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I can’t do this anymore

by justanothergirl09 11/26/2015

written by justanothergirl09

I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to go far away. Can I just die? There’s nothing to live for. I have people all around me but they’re not a good enough reason to make me want to stay alive. It doesn’t matter if I die right now. It would just save me the trouble since I don’t have plans for my future. The person I love the most is gone and there’s no reason to live without her. I’m thankful for the people around me since others have had it worse, but this is not what I want.

I guess I could say […]

11/26/2015 1 comment

I fantasize about death- am I weird??

by walking on sunshine 11/18/2015

written by walking on sunshine

Hi everyone,

I fantasise about death. I think about what it would be like. I don’t believe that people go to heaven when they die, I know that once you’re dead, that’s it. I don’t want to talk to anyone, I don’t want to go anywhere. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I can’t believe I’m thinking these thoughts. I have an amazing husband and the cutest 6 month old boy. I have no reason to think these thoughts.. Yet I’m obsessed with the idea of dying, I saw a counsellor, a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but I couldn’t open up to […]

11/18/2015 10 comments

Today I’m happy

by nicole123 11/13/2015

written by nicole123

(Forgot to post this earlier , saved it as a draft)

Today is like every other day .

i go to class at 7 am get out at 2pm and now I’m at work waiting to clock in.

But today I woke up feeling a little better .

theres no reason why either .

i think it’s because it’s a beautiful day out

I live by the beach and it should be cold right now because winter is almost here but it’s a nice warm day and the sun is out .

it was raining for days and I think it made me sad .

I’m sitting here at work looking out the […]

11/13/2015 3 comments

No Reason

by Aslin 9/18/2015

written by Aslin

I’m new here..and I just desperately need to type this out with the anonymity that comes with the internet. I’m so..very tired. I’m not sure what’s wrong. Since I was little..maybe 7 I became withdrawn. Depression rose and finally last year when I was 24 I finally collapsed when the anxiety decided to come out full blown. My mother took to immediate care once she found me 4 times curled up sobbing for no reason. By that time I had taken off work, my grades were garbage, I had stopped eating, stopped everything but lay in bed and cry. My father says it’s in my […]

9/18/2015 4 comments

well yr fuhkd.

by ghostvenus 9/2/2015

written by ghostvenus

years on this bitter, sour soil has taught me x amount of useless information.
1). Some hugs feel like thorns.

2). Most breaths are filled with poison.

It’s a pretty shitty thing to think about the way you want to die, and the need to die and the awful way you joke about it to yr friends, making it seem like a fuhkd up joke but in reality you’re asking for help. They know you’re sick. You know you’re sick. Your therapist knows your sick. Also, do your parents. But no matter how much you fight it seems static and thick. It stays. Unmoving. Instead of getting […]

9/2/2015 1 comment

I’m done!!!

by disgusting 8/31/2015

written by disgusting

This is the last fucking straw! I can’t get a known slum lord to rent to me because of my credit and my name change from a female name to a male name is surely the trigger that set him off, but he had already decided against renting to me before he even got my application. He didn’t look at anything. He just knew he didn’t want some freak there.

I’m too fat and ugly to ever be loved, laid, or even be accepted as a roommate. I’m destined to be homeless and alone and no one has any fucking idea what it’s like to be […]

8/31/2015 10 comments

Just when I thought all was over

by IBeBlue808 8/24/2015

written by IBeBlue808

Hello to whoever is reading this,

Two years ago I posted a suicide note on this website with the sincere belief that I would be dead within a week of posting it. But, I guess things don’t always go as planned. The day I planned on doing it, I realized that I couldn’t do it. Whether it was me being too weak, too scared or just too depressed to even follow through with my last plan, I just didn’t end up dead.

I don’t know what stopped me, but I am thankful for it. 2 years later, my life has turned around.

Now don’t get me wrong, I […]

8/24/2015 17 comments

Will never get better

by bluu 8/16/2015

written by bluu

A vicious circle my life will always be.

I’ve always coped in the only way I know, it hurts me and creates even more darkness.

The small glimmer of hope came and passed; false and pretend, that’s all it ever was.

A vicious circle my life will always be.

In a week’s time, I will be nothing once again.

There is no future for someone with such deep struggles.

I held on for no reason; I will never get better.

I know.

8/16/2015 0 comment

I’m Losing Myself

by themanwhousedtobegoodenough 8/12/2015

written by themanwhousedtobegoodenough

I don’t know why I do the things is do. I don’t know why I think how I think. I don’t know why I’m so sensitive. I don’t know why I love with all my heart and soul. But in the process I’ve lost my dignity, my strength, and my manliness. I want to meet Jesus, assuming he’s my maker. When I do I’m going to ask him where I went wrong. I’m sure he’ll have no problem telling me how it is. I just hope he doesn’t banish me from eternal life because I pissed the one he gave me down my leg. Being […]

8/12/2015 1 comment

Tired and alone

by alone89 8/2/2015

written by alone89

Just tired and alone. No reason to do anything. No love, no life, no hope. Nothing.

