Getting close

Withought going through all the details, my life has been really hard.   and it never seems to get

any easier.   Last year I had a bad car accident and was all messed up and had surgery and had to move

in with family.  Now I feel like a burden and no matter how much I try to help others I never seem to

be appreciated.     Now for me I do have some good things on the horizon.  Possible opportunties that could

help me out in life.   But Im gettting close to break point.   And I have aquired a way to make an end for myself

so I have  that handy if it comes to that.    I think life woul be better if there was a cap to human lifespan

like say.  When you hit a certain age like say 45 or 50 years of age you just die.

To me that would make sense.  Living way to long on this planet is just cruel and old age

sucks.