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by kateralia 10/21/2014

written by kateralia

My original intention was to comment on someones post – suicide is not selfish. It is only viewed as selfish by those who are angry because you are nolonger there to be used & abused. That is how it will be for me.

In 1 week I will be homeless. I really feel like I should give up right now. Everything has fallen apart, but replacements are falling into place. My ‘best friend’ whom I live with has replaced me with one of her friends & her 2 little kids. I have lost my sister to the clutches of my mother, so I am no longer […]

10/21/2014 13 comments

Protected: Dear Jes,

by AarinaDaae 10/21/2014

written by AarinaDaae

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

10/21/2014 0 comment

touching base

by sere 10/16/2014

written by sere

was looking up effective suicide methods and stumbled across your site. it’s hard to not really have people to talk with when i feel this way and most posters her seemed kind and smart so i thought i would register. really ptsd triggered today and that usually causes me to want to escape and that is really hard. i feel pretty abandoned by the universe at times like these. i try a hard as i can with my health challenges and ptsd and still things are a hot mess. have thryoid problems that are resisting treatment and i keep wondering if i just stopped taking […]

10/16/2014 10 comments

Have you ever?

by queenb 10/16/2014

written by queenb

Have you ever felt like you needed help but don’t want to risk asking for it?

10/16/2014 3 comments

Ashamed

by muzik1458 10/8/2014

written by muzik1458

Three months. I survived three months without cutting. I thought I was finally coming out of my depression, that I was actually gonna be OK. Clearly I was wrong. I feel like I’ve just dug an even bigger and deeper hole when all I really needed was a rope.

10/8/2014 2 comments

This guy is my hero.

by RamzanKadyrov 10/7/2014

written by RamzanKadyrov

http://www.gq.com/news-politics/newsmakers/201409/the-last-true-hermit

At least, someone I admire in a weird sense… that’s like, a qualification for a hero, right? This story’s kinda old so I dunno how many people haven’t read about this guy yet, but basically this dude just decided that he wanted to live a life completely devoid of human interaction, and indeed he did for almost 28 years. I think he was around 20 when he just walked into an isolated park in Vermont and lived off petty burglaries around the nearby cabins, stealing only things that he needed to survive on, and apparently a lot of books too, he seems pretty well-reas. […]

10/7/2014 2 comments

hey take a look below

by toodepressedtothink 10/5/2014

written by toodepressedtothink

🙂

Im sorry for tons of posts but I thought everyone needed to be happy to I found this very beautiful, insperational picture of a fox that just makes me happy.

10/5/2014 6 comments

All you needed was time. But now time will destroy us. It will all be over, and here we are we’re stuck inside this salted earth together.

by hellblau 9/29/2014

written by hellblau

9/29/2014 0 comment

side effects: bitchin’

by death bunny 9/25/2014

written by death bunny

Got a new antidepressant. Trazodone, starting with 50 mg = one pill.
Feel like reading a book? Forget about it, you’re tired as hell.
Feel like going to sleep? Forget about it, you’ll end up gazing at the ceiling.
Feel like having sex? Forget about it. You can’t come.

Plus migraines, headaches (which are actually mild migraines, I think), I have the need to piss too many times a day. And dizziness, fucking dizziness.

So yeah, professor, I think I am getting well. That’s fucking helping.

Note: I wrote the above out of pure rage and I know that the professor is not to blame. It also may […]

9/25/2014 2 comments

Hug Thread

by TwistedSpace 9/25/2014

written by TwistedSpace

Snuggle up with me here on this thread of amazing wonders!

Tell me moments where you needed a hug the most, and let me know who you would like to hug next. I’m crying as I type this, I’m crying with happiness. I love each and every one of you. You all give me lots of hope, and now I want to listen to all of your problems. It’s my way of saying, “Thanks for tolerating me!” (^^)

(I’m not leaving this forum. Not unless the administrator […]

9/25/2014 9 comments

invisible me

by kateralia 9/24/2014

written by kateralia

Here’s what I mean. I just came back from going upto the shops. It took me 2hrs to walk up there & back. I walk in the door, everybody is downstairs & NOBODY notices me. I walk, or rather hobble, right infront of them & no one says anything. Its like I don’t exist until someone wants something from me!

