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Perfect Life

How am I to cope with all THIS?

by PippinLink 7/14/2014

written by PippinLink

I don’t think I want this, but what am I saying? I never did.

This isn’t the life I ever wanted to live. I used to have so many hopes and dreams… And now? There’s… Nothing. Just broken remains of the buildings of my hopes and dreams, shattered by those who thought lesser of me, as if their cruel words could never hurt me. But not just them. The family never helped me, if anything, they made it worse. This isn’t where I should be starting though. The suicidal feelings, the depression, everything like that, developed at around the age of 7. […]

7/14/2014 3 comments

The Perfect Life

by Phil McLoven 1/25/2014

written by Phil McLoven

http://i.cdn.turner.com/si/multimedia/photo_gallery/1101/cfb-bcs-championship-cheerleaders/images/oregon-cheerleaders-ABOO0284.jpg

These are a few cheerleaders who cheer forÂ the Oregon Ducks. Aren’t they great?

They look so happy, so vivacious, animated and gleeful. Lively, bubbly, high spirited.

I want to be a cheerleader.

1/25/2014 25 comments

its to much

by pissedoffkid99 9/9/2013

written by pissedoffkid99

you look at my life, seems calm and cozy. i have a well balcenced life with exersise and friends. got ski racing and cadets. From a birds eye view it looks as if Â i have the near perfect life not just from other people but i think so to but im just so sad. my life is overrun in my mind i gotta think what to do next for cadets so the head officer wont give me shit. But he does any way no matter how hard i try. he tell me to do a list of things i need for next week. usaully saying […]

9/9/2013 2 comments

Guilty

by ItzCrazyxD 6/8/2013

written by ItzCrazyxD

Hi. I may seem like the average teenage girl, but I’m not. I may seem like the popular girl with a perfect life, but here’s what I really feel like. I’m a horrible person. In 9th grade, I had a best friend named Carly. She was funny, talented, and pretty. Then I started spacing myself from her and I hung out with the popular crew. Biggest. Mistake. Ever. They started bullying Carly. I didn’t do anything- I just stood there and watched it happen. They would harass Carly on websites such as Facebook, twitter, etc. Then, on December 19, she got sick of it

6/8/2013 1 comment

I guess this is really it?

by hereWithoutme10 5/28/2013

written by hereWithoutme10

Im done with everyone’s bullshit, im tired of seeing people fuck perfectly good things up. Meanwhile im stuck here talking everyone’s shit while other people are given perfect life’s. Tonight my friend said that people who kill themselves are cowards and i couldn’t stop thinking about that. Im not coward ive been drun addiction, depression, and physical illness but im tired and weak. This shit has weighed on me for far to long hoq much longer am i supose to hold on to false hopes. Im at the end of my rope and i need a saving grace otherwise im pulling the tigr in the […]

5/28/2013 2 comments

I’m 12 years old with suicidal feelings… Normal?

by Iceeeee 5/18/2013

written by Iceeeee

When I was 8 year old, I thought I was living a perfect life. I had both parents living with me. I had a older brother and older sister who took good care of me. I thought everything was going alright… I now know what a lie I was living.

My Dad was a alcoholic. My siblings tried their hardest to hide this fact from me. It worked and I didn’t know much about my Dad. I only knew that he comes home from work at night to sleep which was a lie. He was unemployed. He came home every night to take my brothers money. […]

5/18/2013 8 comments

Out of breaths. But I’m still breathing.

by tearstainedglass 4/26/2013

written by tearstainedglass

I’m not someone who anybody would suspect to be suicidal. I’m 17. I have the top grades in my class. I’m pretty (or so people tell me). I have a great group of friends. I’m popular. I’m funny. I’m well dressed. But at the end of the day, I hate myself. I hate myself more than anyone else could possibly hate me. But I’m still here. Read this and I’ll tell you why.

As I’m typing this tears are streaming down my face. My mom just finished another round of yelling at me to kill myself and how I’m a failure who will never amount to […]

4/26/2013 1 comment

Just Another Post About A Girl

by Skylit 3/18/2013

written by Skylit

Ever since I was 12 I wanted a wife, kids, and to be a doctor. Â It was the perfect life to me, to have all that happiness as soon as possible. Â Iâ€™m with the girl of my dreams, the girl who can be the one. Â She even use to say she wants all of that…with me. Â Starting two months ago though she seems to be ignoring me and not talking to me like she use to. Â The anniversary rituals seemed to have stopped. Â I went to the hospital today and she was worried and was talking to me more than she has been. Â It made […]

3/18/2013 2 comments

A final farewell

by puppy85899 1/27/2013

written by puppy85899

I like how I can vent about how I’m going to try and suffocate myself tonight. Nobody on here knows who I am. I have the perfect life. Loving family, no real reason to kill myself. Yeah,but I’m delusional. I Am insane. My parents think I’m the happy perfect child with straight A’s but no,I’m not. I have no friends and I barely am able to get up in the morning and go to school another day. I don’t live,I survive. So I decided to die.I’m not sure if ill go to hell or if atheists are right. I’m a very messed up person. My […]

1/27/2013 3 comments

I really am a self-centered whore.

by EasilyHopeless 1/10/2013

written by EasilyHopeless

All these posts you may read about suicidal people being “attention seeking f***s”. It’s probably me and others like me that cause these assumptions to be made. I don’t deserve the attention I’m asking for. And yet, here I go, once more posting on this site. Once more whining about my perfect life….

1/10/2013 2 comments

Strength to Commit Suicide

by adrian.roxas13 12/22/2012

written by adrian.roxas13

Why some people can commit suicide?
Why some people want to commit suicide but can’t do it?

