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Odd Reason

Let Me Live Again

by ChellyDiane 5/21/2013

written by ChellyDiane

Let me live again
Let me dream of how things were
Let life be my grass I walk on
Looking for a place to stay free

(You still did this to me)

Let me be the only thing I dream big dreams for
Let my heart grow strong against love
Where you could never last past the moment
That many men crushed me daily

(You were everything to me)

Ugh, let my hands gently lift my hair
Slowly pulling it back revealing my eye
Black and blue among other colors that leak through
But for some odd reason
I just canâ€™t let go

(Thereâ€™s never been happiness,
Nor real love […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Suicidal….

by JaneDoe822 4/19/2013

written by JaneDoe822

I’m 17 years old(will turn 18 this June),5″3,39 kg,underconfident,anxious,afraid,failure,looser,quitter……Ive been heavily suicidal for like five years now!!!
Mostly due to my academic stress….till highschool i scored great and was a bright minded geeky kid but for some odd reason i started to grow more and more fears and day by day the roots of those fears anchored deeply into my conscience and i ended up being a fiasco….i fail at everything….i cant reach out for even the simple mundane goals…apparently i am still bright and healthy but inside there is a neverending armageddon and mental anguish…I am dead…I’m just a breathing corpse without any genuine […]

4/19/2013 0 comment

15 reasons

by passionfruit3 12/24/2012

written by passionfruit3

reasons for doing this
1. Im addicted to trying to hurt myself
2.I have loads of pills its to hard to get rid of them.At at least for me.
3. Im pretty sure nothing will come of it anyway. After all ive attempted suicide more times than can count and a lot of the times i was never admitted for treatment.
4. Ive been very scared lately of death which is very ironic.But the point is i dont want to be around without the people i love.I dont want to feel the emotional pain of loss.
5 I cant survive on my own.One of my […]

12/24/2012 1 comment

Fly with me by Flyleaf is stuck in my head. It’s a good song, with a lovely voice.

by RogueShadow1281 4/16/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

I sit here, reading stories and texting my beautiful cousin. She has begun to flirt with me, while everyone told me I should be asking for sex with my cousin as an ill-attempt for her to feel closer to me. I revealed my sexual fantasies and what-not to her, and she has begun to like me back. I feel high, for some odd reason. The term perma-fried is going through my mind meaning I’m always high, maybe it’s finally finding happiness.Â

I just hope that happiness lasts. I love her so much, I wish I could ask her to be my girlfriend. I would take her […]

4/16/2012 6 comments

Past & Future Suicide ~ Assistance

by Skylowe 2/22/2012

written by Skylowe

My name is Daniel aka Xeeno. I do have an past with “Suicide” and it’s painful to live through. I tried many times to jump off an bright, I tried many times to cut my self, I tried many times to shoot myself, but for some odd reason something in my life through me off. Something wouldn’t let me jump, something wouldn’t let me cut myself, something wouldn’t let me shoot myself. But for some reason now I feel that I shouldn’t live life anymore, I should let life pass by me like the wind, I should let life go, I mean I have no […]

2/22/2012 3 comments