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‘Disappointed’

by bluesun 7/14/2014

written by bluesun

You know when you’re struggling. When you flit between completely numb and vomit inducing crying & pain where you can’t get up off the floor. When you have no one. And in the darkness you try to reach out to someone. Open up just a little. Try to explain why you are what you are, why you feel what you feel and why you hurt the people around you even though you don’t mean to. And all you get back is they’re ‘disappointed’?

I never trust people and this has reminded me why. I can’t form any kind of relationship, even a simple friendship is beyond me. I […]

7/14/2014 2 comments

Alone

by Broken_Soul 7/14/2014

written by Broken_Soul

Long ago there was a little boy (he was six years old at the time)who played all alone by himself everyday.the little boy never had any friends.the reason for this was that his mother kept having to move them from place to place for new jobs.they werent stable.because of this the boy fell behind in school and felt stupider than the rest of the kids in his grade.he also didnt know what the new trends were and what was ”cool” to the other kids.the boy tried so very very hard to fit in.he just couldnt do it.he tried and tried and tried but no luck. […]

7/14/2014 5 comments

i hate it here.

by demi 7/13/2014

written by demi

well i’m 14 and don’t really talk to people about stuff like this but.. i dont want to be like this anymore, i dont really want to live at all anymore.

summer break started 3 weeks ago and just before it i lost my friends, they started talking about me and all that stuff but i started hanging with new people and it only made me realise that i hate myself even more. i’m a typical teenager, i dont stand out like the rest of them.

i have a lot of family problems- my mum and dad argue a lot, i argue with them a lot and […]

7/13/2014 1 comment

Final song

by Alexther 7/13/2014

written by Alexther

Hey…I don’t think I ever mentioned this on this website,so here we go: I have a band.I am a musician.Yep,yep,I know that I am a schizoid idiot with anger management issues,but hey,that doesn’t stop me from singing,right?

Anyway,we’re approaching the completion of our last song and the release of our first album.Working on this album was the only thing keeping me motivated to hold on a little longer for the last 3 months.So yeah,after the album is released,I think I’ll just hang myself.

I only posted this so I could say goodbye to anyone…You see,I got no one.No (caring) family,no friends…no one…So I thought I might say […]

7/13/2014 7 comments

Always the extra.

by thinflowers 7/13/2014

written by thinflowers

I’m sick and tired of never being ‘that person’. I’m always the ‘extra’, the girl there, the invisible one, the girl that came with someone, the un-existing. I hate myself for that, but I can’t show me as I am with everybody… I believe I’m too weird. I guess it must be that because everybody says that I’m hard to talk to. That I don’t think like everybody, that I’m weird. An outsider. I want someone to care. I want someone to come over and say hey! let’s talk; instead of: Is she your friend? Can you help me with her? I fucking hate my […]

7/13/2014 6 comments

kill everyone

by khajiit 7/12/2014

written by khajiit

the lawn seems empty
the sky looks clear
the imminent danger
seems no where near

someone steps out
gun in hand
somebody runs
somebody stands

no one seems phased
he loads the gun
why do they walk
why don’t they run?

the sky turns red
and so does the road
somebody screams
as the blood starts to flow

the laws have crumbled
it’s a free for all
black is the trend
and decency falls

corpses lay mangled
in allies and streets
laying in stacks
and on the concrete

hanging from streetlights
and hanging from trees
nobody cares
as long as they bleed

if someone’s not hanging
they’re hanging others
from children and […]

7/12/2014 6 comments

Boredom

by seppuku 7/11/2014

written by seppuku

Most days I am so horribly bored. Do I ever need a bloody job! Not that jobs in general are a lot of fun, but anything’s gotta be better than sitting on my a** all day. Or going into town, killing time, no one to see, escaping into the internet on my smartphone, just ‘out’ for the sake of being out and because I cannot stand being cooped up on my own anymore.

I should not be contemplating suicide out of boredom! This is not a good reason (and is actually not mine). Work is a necessary evil in this world, it’s just the way it […]

7/11/2014 15 comments

i dont know what to do anymore

by Attila67 7/10/2014

written by Attila67

i am nothing. every since my best friend Danny died my life has become less than shit. he was the person i could talk to when i had no one else who i could. my family hates me and its like no matter what i do i can never make them happy more or less me. i miss him so much and it seem like everyday i have to find a reason to stay on this earth. ive tried so many times to die and i come so close every time but someone ends up saving me somehow. that doesnt mean they love me. i […]

7/10/2014 3 comments

my life sucks

by lifesuckx 7/10/2014

written by lifesuckx

i feel very lonely here. no one likes me. For no reason if people have problems with me then why i should live here. i think if i will die then these people’s problems will be solved. i want to see everyone happy. good bye.

7/10/2014 1 comment

Better

by LetItGo 7/9/2014

written by LetItGo

It’s been what about a month?
I’m not going to say it’s been too long.
Because it hasn’t.
And that may hurt some of you, but I’m not sorry.
Because I’m starting to get better.
Suicidal thoughts do not cloud my mind anymore.
Thoughts of no one caring are not there.
I know some people care.
And I know some people don’t.
I have accepted that.
For those who don’t care I toss them away.
My friend once said to get rid of the toxic people.
So I do.
But sometimes it doesn’t go as well as planned.
Sometimes my friends get mad at me.

