“I Will Not Go On”

I must sound foolish and stuff but I am 13 years old. I am very suicidal and emo and i do cut myself. I honestly do not see what my purpose in life is.. All my friends have betrayed me and all my enemies have overcome me.. The lies have become reality.. My family ignores my existence.. I will not go on.. I have been bullied for many years…but when i tell my parents.. my dad yells that im a ***** and my mother ignores me.. my grandparents hate me..i’ve been mollested 4 times.. 2 by a cousin, 1 time by a man and 1 time by a person who litterally stalked me around town.. then, one day i found something worth living for, worth giving up anything i might have had left to my name.. and HE betrayed me.. he used me for sex and abused my heart.. then he left me crying and bleeding alone.. and now… I WILL NOT GO ON