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Clouds

by cephalus 4/20/2015

written by cephalus

Set to the music “The Fool on the Hill.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNfS9Ywb2Cc

I have become the clouds. No feelings, just expression. They only appreciate in passing. A compliment here, a compliment there, their heads turn back, to the ground. Beautiful, for those that look. But I am not beautiful, its just a point of view. Clouds at night, hidden from everyone. Unable to see no matter how hard you strain. Sadness, happiness, productive. Irrelevant. No one understands the work that goes into forming me. The sun, creating a phase transition of water, condensing back down… I form rain, snow, thunder. Some hate, others love. Emotionless either way. Some fly […]

4/20/2015 3 comments

Just pissed off and hurt (rant)

by AfflictedSmile 4/4/2015

written by AfflictedSmile

So I just spent the last 3 and a half days in the hospital with inflammation of my appendix and lower GI. Long story short, it wasn’t a pleasant stay. Although when is going into the hospital ever fun? Being probed, scanned, x-rayed, and treated like a human pin cushion isn’t my idea of a swell time. Can’t sleep in there for more than 30 minutes at a time with hourly vital check ups, lab works, and of course unannounced visitors. Not to say I’m not thankful for the friends and family who did come see me. Which is more than what I can say […]

4/4/2015 4 comments

Dazed and Confused

by DEEEEEEEE 3/7/2015

written by DEEEEEEEE

All my life people always tell me that I am so strong. But I’m not. I’m not strong at all. I’ve just been through a lot of things and I’m still here. Just because I’m a survivor doesn’t mean I’m strong. People always tell me that I can handle anything, that I’m “superhuman.” It’s stupid…No one is superhuman. Just because I’ve gone through things and keep on going doesn’t mean I’m strong. It means I don’t look back. I just keep moving forward, but sometimes I question why. Why should I move forward? For what purpose?

Most would say I have a good life. I have […]

3/7/2015 2 comments

Intrinsically Flawed

by beautiful joke 12/8/2014

written by beautiful joke

CRITICAL parents, bullies, addictions, mean girls, jealous gossip, scapegoat me you bitches, outcasted, jobless

Hard working, straight Aing, exercising, writing, creating, therapy, friends, faith, graduate degree, PURPOSE, dignity

Shes meek and timid and mousy, she’s a minority who only speaks English, she’s worthless, so TIMID, fucking nice and quiet

Sing, paint, POWERFUL, spiritual, soulful, run, get up and try again, meditate, pray, brush it off, get up, SPEAK UP

Not enough, never enough, never enough, use me, put me in danger, put me down, alone, alone, ALONE, no one understands

No one will hire a wounded healer she said, think positive they said, have a thicker skin they say, have […]

12/8/2014 9 comments

I’m going insane

by AnguishedSoul 11/30/2014

written by AnguishedSoul

Every day it gets worse and worse, not quickly though… slow, like an hour glass that seems to never end but it does, just so slowly that it seems like it never changes.

Some days I don’t think of it too much, other days are a nightmare and other days at it’s worst i cut. When I’m alone its at it’s worst and yet when I’m alone is the only time I don’t feel alone… if that makes sense, its like when I’m around other people I feel more alone than ever because no one understands, no one wants to know or care and I don’t […]

11/30/2014 0 comment

Am i crazy?

by ArielCamille 11/22/2014

written by ArielCamille

That’s what ones close to me say. If they don’t say it i know that they think so. Everyone has a different definition of the word. Crazy is a word you use when you don’t understand something….In my opinion. I already know that they can’t or will never understand. No one understands. No one around here anyways. People are too quick to judge. I want them to spend a day in my shoes… see how long it would take for them to crack. I’ve held on this meaningless shit since i was 16. But hey, they say it’s just life, and it is.

11/22/2014 1 comment

Failure on Repeat

by Xuonimo 11/21/2014

written by Xuonimo

I am a failure. i am at a loss. i have received advice. i thought that following it would suffice. but as the time passes and as i reevaluate my life…

i am supposed to pursue art next year and go study abroad in italy to broaden my understanding of what i am getting myself into. but in order for me to pursue that future i only needed to graduate.

i only needed to pass the three subjects that i had failed last year.

i did well during the first few months but i started to go on a downward spiral halfway. no one understands how depression […]

11/21/2014 4 comments

Yeah, it’s happening

by jrd79808 10/10/2014

written by jrd79808

After much thought and consideration, I have decided to end my life. I may have only been here for 19 years, but that’s 19 years too many. Life has been harsh to me for too long. I have a condition that’ll shorten my life span anyway, so I may as well cut to the chase and get it over with.

I have forgotten what it feels like to be truly happy in life. Sadness and depression have defined me for so long, I don’t know how to feel anything else. There hasn’t been a day in my entire life when I woke up and thought, “I’m […]

10/10/2014 4 comments

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by neh 10/2/2014

written by neh

To have thought that I would ever ever be understood. Even by those closest to me. All those times that I keep allowing people to lead, to take decisions, to be unreasonable when things are not ok with them- not for once will it be reciprocated. It is a myth that people understand people, it is a myth that people are so close that they ‘get’ one another. No one understands anyone. That is the truth. One single truth. And everyone is there for themselves, convincing you how right they are, defeating you with their logic. At that time it does not matter how many […]

10/2/2014 3 comments

I Am Nothing

by aeroghost 9/9/2014

written by aeroghost

I’m done. Had all I can take. No one understands how mentally destroyed I am..