Suicide is really an awful thing to do but the feeling of the person who want to do it
is more awful becuase it is full of pain and suffering. They say too much of anything
is bad for us human beings, too much stress can lead to depression, too much vanity can
lead to anxiety and too much pain can lead to wanting to commit suicide.

We all know that there’s no perfect life. There are a lot of troubles, conflicts and
problems that we will face throughout our […]

12/22/2012 1 comment

You have no idea

by I.cant.breathe! 12/16/2012

written by I.cant.breathe!

Me and my friend are sitting in my room im putting on makeup like i always do…i put it on my scars though not my face. and she just sits there staring at me “what? why are you staring?” i ask her “It’s just, you say your depressed. but why are you depressed you have no reason you have the perfect life! I mean, your popular, your beautiful, the dance is like two months away and you already have 23 boys wanting to take you! why are you so depressed?” I think about it, and i know the answer but it sounds stupid even in […]

12/16/2012 2 comments

I stay alive for other people

by allalone18 11/30/2012

written by allalone18

I’ve never felt like i’ve belonged anywhere.On paper i have a pretty perfect life… but i spent 10 years with a secret that drove me to depression.Now the secret is out, i feel like i lost that one thing that defined me for so many years…i dont know who i am anymore.my mom and my bf love me and im trying to survive for them but i dont wanna live.i want to stop existing.it hurts my bf when i tell him that but if suicide is selfish isn’t it equally selfish to force someone stay alive? y wont he let me die…I don’t wanna hurt […]

11/30/2012 2 comments

Sing Me To Sleep

by PerchanceToDream 11/24/2012

written by PerchanceToDream

I’m not sure when or how it started. Just the feeling of cracking. Like when your windshield gets hit and cracks start to spider web out further. Another thing hits and the web cracks further. And then another and another until it just breaks completely. I thought about that windshield and how it must hurt, to have those cracks, to be hit so hard like that.

Now I realize that I am that windshield.

My mother cheated on my dad and left him for my (now) step-dad when I was 6. The divorce, which was messy and grisly, was finalized a year later. I had to watch […]

11/24/2012 9 comments

unbearable sadness

by shimmtastic 11/5/2012

written by shimmtastic

Where to start . Im sad . Unless your lucky , in my terms lucky being having the perfect life set up for you via wonderful (wealthy) parents or extreme good choices , then life is literally depressing . When someone asks why do you want to die ? my response would be , why not ? It sucks to have no one to talk to who understands . It sucks to be so alone all the time . I dont know what happened . There was a point in my life when i was so happy . So unbeleivably happy . That’s gone now […]

11/5/2012 0 comment

Love. Why I want to end it.

by LastLove 10/27/2012

written by LastLove

Well, this is my first post on here, so might as well tell you why I’m here.

I had the perfect life, weren’t many people in it but those I had were the best. I depended mostly on my best friend and boyfriend. I was doing great with studying. I didn’t speak to my parents much but when I did they were friendly and supportive.

I had been with my boyfriend for 9 months, but it felt like forever, which isn’t a bad thing. We rarely argued and when we did we were quick to forgive each other. We often talked about the future and I convinced […]

10/27/2012 1 comment

Why Should I Hold On?

by TheEmptiness 10/17/2012

written by TheEmptiness

I’ve had depression for almost a year now and my life is just falling apart. Over the summer I’ve tried to kill myself 5 times, but can’t even do that right. I have nobody to talk to about how I’m feeling because nobody understands. They’ll just label me and think I’m a freak… People think I have a perfect life because I’m popular at school and always seem happy, but they don’t know that every night I consider killing myself. I’ve been on another depression forum and people keep saying things will get better and to just hold on, BUT IT HASN’T GOTTEN ANY BETTER!!! […]

10/17/2012 2 comments

Messing up blessings and degrading happiness

by sadthinking 10/16/2012

written by sadthinking

In both cases, I have many secrets.Â Many told and twisted, others kept in shame.Â I could make this post very long and quite wordy; however, I will leave out as much shame as necessary.Â First off, everything in my life seems perfect.Â Too perfect. I have a great husband, great dogs, house paid off, little debt, and all of the other “blessings” we all find in this world.Â We live a quite normal life, as much as we can anyways.Â But, I am still sad..all of the time.Â Over and over, I think about how much I should not be sad, should know my […]

10/16/2012 4 comments

Its about that time

by itsmytime 9/30/2012

written by itsmytime

I’ve been checking this site out for a long, long time.Â I’ve led a miserable life, anytime I’ve gotten close to ending things I’ve always found a way out.Â Now, I’ve gotten to the point that I’m tired of trying to figure things out, I’m tired of the unexpected, and I’m tired of the self-destruction.Â I’ve always been able to hide any problems I’ve faced, issues I’ve dealt with, people around me seem to think I live a “perfect” life.Â If they only knew the truth, would they still be there?

I have it all planned out.Â I have letters written to those that mean the […]

9/30/2012 13 comments

she is still so beautiful…

by jmvsic 9/23/2012

written by jmvsic

i don’t know why i am posting this.

i know my problems may seem trivial when compared to others. i know that there very may well be someone out there who would appreciate me more than she ever did. i know i bring most of this on myself. i know i made mistakes, and hurt her.

but i also know that i can’t do this. i know that i was truly happy, and i know that she was also truly happy. i know that my life is forever incomplete without her. i would be alive sure, but i wouldn’t be living. i feel so alone. i feel […]

9/23/2012 4 comments

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