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Looks like things are starting to turn around.

by BrokenAngel8 1/7/2015

written by BrokenAngel8

Hey, sorry its been a while since I last posted on here It’s been busy over on my end with the holidays, work, and finishing the college transfer process….

I start at my new college on Monday I’m double majoring in Broadcasting and Art Therapy. I loved my old college but with what happened my freshman year even if I remained there I would never move up and be happy in what I want to do. I truly hope the friends I made there will understand why.

So pretty much I am starting off with a clean slate and a new chapter. Its kind of funny cause […]

1/7/2015 1 comment

losing all hope. ready to leave

by losinghope11 1/5/2015

written by losinghope11

I never thought I would be posting here but I finally am no longer able to handle everything that is going on in my life. I have just turned 22 and can no longer take the abuse from my father. Every day I am screamed at and it seems that like clock work every 5-6 months he beats me. I just cant take it anymore. I have been through many jobs and cant make enough to move out. Today he humiliated me and screamed at me in front of all the neighbors. Embarrassing. He leaves me feeling like there’s no longer a point in living. […]

1/5/2015 3 comments

I keep thinking I can’t bear it anymore. But I’m scared of the alternatives.

by thehusk 1/4/2015

written by thehusk

I’m such an asshole. I hate being around people, especially at work. They’re always in the way. And I haven’t worked out a way to ask them to move without feeling angry. I try to be polite, but my face seems to betray me – ‘I hate you for not having the self-consciousness to realise you’re in my way, I hate that I have to ask you to move just so I can do my job, and I hate myself that this is how I’m spending my life.’

Or people try to make small talk. There’s reasons I don’t want to talk about myself. I feel […]

1/4/2015 2 comments

Illusions

by quaero 12/28/2014

written by quaero

I… What do i want? What exactly is it that would like to do or pursue? I had the full complete chance of running away, but i stayed. I stayed because i knew what i wanted to seek can be sought anywhere and my running away, in that regard, is a hypocritical move. But now that i’ve stayed, even my seeking seems to have stopped. I couldn’t imagine my life without seeking, and now I’m living it. Or am i? I think deep down i still do crave for seeking. How to get fulfillment? What is it that will fulfill me? There must be something, […]

12/28/2014 0 comment

i should have stayed quite

by hidingfromlife81 12/17/2014

written by hidingfromlife81

33 yrs old, lost my baby, parent disowned me just becuz i decided to move out at 31, 3 failed engagements, and just when i thought i found the one that i could trust. i let him in and told him my story, he pushed me to therapy, but yet he said it didnt work, i gave up on it after 4 sessions. and now he just left me. he cant stand me being suicidal. hes so scared he rather not be around me. i should have stayed quite. im alone again

12/17/2014 3 comments

Still frightened

by scaredycat 12/15/2014

written by scaredycat

I had a night of wild dreams. Sometimes I wish I could just keep sleeping. Today I have some decisions to make and I’m not sure where to go. I feel lonely and confused about what is the best way to go. Do I stay where I am or move closer to family? I am anxious but grateful for all the help today.

12/15/2014 1 comment

Getting close

by Overcomer72 12/8/2014

written by Overcomer72

Withought going through all the details, my life has been really hard. and it never seems to get

any easier. Last year I had a bad car accident and was all messed up and had surgery and had to move

in with family. Now I feel like a burden and no matter how much I try to help others I never seem to

be appreciated. Now for me I do have some good things on the horizon. Possible opportunties that could

help me out in life. But Im gettting close to break point. And I have aquired a way to make an end for myself

so I have that handy […]

12/8/2014 1 comment

I hate my new life

by StuckInAlabama 12/4/2014

written by StuckInAlabama

So, up until about 6 months ago, I had a pretty ok life. Had a good paying job, owned a nice house, had great friends and neighbors and a pretty active social life. At the time, I didn’t realize how good it was. I sure do now.

My in-laws used to live about an hour from us but about 15 years ago, decided to move to some tiny little hillbilly town in Alabama. My husband, being the poster child for “Mama’s Boy” has been begging me ever since they left to move there. He said it was quiet and pretty and wanted a less complicated life; […]

12/4/2014 3 comments

if I could do it right now…..

by serenityseeker 11/25/2014

written by serenityseeker

If I could just do it right now, it would be very little planning, as few “tools” as possible and I would REALLY enjoy feeling physically amazing just before starting.
I would want to do something quick, like a little slit of the wrists, thighs,and then carotid and jugular veins / arteries. Either that our I’d eat a bullet. Quick, precise, and thorough.
The only reason I can’t do it right
this moment is because I have so much shit to wrap up so that I know that I will be absolutely no more burden to anyone. , Plus, if I were to go […]

11/25/2014 2 comments

by Bisban 11/22/2014

written by Bisban

“SoCal, Belly, West-Coast, The Morlocks”

But still the sun shines
I don’t know, I don’t know
What I can find
The only way to follow
Is through another spirit
But I seek from the dark
The gold, the gold heart
Still on to a next sound
I’ve sung for three-hundred days
What more can I say in my abyss
I want to move forward, to evolve
I need a friend

