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Living on borrowed time

by andartarius 6/29/2014

written by andartarius

In my head i died two months ago

I had moved to the big city, crowded with too many people, living in a small bedroom , all so that i could accomplish my long life goal of succeeding as an artist. But my illusions broke like a millions of shards of glass when i came confronted to the reality that i didnt had any more of my hard earned money to keep this dream alive, and after giving so much energy, i found myself at 24 years old, alone, broke, and with no one to speak to with no more energy to spare. I had 2 […]

6/29/2014 5 comments

Moonlight

by Nobody915 6/28/2014

written by Nobody915

Hey guys.

I made a new video and guess what? I hate it. You know why? Because the person I made it for didn’t even appreciate it.

I don’t even know any more.

I’m losing happiness. I thought I got out of the tunnel. I just… don’t know any more. I don’t want to deal with any more pain. But I also don’t want to die. But, it seems as if the only way to not feel pain any more is to die. Why must God or whatever put me in such a position? I have died once, and I don’t plan to die a second time. But […]

6/28/2014 12 comments

Input please!

by marine105 6/28/2014

written by marine105

My life is on a steady decline.

I’ve had depression and anxiety all of my life, along with being fairly intelligent with an above-average aptitude for lateral thinking. I could always enthrall myself with studying random areas of science or mathematics for the sheer pleasure of learning, and I followed through with most everything that I was trying to learn. I had motivation and optimism for my future as I progressed through high school as a relatively happy (sort of) and healthy teenager.

Then came the turn. My girlfriend and I went to separate colleges. The long-distance relationship couldn’t last, and she ended it. I ended up […]

6/28/2014 35 comments

Unable to Enjoy Anything!

by todieisgain 6/26/2014

written by todieisgain

I don’t know how to get through the rest of the day.
There is no happiness when your life is bare of family and love.
I look for a purpose to go on living.
I find none.

6/26/2014 6 comments

insane and abandoned

by brokenlightsz 6/25/2014

written by brokenlightsz

I feel so alone. I have no one. All of my friends say that i f I need someone to talk to I can go to them.. but no whenever I need someone to talk too everyone’s all out or too busy. I understand they have their own lives but honestly I think they really don’t care how I feel or anything they’re only gunna pretend to care once its too late. Im so sick of this I’m mentally and physically insane. I don’t do anything all I do is lay is bed all day. I cry myself to sleep. I feel so stupid and […]

6/25/2014 2 comments

I hate people

by PainNlife 6/25/2014

written by PainNlife

I hate people. I hate living and I hate existing. No matter how much good you do for folks? EVIL always has the upper hand…remember that…evil always wins…for now.

6/25/2014 0 comment

by anaboyred24 6/24/2014

written by anaboyred24

Hey I’ve not posted in almost 6 weeks i thought things was getting better but i was joking myself way would they I just cart see things every getting to where its a life worth living and fighting for

6/24/2014 2 comments

Lost At Sea

by marine105 6/23/2014

written by marine105

There is no order to most of my life.

Just as there won’t be much order to this post; my mind yields only things of its own nature and characteristics.

My poor mind, relatively young yet feeling so old. Worn down, like a war ship incessantly buffeted and berated by the interminable winds howling across the vast expanse of sea and darkness; never letting up, allowing no time for reprieve.

The wood creaks, the boards swell with moisture, and the sails test the very limits of the ropes that hold them, seeming as though they might snap at any moment.

But there is no ship. You know this, as you […]

6/23/2014 3 comments

life life life

by addicted 6/22/2014

written by addicted

–If you are in a system you are not a free man( unless you are powerful, rich, influential)

–If you are out of system and living alone you don’t have a life( because life is real when shared)

–A human is not worth living if he don’t have a life

–Only action a human can do to get freedom is suicide

6/22/2014 0 comment

Torture:How is it different from living?

by thepainiskillingme8062 6/21/2014

written by thepainiskillingme8062

Is it wrong for someone under extreme pain to end it the only way they can? I don’t think so. If my life is hell why shouldn’t I be allowed to end it? If it’s mine I’m going to do what I want with it. It’s not your choice, it’s mine, I don’t care if my choices hurt you. That’s on you, not me.

