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My Middle

by Anonymous 10/4/2014

written by Anonymous

This is my middle part of the story of how I started being suicidal….

So, After A few years, like.. about more years? Yeah. Well, I was ten and I started listening to new metal.. like Pierce The Veil (PTV), Sleeping With Sirens (SWS), Blood On The Dance Floor (BOTDF), Falling In Reverse (FIR) And Etc.

Yeah, and well the only reason why I was listening to that kind of music was because I got tortured by everyone around me… Even the people I loved…… My sister, My mom, My dad, And Even my “Friends”.. When I realized they never loved […]

10/4/2014 1 comment

if i cant have her, i cant have anybody

by infectedpooks 9/6/2014

written by infectedpooks

the vampire diaries is her favorite show, so here i am, on a saturday night, by myself as always, watching this show and seeing all of these romantic loving relationships, something i wanted so badly with her. i refuse to live my life without her, i cant do it. the only reason im being a miserable loser here is because i wont allow anybody close to me know that i feel this way. once i grow a pair and actually decide to end it, theyll never see it coming.

9/6/2014 6 comments

Stuck, Lost

by dwink 8/1/2014

written by dwink

This shell I have is tough to crack, no one sees the pain just the smile. I cannot get the attention from anyone and I’m fine with that. But lately I’ve been getting withdrawn from people. Family, friends, work and I can feel what’s around the corner. The suicidal thoughts are ringing heavy and I have to play music louder to get rid of them. Surprisingly no one sees that I am changing and probably heading for the worst what holds me together is my immediate family. The only reason to live has been not to disappoint her. But I am losing touch with relationships, […]

8/1/2014 1 comment

Women, do you think I am ugly?

by KinGinYelloW 7/20/2014

written by KinGinYelloW

This is a serious question. Please be 100% honest, especially if you have bad news for me. I never had a girlfriend. After all the rejections and hurt I’ve gone through bec of women, I cant be objective about my looks anymore. I just hate myself.

I want to find out, if my shyness and sadness is the only reason, why I never had a relationship OR its also because i am just fuckin unattractive to women.

Could u find a guy like me in any way attractive? In my self-perception I couldnt 🙁

ps: i hope i figured out how to upload that picture ^^

7/20/2014 107 comments

independence cuts

by abandon16 7/4/2014

written by abandon16

Id just cut both of my arms they burn its hot theres blood its burning the only reason i did it was becuz of him….he has a party hosted n there girlz who dnt respect a relationship, im scared to Kno what is going on….im crying scared worried paranoid, uploads pics of him n money lik no tht not CUTE n then of bottles n bottles of liquor, it just worries me n i wanna let him kno but then i dnt wanna ruin his night. He pinky promise he wasnt ginna drink o smoke n i hope it stays lik tht

7/4/2014 1 comment

im at this point

by Mary Love 7/2/2014

written by Mary Love

im at this point where I just want to end it all.

the only bad thing is, i’m trying so hold to hang on.

most people say, well if you had time to write this, then you aren’t going to do this.

I want to so bad but I don’t want to.

I want to die so I don’t have to deal with these people anymore

so I don’t have to feel sad anymore

but I can’t wait for the day I leave for my grandparents house.

that’s the only reason i’m holding on.

I just wany yhis pain to end.

I don’t WANT to die, but that’s the only way I know how […]

7/2/2014 12 comments

2nd attempt

by Irish junk head 6/28/2014

written by Irish junk head

Its 2 weeks after my 2nd suicide attempt i found the deepest artery in the middle of my arm it was like an inch or 2 deep and an artery below your thumb. also took 20 d10s to thin my blood. my gf called an ambulance i sent her a text apologising for my selfishness also wrote a suicide note i thought id be dead b4 she read the text it takes lonher than you think. Was kapt in an psychiatric hospital until i was seen by a pysycyatrist they siad im bi polar and split personality disorder i signed myself out have been put […]

6/28/2014 0 comment

by Unimportant 5/10/2014

written by Unimportant

Sleeping is awesome.Waking up and realizing how much does this world suck is what I don’t like.If death is like eternal sleep then I have nothing to fear but I still am very scared.Fear of death is probably the only reason why I didn’t kill myself.

5/10/2014 5 comments

Appreciation

by ClairDeLune 3/20/2014

written by ClairDeLune

is so important. You have to appreciate what you have and be thankful. And being/ feeling appreciated makes a life worth living. Usually it is the family and very close friends who appreciate you and who show you that need you and love you and will always be there for you.

In my case – since I wouldnt put any of my friends in this category – it has always been family that made my life somehow worth living. I would even call them the only reason why I am still alive. During the last few weeks I started to realize something though, and I have […]

3/20/2014 7 comments

There is no point anymore

by joey123 3/20/2014

written by joey123

All i really want to do now is go to sleep forever. IV always been useless and ugly. I am never going to get anywhere in life so what is the point in living. The only reason i am still alive is because my death would upset a few people to much. Iv let my mum down who brought me up all by herself and wasted her life to try and give me the best she could. People tell me im a lovely person but that doesn’t matter. Just want to be normal and not ugly and to have a tiny bit of success in […]

3/20/2014 17 comments

the only reason i aint done it yet!

by inf1n1 3/3/2014

written by inf1n1

pure empty awareness no self transcendent infinite skylike mind indestructible primordial eternal peace that your true self or ur reborn as a fkin ignorant worm dont roll the dice with the youniverse remove those created barriers and become free <3

3/3/2014 1 comment

I Found Them…

by Nobody_Cares 2/19/2014

written by Nobody_Cares

So the only reason that I didn’t cut is because of 3 things. My guy friend who I really like, my mom and because I lost the blades that I cut with. Each day I would go rummaging through my room to find the box that I keep my blades in, because I needed my fix of seeing that blood flow down my wrist, and because I needed to feel the pain. If you’re a cutter, you know what I’m talking about. I finally found them on Thursday last week and I was so happy. 3 weeks of not cutting was kinda hard.

2/19/2014 0 comment

Living, Dying, Life, Death

by LetItGo 2/13/2014

written by LetItGo

The only reason I haven’t killed myself yet is because I don’t want to hurt anyone but the reason I want to kill myself is because everyone is hurting me.

2/13/2014 4 comments

My Story

by Chris97 1/29/2014

written by Chris97

It all started 4 months ago,when I had a surgery..I never felt like that before..I was in the hospital for 2 weeks..Every day I thought that someone will visit me,at least show me that they care a little..But,no one came,not even the person I called my best friend..When I told him I was in hospital,he said he didn’t notice I was gone..That hurted me a lot..That was the first time I felt lonely and the first night I cried..After a while,suicidal thought’s started to come..I started praying every night to god that something change..but nothing did..Then,one night I met someone over the internet,I never thought […]

1/29/2014 1 comment

thing’s ain’t the same

by Manny Manson 11/9/2013

written by Manny Manson

My first true love, my high school sweet heart, my everything, the reason for being alive is now barely keeping me alive. I’m losing her every second of the day, I don’t know if it’s her or if it’s me but either way I’m feeling hopeless and abandon because I know she’s going to leave. Things ain’t the same I wish I could go back to when I was younger when our relationship was the best but I guess things happen for a reason, I just hope we’ll never end.

11/9/2013 4 comments

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