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Severe Pain

I am confused

by namoz 7/13/2013

written by namoz

Well, I’ve been psycho for past few months. I got betrayed by my friend, live bullying and shit. Some damn kids use the adult relationships to ruin my life since kid. They bully me for so many years already and still do. It’s very humiliating cause they’re like 6 years or younger than me.

At school, I am forced to tell jokes to please my friends. I just get addicted to it. I couldn’t quit.

I also got severe pain or knife moving inside my face. Yes, I mean KNIFE. It mutated, moves and hurts like hell for every damn second for the past decade. It’s like […]

7/13/2013 7 comments

Manic?

by crazienate 1/26/2013

written by crazienate

I always find my self contemplating suicideÂ at leastÂ four times a week. Â But the weird thing is i’m one of the most happy/outgoing people i know i just get into theses moods where i feel nothing. Â They last hours sometimes days where i’ll just sit and stare at my fan wishing i was dead. Â I’ve tried killing myself twice before by hanging butÂ both timesÂ the rope teared i failed to break my neck and only causedÂ severeÂ pain and would black out only to wake up to people trying to save me.

Does anyone else know what i’m going though and have any advice on how to cope with it? […]

1/26/2013 2 comments

So i heard hanging…

by Helpyouhelpme_die 11/4/2012

written by Helpyouhelpme_die

When you hang yourself while taking support for your feet and just let yourself hang you eventually go unconcious. I tried this and all i felt was my knees go weak and pretty severe pain in the head. How long does it take to pass out and does booze help much?

11/4/2012 5 comments

So desperate!

by Jo 7/27/2012

written by Jo

Will a mix of diclofenic, codeine phosphate, ibuprofen, amitripiline,Â paracetamolÂ gabapentin and diazepam be enough to kill me outright.?

I canâ€™t get out of the house to get alcohol but have about 150 pills altogether. I have a very disabling, chronic physical condition that renders me in 24/7 severe pain and distress. I canâ€™t be helped and living is not an option. I have suffered too long like this and need it end for mine and my familyâ€™s sake. Please advise only if you can guide me if it will work. I have had counselling and hospital visits to no avail. My pain never ends and need to […]

7/27/2012 62 comments

Will this work?

by Jo 7/26/2012

written by Jo

I can’t get out of the house to get alcohol but have about 150 pills altogether. I have a very disabling, chronic physical condition that renders me in 24/7 severe pain and distress. I can’t be helped and living is not an option. I have suffered too long like this and need it end for mine and my family’s sake. Please advise only if you can guide me if it will work. I have had counselling and hospital visits to no avail. My pain never ends and need to know if this will definately work. Thank you.

I know a lot of people will respond with […]

7/26/2012 4 comments

Reached the end…

by Blue Butterfly 7/16/2012

written by Blue Butterfly

Hi there, i don’t want to go into a lot of detail so i will try keep it short. I have suffered from severe depression for 10 years. It started with a breakdown caused by a split with my boyfriend and i swallowed a bottle of paracetomol. I freaked out and called for help. After that i overdosed again and slit my wrists twice and needed stitches. I was hospitalised on and off for a few years and was mis diagnosed with bipolar type 2 disorder. I’ve seen a number of psychiatrists over the years and have been on every single medication you can imagine […]

7/16/2012 18 comments

Help can be found

by Kaylee 4/29/2012

written by Kaylee

I tried to kill myself by taking a lot of extra strength Tylenol. I ended up in the hospital with liver damage,dehydration, and other stuff. It was the worst pain, I’ve ever experienced in my life. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. My boyfriend and friends felt horrible wondering what they could of done to stop me. My mother cried nonstop. Before you think about committing suicide, think about the pain it’ll cause your family. It’s been 3-4 months since I was released from the hospital with an unsuccessful suicide attempt and I can’t do activities, like track, I was once able to without […]

4/29/2012 3 comments

So Tempted

by Halsyon 4/29/2012

written by Halsyon

I was drinking tonight. And for the first time I really felt emboldened to justâ€¦ take an action I canâ€™t mention here. I really wanted to do it. But I realize it probably won’t give me the result I want. I’ll probably get really sick and then regret doing it because I’ll be in severe pain with horrific stomach cramps, or maybe scary seizures and frightening rapid heartbeat. Or maybe I’ll suffer brain damage and then be a vegetable, wonderful. I’ll then hate my life even more, but maybe then I’d have an excuse not to have to do anything (like go to work, which […]

4/29/2012 5 comments

Suicidal Babblings

by tytygaga7 4/25/2012

written by tytygaga7

The thought and feelings crept back in. I was depressed and suicidal before, but got through it. I learned to live and be happy. I mean, I thought I was happy. I never really know how I feel. It seems that I see how I should feel rather than having feelings. It’s all a mask to cover up the gaping void within me. I’m an empty vessel. I function within the world as anyone would, but I am no one. And I don’t mean I want to be appreciated because people make me feel like no one. Just, I’m inside my brain, and I can […]

4/25/2012 2 comments