8/2/2015 1 comment

I’m Not Okay and It’s Not Alright

by MentallyWeak 7/28/2015

written by MentallyWeak

Sometimes I always go into deep thought about my life. Sometimes I feel like i have good days. But then at night i just think. Like, why should i live if i know people dont want me around? Why should i have to live, constantly feeling like people hate me for no reason? Why should I live, knowing there’s no reason to? My mom doesn’t know that i feel this way. But if i try telling her she’ll say im stupid . My guess is that she just doesn’t want to believe that i could feel this way.

My mom is a nurse and she […]

7/28/2015 4 comments

The Trigger

by anotherfailure 7/25/2015

written by anotherfailure

I know on my previous post, I talk about how things started to work out for me. However, as expected, my world has crumbled down again, and I’ve found the trigger. My own father. He doesn’t love me, he is not proud of me, all he does is blaming me and being sarcastic as hell to me. He gives this overwhelming affection to my sister, he talks to her, he shows how much he loves her in front of me.

These past couple days, I felt perfectly fine. Today, I feel like shit. I started crying with no reason again, I have this urge to hurt […]

7/25/2015 3 comments

I’m trying.

by i cant breathe 7/16/2015

written by i cant breathe

I do not know what i am doing with my life. I find life pointless and irrelevant. People are bitchy and I find no reason to live anymore.

7/16/2015 5 comments

Well…

by uhm..imhere 7/12/2015

written by uhm..imhere

Well. Short story is,, I am suicidal. I have no reason to live anymore. I don’t know what to do….

7/12/2015 4 comments

I know something you don’t know.

by sickfromthemelt 7/10/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

Get over it.

Oh… well then, that changes EVERYTHING -_-

Why does everyone say that?

I’m not pissed because my team lost or some shit, I’m pissed because I want to fucking die, you asshole.

Yes, I’m allowed to hold a grudge when my employer fires me for no reason and rips me off, yes, I’m allowed to hold a grudge when some immature prick threatens to kill me on the street, yes, I’m allowed to hold a grudge when you insult me and everything about me, yes, I’m allowed to hold a grudge when someone breaks my heart completely and leaves me unable to […]

7/10/2015 7 comments

Life, love, and reality.

by thatgirl6979 7/3/2015

written by thatgirl6979

My life is crumbling right before me. It seems as if I’m in a dark hole grasping my fingers in the dirt trying to crawl out. I’ve always been a manic-depressive, but it’s getting to be to much. My fiancé of two years just left, no reason, just saying he was done. My job is barley standing, eventually it will shut down. I’m so young and I should have so much to look forward to, but I’m not seeing it that way.

7/3/2015 3 comments

i wrote another song let me know what you think

by crying-inside 6/24/2015

written by crying-inside

i saw you standing there alone upon the roof
your eyes puffy red and your lips were turning blue
tell me now
whats your reason darling tell me now
and dreams are made of wonder
and the curiosity
but if you do this now im telling you its not meant to be
so dont be sad there is now reason darling dont be sad
do follow the yellow brick road
talk to the stars in the sky it wont be easy i know there is no reason to cry
keep on moving keep the blood pumping keep your heart beating keep the smile
keep on […]

6/24/2015 4 comments

ripped apart brain guy

by rippy 6/20/2015

written by rippy

new to site I thought I’d tell my story. I first took psch meds at age 16 after becoming depressed for no reason. within an hour of being put on one med I felt something tear in my head. for the next 30 years I dealt with these sensations progressively getting worse but I tried to have a life anyway and used alcohol to numb the sensations and cope with the anxiety it caused. basically I became a highly functional alcoholic and had a good career, a wife and kids. four years ago the brain tearing apart sensations got much worse and I have pretty […]

6/20/2015 3 comments

First Post

by hulahoop 6/10/2015

written by hulahoop

I am fifty-one. I can’t believe I am still here because I never wanted to live. I want to die. I feel badly when I hear about people dying when they wanted to live and had a lot to live for because I continue on with almost no will to live. I will probably live to be ninety unless I intervene. I’ve wondered if living is my punishment.

Nobody gives a shit. I hear about people who drop dead, and nobody notices for weeks, months, and even years. I worry about that happening to me. Luckily I don’t have any pets.

I must be a terrible person […]

6/10/2015 4 comments

by Nihilism000 6/9/2015

written by Nihilism000

No one Will ever love me. Why am I wasting my time living for nothing. Without love I have no reason to exist.

6/9/2015 2 comments

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