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I’m not going out without a fight.

by mysmilecoversalot :)
written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Tomorrow morning I’m going to my first counseling appointment with a counselor of my choice who specializes in the areas I need help with most. Scared and anxious are words that don’t even do the situation justice. I’m beyond terrified, but I will be strong and I will not resist help like I’ve always done in the past. I wish I had just one person standing by my side, telling me I’m making the right choice and I will be okay, but I don’t. In the end we have ourselves and that has to be enough.

I have suicidal thoughts pretty much everyday that will […]

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Oh what’s wrong with me…

by slaves2love
written by slaves2love

So I don’t think my story has a happy ending, but at the very least I can’t realize it anymore.  Thanks to my good friends/new band mates I guess I’m doing better.  Let me explain, I am no longer suicidal, just bitter not that I realize it.  I don’t know if turning to drugs was the right choice necessarily but being ripped out of my head makes things much easier to deal with.  I don’t know, I still want to not exist but not being in my own mind makes it easier, and expressing through music gets my message out in a vague way that […]

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Secrets

by The_Wallflower
written by The_Wallflower

Over the years of my life people have trusted me with their secrets. Their own stories. Just holding them can put stress on a person, so I decided to share them with whoever is willing to read. I will not use names nor describe the physival apearance of that person.

First, a friend of mine had told me that her mother had been raped during the summer of 2012. She told me it was by someone very close and she is still going to therapy. Although she is recovering from the whole experience, she is making progress. She was not afraid of speaking up (which is […]

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Suicidal Note

by SanityMe
written by SanityMe

I hate people, I have never stop hating them. Seriously, they make everything looks ugly, my life, my dreams and even myself. I sometimes wonder when I’m going to explode, either way, it’s gonna be awful.

 

They say you can’t choose your family, and that’s sad. I found out later that you can’t choose your friends, too. I always stick with the  wrong people and that’s proof  how much I’m lucky.

 

Death itself is not a choice, I have never felt that I’m ready to die. I still have this urge and curiosity for living. Maybe I need to be more sane so I can see […]

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Mindful thoughts

by LaceyFaye
written by LaceyFaye

Yesterday I attended the funeral of a young woman from work who committed suicide. She was 24, exceptionally talented, well-travelled, enthusiastic, professional and extremely insightful with a social conscience and maturity years beyond her age. Was this woman’s experience similar to mine? I am in my late twenties. When I was 21 I attempted suicide. To others, I had everything to live for. I was healthy and athletic, I’d been accepted into a highly competitive course at a prestigious university, and my family was loving and supportive. Those around me did not understand the course of my depression and anxiety, and despite my efforts to […]

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I Know What I Have To Do, But This Is Really Hard

by jessdepp
written by jessdepp

Within the next few weeks, I am going to commit suicide. I have wanted this for so long but as the day draws closer and closer I am noticing things that are going to be hard to say goodbye to and people who’s lives are going to be changed forever when I am gone.

Mom and Dad,

I have always had a horrible relationship with my parents. They suffer from depression and bipolar as well so they are not exactly the best parents. But I walk by their room and see them sitting peacefully, watching tv or reading, and I feel so horribly guilty because I know […]

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I know how, I know where, but when?

by Sarah
written by Sarah

It’s not at all that I may be having second thoughts, contemplating whether I have made the right choice or not. It’s just although I don’t want to be here now, I feel sad that the old me can not continue living. I guess I just wish that the events leading up to my decision had not have happened. I could continue to live my innocent and naive life, unaware of its dangers and pain. Should I do it tomorrow, why not in a few days? I don’t want to be here anymore, and I am 100% sure of that.

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Hey you! Out there in the cold, getting lonely getting old, can you feel me?

by Helix
written by Helix

It’s so strange… I mean, the way I feel… Am I depressed? I would say yes, but I ain’t that sure thats the right word to describe it. I got problems, many problems, but I’m forced too much to hide the real me and the things I really feel and I end up thinking that pretending it’s fucking okay for the sake of everyone keeping his quiet balance in his life. That’s fucking unfair, I can’t sacrifice myself just to prevent the people that surround me from breaking their peace.
I can’t convince myself that this is simply my life and this is all about […]

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Nothing outweighs all the negative..

by sarahkkendall
written by sarahkkendall

As the title says nothing beats everything I am dealing with now.  My babies are all split up and their hearts are shattered.  In turn their pain rings so loudly to me.  I had to rock my crying 6 year old little girl to sleep in a hotel room before I took her back to her father.  I am disabled and incapable of providing a stable home for my children.  I am going to an online university and I find it mundane and pointless.  Feeling guilty is something that runs rampant in my heart and the feeling of complete inadequacy fills me to the brim […]

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Confusing and frustrating days……….

by hauntingyou
written by hauntingyou

OK, so I’ve been depressed and stuff. My other post was “Wishing, Waiting, Dieing………” . Anyway, if you’ve already read that. Then you’ll understand this one alot more (probably). So, I’ve been really confused these past few weeks (besides depressed, suicidal, ect). First, I’m a lesbian and I have a girlfriend. But I’m not sure if I wanna be in a relationship right now. Because, as you know, I’m suicidal and I’m afraid that I may do something stupid (if you know what I mean) and hurt her. And I don’t want to hurt her. Although I know she will be hurt if I let […]

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