I just want my old life back. Where I was happy, or could pretend easily, would go out every weekend, drink, make friends. Where noone told me I should do this or that, people needed me for help, but they would also help me. Where I […]

9/24/2014 2 comments

How my near death saved me

by andrearobyn 9/21/2014

written by andrearobyn

Last Friday I attempted suicide by overdosing. I had been feeling depressed on and off for about five years and constantly for five months. That day I was so fed up with my life and I didn’t want the one I got or to be who I was any more. When I got home I sat in my bed room alone and took 35 celexa, 30 iron pills and 5 trazodone pills. I tried to fall asleep, in the hopes that I’d never wake up. Three hours after, I felt extremely internal coldness and I couldn’t warm myself no matter how hard I tried and […]

9/21/2014 2 comments

Thoughts & Advice for Suicide or Survival – Suicidals Please Read

by coconut 9/15/2014

written by coconut

I found this site last night when I was in a bad state. I haven’t been suicidal since I was 19 and am now 22, but came here looking for a supportive voice because even though I’ve escaped my battles I still feel the after effects (details in my earlier post). After reading some posts I’m concerned. Remember I have been there and I know how it is. I am being very honest and my comments on how to go, how to not go, motivation and survival preparation are towards the end.

Suicide:

1. If you want to kill yourself that is your choice. Please keep in mind though, death […]

9/15/2014 13 comments

Transgender Debate

by TwistedSpace 9/6/2014

written by TwistedSpace

On PlayStation Network I made an account called TransGirly. I intended it as sort of a beacon – other people who were either Transgender or questioning such could message me if they ever saw me on PlayStation Home and add me as a friend. There’s always strength in numbers, and that’s what I was going for. To have a circle of friends who could depend on one another if they needed it.

Today while I was on Home, two people approached me. They had club tags that read [<3 Jesus]. One of them began preaching to me about the rapture, how it was upon us, and […]

9/6/2014 10 comments

This is what it took

by alina_01 9/1/2014

written by alina_01

It took 3 months for this day to come. For me to feel sick to my stomach and to realize how badly I have fucked up. I had mentioned before still hooking up with my ex and hoping and then feeling nothing. Well the day is here when he has finally blocked my number and deleted his email address that or blocked me there too. I’m not trying to be childish and stalk him or whatever. I genuinely have something important going on and needed to ask him about it. I don’t usually txt him or even call him for that matter, but now I […]

9/1/2014 1 comment

Well hello everyone

by TenThousandLies 8/24/2014

written by TenThousandLies

So its been nearly a year since I tried to kill myself. I did it at the end of last summer, swallowed three bottles of anti-depressants. I did it because I wanted to die, and I was outraged when I woke up still quite alive. However I became even more upset upon learning the level of my injuries. Apparently comitting suicide after leaving home with nowhere to go is a worse idea, particularly in northern Minneapolis. After overdosing and passing out, apparently somebody found me and proceeded to mug me, stealing my few valuables and kicking the shit out of my body.

Not […]

8/24/2014 4 comments

Broken

by noir 8/19/2014

written by noir

I know what you are thinking, you are depresed cause you broke up.

Well yes i am, i started dating my couple on 13/4/2013, as you can guess for me it was quite hard to get a couple i had to decide if i needed a guy or a girl (that was actually realy realy hard to me cause in the inside i want to be loved and protected and cared, but in the outside im still male so i have to wear that mascarade of strongness and self security, so yeah for me it was a riddle, and still, anyway…) i met many people in […]

8/19/2014 6 comments

am i beyond help?

by passionfruit3 8/14/2014

written by passionfruit3

I watched this movie today called gimmie shelter.the girl basically had a hard life crazy mother rich dad who didnt want her.but in the end she got her happy ending.i would say only in the movies but this was based off a true story.what i wonder is why cant i ever get things right.this girl probably still has worries and hardships but her life will still be better than mine. Cause she got the help she needed.im twenty one all i think about is suicide and its starting to seem like thats all i know.and that would be great except ive never made […]

8/14/2014 2 comments

.why??medicmedicamedicat

by Azarya 8/13/2014

written by Azarya

I’m 16…..I’ve tried to kill myself 6 times this year, each time i tried something has stopped me. after the second time i told a teacher, she then helped me tell my dad, and from there i went to a psychologist, got diagnosed with depression, and got medication….

it hasn’t helped. i still want to die, still feel like crap every single day….i was going to kill myself last night….
But some stupid little voice in my head remindede of my best friend, who has told me that she would miss me if i died -she’s the only one…
i hate living, its so pointless…

sorry for […]

8/13/2014 3 comments

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by Blackrose23 8/11/2014

written by Blackrose23

This is my way to say goodbye to the ones I couldn’t reach. Sorry I couldn’t be helped out of this and not because you guys didn’t try. Thanks for everything.

8/11/2014 27 comments

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