The crevice of the beast in the web
I seek the golden, I am the iron
And there is a poison that destroys
Truth-reality, essence of Gaia inside of me
I listen to the flower of the […]

11/22/2014 0 comment

new *****

by cathy arsis 11/12/2014

written by cathy arsis

i recently took in a stray cat…..he’s all old and crochety and sweet and has one eye missing….it took awhile to gain his trust, but now he’s purring at my feet…it’s very rewarding and theraputic……i came upon this site like a week ago, i was doing a bunch of research on suicide methods……i have 3 really awesome people in my life, and i’m daft as fuck but i realize it’s 3 more than some…….but i have some health problems, it hurts to move sometimes….so i do alot of drugs, socially acceptable in my case of course, which somehow makes it worse……i’ve also had some things, […]

11/12/2014 7 comments

Voices

by JiminyCrispies 11/7/2014

written by JiminyCrispies

So, I told my doctor that the voices are getting worse, and he told me to tell my psychiatrist. And I did.

What a load of bull.

She refers to the as ‘thoughts’ and ignores them. I’m sorry, but I know the difference between thoughts and voices. These are voices. And she doesn’t even do anything about them.

My mum told her I was crying to her about them, yet she still did nothing about them.

She doesn’t ‘think they’re a worry’.

I can’t even go a day in school without them being there.

I disrupt classes by yelling at them, skip classes because of them, and have had multiple days off.

My therapist forced […]

11/7/2014 1 comment

My life

by pinky13290 11/2/2014

written by pinky13290

I may be young but my life is crumbled.My problem is not as serious as you people who take drugs and cut themselves because you are seriously hurt.I just feel like a piece of s***. I keep smiling in my life holding back my real feelings but that just makes me feel worse it makes me feel like i want to explode! My friends are not my real friends my family only critisize my every move i have no freedom.i feel like i want to die. I told myself that if i go through this hardship then god will reward me with heaven.but no. I […]

11/2/2014 1 comment

I lost at life.

by downndown17 11/1/2014

written by downndown17

And it is my own fault. I dropped out of college after 2 years, moved to another town where I got into drugs and other things, and fell on my face. After that I moved back to my hometown where I met a new women. We moved in together and I became a part of her family with her 3 children…sounds like I rebounded wonderfully right? Nope, ruined that too. Lost my job and the only way she doesn’t get evicted is if I move. I borrowed money to delay the process, but now I owe family that money and I do not have it. So […]

11/1/2014 2 comments

i hate my life

by hate my life 10/22/2014

written by hate my life

I really hate my life, i have a very bad disease called “Proximal Myopathy” since i was 10, i am 20 years old mle, i want to commit suicide but…. i am coward. My life sucks, i cry alot everyday, because my body cannot move properly, i have been praying to God , but no response from God! Plz tell me whether there is an easy way to commit suicide?

10/22/2014 2 comments

My father murdered my mom I’m tired of living

by dana2c4me 10/17/2014

written by dana2c4me

Since I can remember at age 4 my father has physical abused my mother and about two years ago he disappeared her into a canal and took her life away he is now in jail and not ever coming out and my mom was found this summer to make the story short and well I’m here struggling with everything my little sister had to move in with me and I think my bf does not like her sometimes I think he does not like me either I have no friends I block everyone out of mylife I trust no one due to my life experiences […]

10/17/2014 2 comments

I’m alone.

by tiffanyroberts418 10/7/2014

written by tiffanyroberts418

I only have one person in my life. Its my boyfriend. He spends most of his time at football and we live 500 miles away because of the college he’s going to. I haven’t seen him in a few months. My mom and dad used to abuse me so I was taken away and put into an orphanage. I was adopted when I was 8 years old. I spent 3 years in the orphanage. My mom and dad were taken to jail. My mom had a shorter sentence than my dad. She tries to contact me daily. I’ve tried to kill myself multiple times. I’m […]

10/7/2014 2 comments

so what are your plans for your life…

by kateralia 10/7/2014

written by kateralia

Why am I always asked this? It always ends with trouble.

What they always mean to ask is, When are you moving out? or, When are you going to get a job? or, When are you going to stop being a moocher?

WTF am I supposed to say??? I don’t have any plans for my life, only for my death next year…

I fear he plans to give me an ultimatum. Get a job or move out. Start going to bed at 830pm & rise at 5am like the rest of the house, or get out, or pay more money.

He doesnt believe in depression, only that a woman’s […]

10/7/2014 5 comments

Silly rabbit..

by AfflictedSmile 10/5/2014

written by AfflictedSmile

I gave myself a year to see if I could turn things around. I mean I’ve tried new things and experienced more, but none of that really made a difference. I’m still the same hallow shell I was before.

It’s like re-arranging the deck chairs on the Titanic. You can move them around all you want, but the ships still going under. I haven’t gone under yet, but I can feel the chill in the air from the icy waters I’m soon to plunge into.

Life will swallow me whole as I sink into the depths of darkness. And despite the year not being over yet, I’m […]

10/5/2014 3 comments

by Bisban 9/29/2014

written by Bisban

I’m in Southern California and I need move out the area. I can pay for rent. Please.

9/29/2014 36 comments

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