7/9/2014 3 comments

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by WiltingFlowers 7/8/2014

written by WiltingFlowers

Maybe the world is just a big mess,
full of pointless people doing pointless things,
but I know this is a world I want to be part of.
I want to hear the rain tapping against my window,
like a well meaning person trying to get in,
but in this world the well meaning people don’t get in,
it’s always the scum that earn the trust,
‘Nice guys finish last’ they say,
but fail to see how true it is,
because I may not be nice to everyone and anyone,
but I am nice to the people who need it,
and maybe I will finish […]

7/8/2014 0 comment

Internet Addiction

by NoJustice 7/8/2014

written by NoJustice

So, I’m sitting here wondering about life, and one of the things I’ve noticed is that the Internet has been the only constant in it for a very large chunk of time now. The Internet is there for me when I’m sad, happy, mad, bored, fill in the blank. Nothing else in this world brings me the amount of joy the internet brings me. Not people, not drugs, not alcohol, not sex, nothing at all can compare to the wonders of the internet.

I recently found out that my internet has a cap. Because I reached it. With that, my internet provider makes you pay […]

7/8/2014 3 comments

Darkenss

by DarkAngel21 7/8/2014

written by DarkAngel21

Im screaming

Darkness is consuming me

No one hears my cries

“Your fat”

“Your ugly”

“No one loves you”

“Your a mistake”

I cover my ears

Shut my eyes

Trying to draw away the voice

“No that’s not true!”

I would yell at the voice

“My family, My friends, My boyfriend LOVE ME”

I scream in agony

“Its pity love,

Family are supposed to love you ,

Your friends wear a mask,

You boyfriend doesn’t want to hurt you”

I slowly opened my eyes

I saw a shadowy figure stand before me

Black as night

Embrace me

It whispered

“Shhhhh, im here for you”

I slowly open my eyes and look at it

It kisses me

I feel all my emotions go into that kiss

It looks at me with a satisfied expression

“The contract […]

7/8/2014 0 comment

Hardly.

by hellblau 7/7/2014

written by hellblau

You think your days are uneventful, and no one ever thinks about you. You think your days are ordinary, and no one ever thinks about you. But we’re all the same, and she can hardly breathe without you.

7/7/2014 0 comment

Stars

by WiltingFlowers 7/7/2014

written by WiltingFlowers

7/7/2014 2 comments

My experience

by PerfectDay 7/5/2014

written by PerfectDay

It’s my first time here, I want to say that English is not my first language so I’m sorry if I make mistakes.

I’m 20 and I’ve been suicidal since I was 9, I’ve tried it a few times when I was younger and didn’t succeed but luckily no one even noticed. I’ve regularly made cuts in my legs since I was 12, my family and friends have seen the scars and even asked about them but none of them seems to actually care about it.

Last year I started talking with who is my best friend now, she’s suicidal too. We support each other and we […]

7/5/2014 3 comments

current mood: undefined

by letitallout 7/4/2014

written by letitallout

I just don’t even care anymore. The passion to pursue my old dreams are gone. I’m just defeated by this feeling of emptiness. Like I have no self worth or purpose to serve. By no means, do I have it the worst. I have a loving, supporting, fully functional family.I have nice tangible things and have never been sexually abused. None of this matters, though, and each day I wish that I wouldn’t have all of these things and that my fifteen years on this earth would end. I guess I’m frustrated at myself,I wish that there was more to this life of mine. There’s […]

7/4/2014 1 comment

heart on the wall

by stupidrain 7/3/2014

written by stupidrain

When you sort things out, when you sort your life, when you think this time it’s going to be alright, you say: you made it!; something awful happens. It throws you out of your course and i know these things happen daily. I just can’t stand when someone thinks you don’t care, when they think it is easy.

I am not making any sense but i am a little bit teary so i can’t find the words to describe how i feel. It’s always thinking about the future that makes me sad. I reached an age in which it is not yet too late to change […]

7/3/2014 0 comment

Psychological BS

by KeepGoing 7/2/2014

written by KeepGoing

So more psychological BS by someone who’s intentionally trying to screw around with my life….. I’m kind of over it and it’s pathetic that no one can state what’s going on….. kind of a pathetic world we live in, but I shouldn’t be intentionally forced out of an industry of or towns or of anywhere…… but that’s seems to be what’s happening because some people are really really screwed up….God help them…. and in the meantime I’ll hold enough faith that things work out for my personal situation spending and hour and half on a bridge is never a good thing – but it’s my […]

7/2/2014 0 comment

the demon inside.

by deadtragedy 7/2/2014

written by deadtragedy

I have this demon, he lives inside me. He tells me that if i cut deeper and deeper , every thing that is wrong with me will go away.

The more i cut he says, the more it will leave my mind. He tells the truth, he is the one that helps me when no one else is there. One day I am going to be gone, but my demon will live on. Have yourselves a good night darlings~

7/2/2014 0 comment

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