Okay so most of you guys see me posting storys of how i hate living but not really knowing why.well here you go starting when i was in kindegarden i got picked on in school but from there all the way up to 6it was only about my hair and clothes i was also sexualy abised by 3of my cousins and there dad.then when i got to middle school i got made fun of because everything my weight my hair clothes where i live how i looked etc.since 8th grade ive tried to kill myself over 50 times ive been in and out of behavrial centers on all kinds of antidepressents right now om on five different mesdicines i take ten a day and im truly not living for myself the only reason why im here is for my mom promised her that i.would stick around for her.currently i am not in school because i cant take all the fbullying.ive had nightmares my whole life.about the things that has happened to me.so if you ever read my stuff and wondered what made that girl so depressed heres some of the reasons
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That is really sad & tough. No child should EVER have to go through anything difficult especially stuff like that.
I like the fact you want to stay around for your mum. It shows you have a lovely heart,
Now that its all happened… You must ask, where to from here?
Thats the real question.
You (as have many) suffered things/situations that as a child, are beyond ‘your control’. No child in the world can control what adults around them will or might do.
But the fact you are still around shows you still have ‘some hope’, that one day things might get better, even a little?
Taking a bit of time off school is okay, but not the solution either. Is there maybe some online schooling you can do for a few months?
Do you want to help you look? Or if you just get a bit lonely and want to chat (email or msn), please feel free okay…
Thankyou A LOT for your story … stuff makes sense now …
Stay well.
drift, always happy to be ur friend …. *hugs*