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Nightmares

failed attempt

by amarie05 2/13/2012

written by amarie05

I’m 15 years old. My parents are divorced and have been since i was 2. My dad cheated on my mom with my now step mom. My mom remarried when i was 14. Ever since i was about 5 and started gymnastics, my step mom didn’t like me. She never actually told me that, but she hit me over and over so i could tell. She’s hit me with her fist, a book, a chair, and a belt.She has even threatened to stab me withÂ a knife.

My stepdad sexually abused me multiple times around age 8. The nights i stayed at my moms house and was […]

2/13/2012 4 comments

anything to get the edge off.

by unstable 1/31/2012

written by unstable

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted…My holiday season was relatively calm..as I took off from work, and was off from school…mostly drama free except the ever present arguments with the asshole I’m forced to relate to as his daughter. But I digress.

School is back in full swing…in addition to more drama at work (seriously, I work with a bunch of 50 year old catty bitches in a freaking cafeteria…)

Needless to say, I’m already stressed the fuck out…looking for jobs, internships, working, going to school, dieting (i have a wedding to attend in june…needing to lose weight), and attempting to maintain my end of relationships. I’ve […]

1/31/2012 7 comments

What do I do?

by Lost45 1/22/2012

written by Lost45

I was molested when I was younger by a friend of my family. This was when I was about five. I have another memory of being molested around age nine or ten. Â I began having terrifying and recurring nightmares soon after these experiences. I told my mom what happened to me on my sixteenth birthday because the dreams were intensifying. She never believed my story…. I was close to my mom. Her doubt hurt me even more than the pain of the molestation. The rest of my family does not know about what I have experienced.

1/22/2012 2 comments

I feel so alone, so broken, so cold

by Foreverandaday 1/20/2012

written by Foreverandaday

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m down to the bottom again. Even though I’m surrounded by tons of people everyday, I feel more alone now than ever. I was raped when I was little. And since then I’ve been having nightmares. But lately the nightmares have gotten so bad that I can’t sleep but when I finally do cry myself to sleep, I just wake up crying everytime. So I started to cut and burn. I still do sometimes. It’s the only thing that helps anymore. Sometimes I just cut to see how much blood will come out or I wonder which spot […]

1/20/2012 5 comments

My cousin’s story

by Bogi 1/10/2012

written by Bogi

amber died today, at 10:30 AM, January 10th. 2012. I just got out of school thanks to exams, and she was sleeping at my house. I will never ever forget that sight…I will definetly have nightmares. Sorry for telling everyone my ‘life-story’ but i feel so much better when i tell someone, even if it is on the internet. Please, DON’T TRY TO KILL YOURSELVES!!!!! Life is worth it, trust me. Things will get better, I promise.

1/10/2012 2 comments

am i falling apart?

by rawrimaturtle.. 1/4/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

kay so if you’ve read my other entries you’d know how I’ve been and whats going on.

to recap me and my bf broke up becuz we had to…. i miss him so much.. i think I’m falling apart..

i don’t want to do anything anymore. I’m getting in fights easily. on chat pas on my iPod… i don’t know what to do!

i go back to school tomorrow and finals are coming up.. how am i suposto focus?.. and my friends… i don’t want to talk to them.. i think I’m giving up… some ppl are telling me to try and move on. the thought of it […]

1/4/2012 4 comments

my story…

by drift_along 1/2/2012

written by drift_along

Okay so most of you guys see me posting storys of how i hate living but not really knowing why.well here you go starting when i was in kindegarden i got picked on in school but from there all the way up to 6it was only about my hair and clothes i was also sexualy abised by 3of my cousins and there dad.then when i got to middle school i got made fun of because everything my weight my hair clothes where i live how i looked etc.since 8th grade ive tried to kill myself over 50 times ive been in and out […]

1/2/2012 2 comments

So confused and mental :[

by amused 7/25/2009

written by amused

IÂ was at the hospital the past couple of weeks & I’m so scared.Â I’m 18 and I’ve been homeless since Jan., I weigh 70 lbs & I’m barely alive.Â Everytime my brain tumor goes away, Humphrey (yes I named it) comes back & I’m so sick of hospitals & life.Â Then they said I was dangerous to others & wanted to send me to a mental institution but I barely dodged a bullet and left. Since I was 8 I’ve had to rely on someone else to help me live [AKA hospitals/doctors] & I hate it. I hate bothering people. I’ve attempted suicide but was […]

7/25/2009 1 comment

I wish I was Dead Now

by dumb-ass 7/25/2009

written by dumb-ass

1/ I have nothing to look forward to anymore in my life as over my life time I have been fisically motioal vrebally abused sexually because of all this abuse that I have been through i can’t sllep well without having nightmares of the abuse i have also spent time in prison where I was sexually abused there by older males I have tried to commit susicide a lotal of 93 times since my first sexual abuse at me when I was 9 yeras old when I was in a state home for boys the first time was done by a boy aged 16 years […]

7/25/2009 1 comment

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