6/21/2014 2 comments

by deadtragedy 6/19/2014

written by deadtragedy

A few days ago, i was reading this article on this girl. She had committed suicide, no one wrote a review there was not an obituary, no one noticed that she was gone. I have come across many articles like that to be honest. People like us do not get recognized , we are probably not important. I’ve come to realization that I am not important, that no one would care if i was gone, that every cut i make should be deeper and deeper. William Shakespeare wrote “What greater punishment is there than life when you’ve lost everything that made it worth living?” I […]

6/19/2014 15 comments

Chasing the dragon

by que sera 6/19/2014

written by que sera

Although I would never walk that same path, knowing the pain that will rein onto my loved ones. Being a heroin junkie drowned out my depression caged my thoughts with painful withdrawals and lifted me back up to clouds when I finally got that hit. No self-loathing no depression but at the very least a selfish reason for living.

6/19/2014 2 comments

I hate living

by mel003 6/18/2014

written by mel003

I hate living life and I just want to die. But I don`t know how to effectively kill myself without fucking it up. I cannot mentally survive. This game of life is not for me. It`s torture! I don`t understand why we are not allowed to legally kill ourselves with help when we don`t want to live anymore. Fuck!. What`s the point of keeping people who are clearly unfit to live, who cannot function, alive? Fucking cruel. This life. This earth. Is hell. It`s a prison. It really is. I don`t understand any of it. Don`t want to participate in it. Why can`t we get […]

6/18/2014 1 comment

Suicide thoughts

by sammich7171 6/16/2014

written by sammich7171

My life is a living hell right now my parents are divorced I cut I fight with my mother constantly and I hate my life,my father called me a ***** and told me to fuck off the my step father tried to hit me!i hate this world and I have no one who cares at all I just want to overdose and fucking die!!! No one cares anymore….waking up each day is like dying all over again….and maybe I’ll go somewhere better because I lived In hell most of my life….

6/16/2014 3 comments

The Stranger

by lolzmay 6/16/2014

written by lolzmay

Who am I?

The only question I’ve never been able to answer.

Even as a small girl I never really knew who i was.

As if I’ve been living a lie for so long that I can no longer recognize the real me from what I’ve become.

When i think about the fact that I’ve never told anyone everything about me, I realize that I don’t even know everything about myself.

But how is that possible?

Why can’t I remember everything?

Why do I not know myself?

6/16/2014 0 comment

this is my home now

by paingoaway 6/15/2014

written by paingoaway

i call this dark place home. i am stuck living with my crazy family. but i will get out of here one way or another. help me if possible.

6/15/2014 10 comments

I see the world differently today

by Disenchanted7 6/15/2014

written by Disenchanted7

Tonight I found myself driving my brother home because my uncle had made a statement implying that we’re both wasters living off the state. My brother was seething with anger and rejected the notion but for me it’s put things into perspective. All my life I’ve made excuses for myself and thought that I should be judged less harshly because I have a learning disability and suffer from anxiety and depression. I thought my family should love me no matter what. But now I realise the world doesn’t give a fuck about my problems, my weaknesses, or the bad cards it’s dealt. Â I can’t afford […]

6/15/2014 1 comment

I’m not too sure anymore…

by amberlance911 6/15/2014

written by amberlance911

For starters, I’m amber. Despite what it was like growing up, I was generally a happy kid. I had my grandpa to thank for that. My family and I lived with him until I was about 10. I was very close to him. My parents didn’t pay much attention to me because of my older sister and twin younger brother and sister they had to worry about. My grandpa was always there for me, he defended me and stopped my dad from beating me. Three years ago he passed away and for three years, I haven’t been the same.
All I want is to be […]

6/15/2014 8 comments

life is useless

by neetu 6/10/2014

written by neetu

life is useless for me…. i’m 40 years now…. i spent most of my life dealing with depression….. i took lot of antidepressents but for some reason i don’t feel i’m the same person after taking antidepressents for so long….. i wake up everyday thinking i have nothing to do, how will this day pass….. i try to sleep as much as possible but that doesn’t help always…. i have lived alone and don’t have friends so its gets tough… i feel i’m too old to make friends now…. i’m too old to start my life…. i have no goals, nothing to accomplish….. so why […]

6/10/2014 6 comments

Out on a Suicide Walk

by towerdawg 6/10/2014

written by towerdawg

Damn it, here I am again. Tired of life and everyone in it. Just took a walk to the highway. Kind of empty this time of night. Sort of like me. Anyway, I guess I am living for another day. Living on borrowed time.

6/10/2014 0 comment

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