yahoo.co.uk

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Please I need someone to help me

by GiannaGanja
written by GiannaGanja

please if anyone is out there help me, if anyone has a decent enough heart please help me. I can’t keep living like this, I can’t keep living with this abuse. Please I need help I need help. I’m going to kill myself and I don’t want to I can’t leave my baby turtle all by himself. I’m so scared and no one will believe me no one listens. My own dad has turned my whole family against me. He keeps lying and lying and lying. No one fucking loves me anymore. My friends won’t help me I’m going to get kicked out of my […]

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Why Is Life So Cruel

by Life Death
written by Life Death

I am 11 years old and i know i am going to die, you can try to talk me out of it, hell if you make me find a reason to live then i won’t jump of the 17 floor roof terrace. You know what, i’m scared, terribly terribly scared. Do you know why, because after death there is nothing, nothing at all! Just a bleak empty nothingness, I hope there is something after death. I wish with all my heart that there is something after death, but sadly there is nothing. This is me, signing off, maybe someone will read this and care, hell, i […]

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by kacharay
written by kacharay

I’m heartbroken reading how many of you feel.

I belive in a God who wants to change peoples’ lives. Because he made us to know him, whoever we are and whatever we are like.
I believe in a God who knows what it’s like, because in Jesus he came down and lived like one of us, with all that it means to be human.

I really believe this is true.

This is what Jesus says: 
 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, […]

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Conflict

by Missunderstood0307
written by Missunderstood0307

Two daggers pierced through my heart and tore up my soul; 

 

My heart bleeds; 

 

My body lay still; 

 

Numbness consumes me,

 

Yet I continue to breathe mindlessly. 

 

It is a battle between life and death. 

 

I ask myself Why?

 

I faint voice inside of me whispers to me that it is the ray of hope that lays dormant deep within my soul. 

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I don’t know what to do :(

by Moonlight
written by Moonlight

I was thinkin in a way to start telling you the way I feel everyday.But now, right now, I don’t feel good. And I have to explain that because if I don’t say anything it will be worst.

Three years ago, I knew a girl. She is a writer, I love how she write. One year ago, I talk to her for first time. I told her that I liked her. She doesn’t knew me, and I don’t knew her, but it was the truth. Months passed, and we keep talking. I got along with her. Over time, we know each other. I fell in love […]

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