I haven’t smiled in weeks…. Maybe months

I just can’t take it. It feels like my heart is literally ripping itself apart.

I don’t care if I’ll regret this decision, I JUST WANT OUT..

I’m sorry…

this is my end..

9/9/2014 2 comments

by dyingsoul 8/8/2014

written by dyingsoul

Nothings going right. No one understands. I can’t do this any more. I’m done.

8/8/2014 3 comments

Scared, very scared

by riversoul 8/8/2014

written by riversoul

I am very sad and I am very scared but I am trying. I don’t know if this site is helpful to me because everyone here is so sad. Which makes sense. But I’m sad too, and no one understands. I’m living with my boyfriend, and every time I tell him about my thoughts and feelings that scare me he gets upset and quiet. He doesn’t want to talk about it, but I need to. I feel like a time bomb. I feel like one day something will happen that I just can’t handle and that’ll be it. I try to think of my little […]

8/8/2014 1 comment

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by FromThePitOfMyBurningNauseousStomach 8/4/2014

written by FromThePitOfMyBurningNauseousStomach

Gee I wonder what it will be like going back to school after an entire summer of no socialization. I theorize that it’s always been this way. Elders say today’s generation have no respect, and teenagers feel like no one understands them, they feel jaded and unique to the crowd. I wonder if I appear to other people as just another bumbling fuckhead, unaware of the inevitable. I think we all just put on fake smiles and think to ourselves how awful and stupid everyone else is. Friends are essentially accepted societal masochism. The only one I hate more then you is myself.

8/4/2014 2 comments

I want to die because I’m lost

by depressed girl 7/18/2014

written by depressed girl

Everything just seems to be going wrong. I don’t know who I am and am not even really sure who I want to be. I guess you could just say that’s my age I’m 19 going on 20. So that’s reasonable. I feel down. I feel like no one understands me . I feel like am becoming distant from those I love. I can’t enjoy life. It sucks right know. It really has since I turned 12 and just got progressively worse. I feel better about myself personally as time has gone on. Its just I feel inexperienced and less mature in the ways of […]

7/18/2014 2 comments

lol @ this

by Kailee3 7/14/2014

written by Kailee3

I feel insane, like i’ll never be happy. Even though i strive so hard to be happy. Yet i feel as if there is fire in my skin, and i am drowning within’. I can’t trust nor really open up to people.. i can feel them judging.. no one understands the concept of depression around here.. they just think you are ‘sick’ .. that’s all you’ll hear “She’s sick, look at her wrist” “She needs to be put away” .. But they don’t get the constant darkness taking over your mind.. Out of all honesty if i were to do it.. I’d make it look […]

7/14/2014 11 comments

Clock is ticking

by mills 7/13/2014

written by mills

I’ve always wanted to kill myself, ever since I was like 14. I never really got to try till I was 18. I was never happy with myself. I always failed at everything and I was sick of it. I’m tired of being treated like nothing, feeling worthless, feeling like I do not matter. My ex girlfriend made me feel so much better about myself till she cheated on me in the worst way possible and only made everything worse. I found myself back where I was. Surrounded by 4 walls, looking for anything to hurt myself with but pills wont work anymore. I don’t […]

7/13/2014 5 comments

21 years to this day.

by whitenorth 6/17/2014

written by whitenorth

I sit in my room every night weighing up the pro’s and con’s of ending my life? And most days the pro’s out weigh the con’s, but then I remember what I’d been told.
“suicide is a selfish act”.
Is that so? I can’t get my head around which is more selfish. Taking your own life, or being made to live it?

Yes before it crosses your mind I do cut myself, but I do it in random places not in lines so all it looks like is a few normal scars. I probably do it so keep some sort of sense of control so […]

6/17/2014 4 comments

Pathetic

by MissNothing 6/3/2014

written by MissNothing

All I want is to end it all. To simply not be. My whole life I’ve been given everything you could ever want, but I was never happy. No one understands it’s always the same thing: why? That’s so selfish. You’re life is so perfect, you have no reason to be depressed. Things can seem so different from the outside than they do from the center of the battlefield. My mind is constantly racing I never sleep I never get a break from my thoughts. I have been sad and angry for so many years with little bits of happiness yet every time it’s ripped […]

6/3/2014 5 comments

No place for me

by blacktears 4/15/2014

written by blacktears

I use to think of myself being better than anyone else.But it aint worth it if uÂ don’tÂ prove it to the society, i realized it recently thatÂ I amÂ the biggest failure and not a trust worthy person. in these past few weeks i have done so manyÂ regrettableÂ things.1) i took money without asking my parents 2)I have failed my classes and coursework which my father went through a lot to get a seat in that college 3) i failed my group in completing the coursework, which ruined the relation between my best friend and me. so i had to talk with my father about this the first […]

4/15/2014 1 comment

I’m new

by cyanideandhappiness 3/8/2014

written by cyanideandhappiness

Don’t really know how this thing works, but it appealed to me. Â Considering I have absolutely no true friends I didn’t know where else to turn. Â Do you guys just feel like no one understands you? Â I feel so embarrassed when I try to talk about my depression because all I get are remarks telling me to toughen up, that things will only get better and I have so much to live for. Â But, I don’tÂ wantÂ to live anymore.

I have absolutely no friends. Â My family…well my family and I have grown apart. Â And my parents are loving and all, but I can’t help but feel like […]

3/8/2014 6 comments

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